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Immersion na sa monday pero di pa ko makarinig ng pulse rate sa stethoscope, tang inang BP yan. Kakawala lang ng cellphone ko few hours ago, pagdadasal ko na lang yung taong nakakuha nun. Nagkulay blue kamay ko dahil hindi marunong mag BP nanay ko. Pinang gigilan ba naman yung BP apparatus. Umiyak ako kanina lang sa sobrang badtrip at pagod. Bullshit. Hindi ako totally happy sa mga kasama ko. Kahit nandun pa si Karen............. Ang laki ng pinagbago niya, tang ina talaga. Magaaral na lang ako ng mabuti para angat pa din ako sa kanilang lahat. Yun lang. Busy pa din ako at hindi pa din bumabalik ang focus ko sa pagaaral pero sana mabalik na ngayong wala na kong cellphone. Salamat. Magsisimba na ko simula bukas.

 

jover, ako, delaine, ryan

crush (Vincent) kong bangag during computer lab, with Anika. :D

 

..but dammit, I'm not giving up this course. I was really expecting last vacation that probably this year, I would be neglecting my blog or the whole internet stuff. And really, it sucks! I'll just go home thinking I will do my homeworks for the next day but I always ended up sleeping once I got home. I usually don't even eat my dinner. I ended up cramming the next day. I'm a big sleepyhead. It's the worst. I don't have control anymore. Even if I alarm my cellphone or even my dad can't wake me up anymore. I'm eating my breakfast while writing my assignments or reading. And the worst part is, the time! the time! My class always starts at 7 a.m. and since I'm not ready especially if we have a quiz or assignments, I'll ask my dad if he could drop me to the school through our car. Thankfully, he understands my situation. That's my first time to thanked him personally on my entire life. XD But really, the 17 hours straight sleeping is possible to happen again to me. I need to take a break! Sobrang BOBO/TANGA ko na sa lahat ng ginagawa ko, lol. Ang daming nangyari, puro katangahan. I dunno, wala na talaga kong focus on everything I do. All I can do is memorize and understand. Pero yung focus na makinig or ung urge na mag-aral sa gabi, oh god. Ang hirap! Nakaka four strikes na ko sa mga CI ko. LOL. Pero nakakabawi naman. Ayoko munang ikwento yung 4 na yun. It all happened during the community immersion and after the immersion. XD

Next time ko na lang din ikkwento yung nangyari sa community immersion namin sa Taal, Batangas. Hay.

Today. Tinatapos ko na yung documentation ng community immersion namin.

2 PGA.

Rewrite the 4 PAs.

Family Assessment - Initial Data base.

Family Coping Index.

Interpretation of Physical Assessments in Paragraph Form - pending.

UPCOMING Activities:

Return Demo - Tuesday

Analysis of a short story by a filipino writer - I still don't have a short story. (Wednesday)

Mandarin -  paperworks. (Wednesday)

Physio-Anatomy - paperworks/quiz or practical. (Wednesday)

P.E. (swimming) - prelim. (Wednesday)

How could I find a time to do those things scheduled on Wednesday if we have a return demo on Tuesday?! FUCK!

Here are some gifts for my blog:

Vincent & Ryan.

Vincent & JM.

Here's the story of those pics:

1st pic - I have a crush on Vincent and Ryan has a crush on me? I guess.

2nd/3rd pic - Again, Vincent - my crush and JM reminds me of my ex which is Benedick, they have similar personality. I tend to talk to JM everytime Ryan approaches me. XD

 

My respond to Chantal.

RULES

A. People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs. Tag 8 people. Those who are tagged cannot refuse.

B. These 8 people must state who they were tagged by. You cannot tag the person who tagged you. Continue this game by sending this to 8 other people.

C. Notify the person who have tagged you that you've posted this to your blog.

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
-- O_O;; it depends if I REALLY love him or NOT.

2. Who will you choose, the person who loves you or the person you love?
-- none. But if you insist, I'd rather choose the one I love. It doesn't matter if he knows it.

3. What's your take on same-sex marriages?
--*speechless*

4. Are you inlove?
-- Seriously, not really.

5. What's your ideal lover like?
-- I don't have an ideal lover.

6. loving someone or being loved by someone else?
-- both.

