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Okay! I've finished downloading the manga of Inuyasha up to his last chapters. Although reading it gives me the headache! Hey! 500 chapters isn't short you know.

So to make my passion short I just downloaded the part that they stopped in the anime series. Maybe that'll be Volume 30? hehehe.... but most of downloads are part of Sesshoumaru and his growing passion for rin.

Sesshoumaru is inuyasha's older brother. He appears to be villain in the first part of the series. He's hatred for his Hanyo (half-demon/half-human) brother, makes him hate the humans too. Although sesshoumaru is quite a villain in the story he appears to have a kind heart toward a little girl Rin.

Well Sesshoumaru is one hot besshie for me. heheheXD. He's somewhat cold and seems uninterested in everything. But he's not looks and a tensseiga is with him makes him one hot prince! Don't you think sooo?

Well my passion for lord sesshoumaru is beginning to extend! LOL
  

I found this cute avies in Sesshoumaru Owari. Manga and pictures powered by Mangatraders and Photobucket

 

Does anyone really know the real me?

Do I know who I really am?

How can I tell? How will I know? Am I who I think I am? Or did I make me up too?

I live in a fantasy land with characters and creatures of sorts. I live in a world where no one gets hurt, no one dies, no one cries, no one fails and no one says goodbye. And everyone lives happily ever after.

Is this world just in my head? Or do I want to live in it and be a part of it? Would I risk it all to make my fantasy world come alive? How much do I need to give? Which part of me would I have to let go?

Is there an entrance fee? Is it free? Is there an exit? Is there a re-entry? Does it expire? Is it open?

God.... Will you be in it too?

Will He be in it too?

just random thoughts.

• busy si ba naun. at ako? nglilibang ng sarili. mejo madami na rin pala ako mga gngwa netong nakraang araw. career mode activated. phew!
• blissful. oh-so-blissful.
• off to diet! ayoko na. hirap lng ako e di nmn ako pumapayat.
• gusto ko mag pizza maya, sana sumali sila maya. hehe. yum yum.
• i had enaf sleep. actually, i had too much., di ako sanay mag sleep for long hours. grabe.
• sana pumayag nanay na di ako sumama sa vigan., i rili can't leave manila ryt now. not dis tym. huhu
• got to change my nail polish. pinapagalitan nya ko., haha
• las t night was freaky. haha. but it was fun too.
• got new visitor on my face, damn pimples!
• in love? or very much in love?
• i want to visit my dentist. he got some job to do on my teeth.
• nagkalat ang trabaho. ndi pa lng kame prepared ni ba. huhu. wen wil it be???
• ngpapabili nga pala si nanay ng hip hop abs., ay nku nmn tlga ang nanay ko!
• i miss my Lola.. huhu.,
• bkt wala ako makausap naun? nkkainis.
• i lost 1hundred pesos. my bad.
• im loving sweet songs. aw! eto na yon. nagiging corny na ko. haha.
• i wonder y im not touchy,. which sometimes pinapagawayan namen ni ba.
• gsto ko ulit kumaen ng ispageti,.
• gsto ko ulit kumaen ng ispageti na sinusubuan ni ba.
• moody is getting yucky. got some dirt on his face.
• im still thinking about the marrying stage issue. ka pressure! haha.

 

sarap ng tulog ko kanina., kase past 8am na ko umuwi from sanctuarium sa lamay ng tatay nya., we had  a small fight pa nga., kase nmn kasalanan ko ulit., hehe., makulit tlgang bata., haha.,

aun.,

mdami pa ko gawain kaya di ko na mabablog pang lht.

 

 

in death, one learns to live

I won't go into details.

Or should I say, "ayokong magkwento".

Ayoko maiyak.

Ayoko.

ba's tatay passed away kagabi.. sobrang gulat ako kase nagising ako sa pagkakaidlip ko ng wala pang sampung minuto at gumulantang ang balita na wala na si tatay nya.. though im not emotionally affected with his loss kase di nmn kase masyado ngkakilala, i am super bothered sa knya.., alm ko kng gano nya kamahal ang tatay nya, at ang pamilya nya., actually, inggit na inggit ako sa knya., nung ok pa si tatay nya, parati ko sinasabi sa knya pg umuuwi sya sa knila, hug nya ko sa tatay nya., im really longing for a father., i grew up na ang nanay ko lng ang kasama ko.,

expected nmn ung mga mangyayari,pinaghandaan na din nila., but still, ung stage ng acceptance, di gnon kadali., time lng mkkpgsabi., i can do nothing to help him., ang mggwa ko na lng tlga moral support., at syempre madaming unwa at pagmamahal., i want to come sana agad dun sa sactuarium at araneta ave., kaso nahihiya ako., i think its a family function, at recent gf lng nmn nya ako., hay., kng pede lng na nasa tabi nya ako parati.,

but he's feeling better now., nkkpgkulitan na rin kht pano., at un, nkkausap ko nmn sya ng ok.,

tatay is happy right now. definitely. he raised up his sons well., very loving nd nice people., he have nothing to worry..he deserve some rest out of dis earth., dun sa mas better place., in the hands of God.,

 

DIAMSE FAMILY

 

one good soul.

Death comes to all. But great achievements build a monument.

"Keep your faith in all beautiful things; in the sun when it is hidden, in the spring when it is gone."