7. If the person you like does not accept you, would you continue to wait for them to change their feelings?
-- For the meantime, yes. But nothing's forever except CHANGE.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
-- To someone else? MOVE ON.

9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy recently?
-- none, so far.

10. What do you want most in life?
-- money and SLEEEEEEEEP!

11. Is being tagged fun?
-- Depends upon the questions.

12. Name people you cannot live without?
-- err.. friends and family.

13. Who is currently the most important person to you?
-- the most? hmmmmm..

14. What kind of person do you think to the person who tagged you?
-- pretty! my bestfriend.

15. Would you rather be single and rich or married and poor?
-- single and rich!

16. If the person you secretly like cannot recognize you anymore, what would you do/how would you react?
-- nothing, I don't want to force myself to them to like me.

17. Would you give your all in a relationship?
-- No.

18. If you fall in love with two persons simultaneously, who would you pick?
-- Of course, the one who has a greater impact. (??)

19. What type of friends do you like?
-- Anything goes. Maybe those people who can bring my true self out of me.

20. If you played a prank on someone, and he/she fell for the trick, what would you do?
-- laughs. This reminds me of Manoel who usually do this thingy. lmao.

 

I tagged: Manoel, Julie, Biey, Aruki, Kairee, Phoebe, Diane and Blue_side

Just as I've promised.

This is all about the immersion. So we went to Poblacion 9, Taal Batangas. I was with my partner then, we meet our foster family who were so kind to us. We stayed for almost 2 days, but not exactly 2 days. We just slept over for one night. We did the PA (Physical Assessment) & PGA (Person's Gordon Approach) to each members of the family. We were so shy but at least we tried to overcome it. It was my first time to cook dinner. My partner and I decided to cook Sinigang since they've told us that they usually eat dry or fried foods instead of vegetables and soups and even if they didn't told us, we still gonna cook it because we already planned it. On the second day, the family were not shy anymore to talk to us about anything. They keep on telling us that I look like someone else on their neighborhood. Then this guy, who is their son who is just 19 years old has a crush on that girl but I didn't saw that girl if she really looks like me. So, I was thinking, he has a crush on me if he has a crush on that girl who looks like me. xD That's why he's very shy to us. The immersion was smooth until I did the greatest mistakes of my life.

• I didn't wear or brought sando - punishment? I.R. (incidental report)
• I accidentally brought a cellphone charger - I actually didn't have an idea and the fact that I just lost my cellphone few days before the immersion. It was my mom's charger. But I still explained it to my CI, that my mom's the one who fixed my things and the bag, so I really didn't know that I brought a charger.
• Before I went home, my adviser or our CI already knows my name. I was so BINGO!
• After the immersion: I texted everyone that we're only going to pass 2 things and I named the head of the nursing dept., but the truth is, he's not the one who told it. It was one of our CIs so the blame was on me again!

Return Demo:

I only got 2.0 instead of 1.5 or 1.25, why? Because my check lists were incomplete. I was one of the bloopers in the class and one of the Sisa. Well, that's what our CIs think of me, but deep inside, I know myself much better. I just didn't find the mercury on the oral thermometer but I know how to read. LOL. godammit. I have to prove myself to them.

Pre-lims week

1. Today - We had our exam on CHN, I find it easy but confusing. I was craving for a custard roll of red ribbon. I was at Antipolo yesterday, I already saw Anton who is my sister's newborn baby then her classmates arrived with a box of red ribbon, I didn't know what cake it is so today, I went to red ribbon to see if there's similar to it so I found out that it was custard roll. I treat Phoebe and Ikko a slice of ube cake. Ube and Mocha were the slice of the day so I got no choice.
2. Our exam will be NCM 100 lecture and lab. From 10 am-3pm.
3. English (Phil. Lit.) & Anatomy and Physiology (lab). 7 am-1:30 pm. We already took our pre-lims in P.E.
   
4. Mandarin & Computer. 7 am-5 pm. O_O;;
5. No Class? - It's because CHN and Religion. We don't have pre-lims in Religion and we already took an exam on CHN.
6. We will just take an exam on Anatomy and Physiology lecture at 2:30 pm.

After Pre-lims:

I want to:

• Watch a movie on the big screen.
• Shopping.
• Go to Antipolo.
• Sleep.
• Make a new layout for FI. :D

Can I log in to my existing account in the Tabulas forum?