Sometimes you make me feel so STUPID.

 

Meme thing...tagged again...and had fun answering :D


Info
[ ] I am shorter than 5'4. - ):
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes – always D:
[x] I have many scars
[ ] I tan easily - though I'm tanned enough to begin with
[x] I wish my hair was a different color – so I don’t have to buy wigs for cosplay =D
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I have/I've had braces. – oh boy I wish!
[x ] I wear glasses – now I wear contacts…glasses are for geeks and geezers…hehe
[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger – strange though…and I was with my mom then and guess what, she didn’t agree with the stranger
[ ] I have more than 2 piercing.
[x] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life
[x] I've sworn at my parents – my mom was like: ”If you curse your siblings, you curse me too!” You know, the PI thing…
[x] I've run away from home – ooohhh freeedooom!!! *wants to do that again*
[x] I've been kicked out of the house - *bad childhood *
[x] My biological parents are together
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old
[x] I want to have kids someday – it’s a fulfillment ya know
[ ] I've lost a child

School/Work
[x] I'm in school – and it sucks…
[ ] I have a job
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school – who doesn't?
[ ] I almost always do my homework – not at all
[x] I've missed a week or more of school – when I was in prep…we had no money for schooling >:
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year
[ ] I've stolen something from my job
[ ] I've been fired

Embarrassment
[ ] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry
[x] I've peed from laughing – oops…it was a secret…hehe
[x] I've snorted while laughing – an embarrassing factor for me..yes
[ ] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something – I glued my hand to my other hand
[ ] I've had my pants rip in public.

Health
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment
[ ] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[ ] I've broken a bone
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.
[ ] I've had measles

Traveling
[ ] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[ ] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan – not even in dreams
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe
[ ] I've been to Africa - I prefer to be in front of the computer all day than traveling, with that I have friends from US, Singapore, Malaysia, Uruguay, Italy, Poland and Germany..who needs traveling with that?

Experiences
[ ] I've gotten lost in my city.
[ ] I've seen a shooting star
[ ] I've wished on a shooting star
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas – when I was a kid and ran away from home
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator –once in a hotel for fun XD
[ ] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[ ] I've played spin the bottle
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car
[ ] I've been Skiing.
[x] I've been in a play – I’ve been in a drama club when I was in high school…and my role in our play sucks…not to mention humiliating
[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[ ] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[ ] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone – to my siblings and to my nerd classmates way back
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[x] I'm single
[ ] I'm in a relationship
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumped more than the dumper.
[ ] I miss someone right now.
[ ] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back – ouch…thanks for reminding
[ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did – yeah..pakipot pa
[ ] I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality
[x] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex – I was studying in an all-girls school grade school and high school…well what could you expect. Besides, some girls are more handsome than guys
[x] I've had a crush on a teacher – he was cute and I was young and stupid
[ ] I am a cuddler.
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[ ] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger

Honesty/Crime
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[ ] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am – as always…
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world – does that me having magical powers count? :3
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test
[ ] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school – muntikan na!
[ ] I've witnessed a crime.
[ ] I've been in a fist fight
[ ] I've been arrested.

Drugs/Alcohol
[x] I've consumed alcohol
[ ] I regularly drink.
[x] I've passed out from drinking – I always passed out when I drink…that’s the reason why I drink
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[ ] I've smoked weed
[ ] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[x] I've eaten shrooms.
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[x] I'm anorexic or bulimic – that was before…
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it – and paid for it hardly
[x] I've hurt myself on purpose – especially during boring lectures which more likely occur nowadays
[ ] I've woken up crying.

Death and Suicide
[ ] I'm afraid of dying – No, if you like to live…you should be ready to die. Dying is part of living
[ ] I hate funerals – I love funerals…it’s like a grand reunion of relatives and friends with lots of good food. The irony goes on: death is what brings people together
[ ] I've seen someone dying.
[x] Someone close to me has attempted suicide – she called me one night crying in the phone saying: “I’ll slash myself if you don’t call my BF!” Then the next day she was in school looking alright
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[ ] I've planned my own suicide.
[x] I've attempted suicide – you know I hate this life
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.

Materialism
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[ ] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[ ] I own something from Hot Topic.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[x] I own something from The Gap – a plastic bag
[ ] I own something I got on e-bay.
[x] I own something from Abercrombie – a shirt I stole from our ‘Lost and Found’


Random
[ ] I can sing well.
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[ ] I open up to others easily
[ ] I watch the news.
[ ] I don't kill bugs
[ ] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[x] I curse regularly.
[x] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[ ] I'm a snob about grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[x] I twirl my hair
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[x] I love being neat.
[ ] I love Spam
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
[ ] I bake well.
[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue – that’s too much of a choice
[ ] I've worn pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[x] I know how to shoot a gun
[ ] I am in love with love
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes
[x] I eat fast food weekly - *peer pressure*
[x] I believe in ghosts – o_0
[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[ ] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[ ] I am really ticklish.
[x] I love white chocolate – I love anything sweet!
[ ] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games
[ ] I'm good at remembering faces
[ ] I'm good at remembering names.
[ ] I'm good at remembering dates.
[ ] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life
[x] All of those are answered honestly – that’s why all are as weird as it gets

I won't tag anyone. Tag yourself if you want :>