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Final Grade	Class Code
2.00	ART512XAHSE1A
2.25	BIS510AAHSE1A
2.50	CHE503BAHSE1A
1.75	ENG502AHSE1A
1.75	FIL502AHSE1A
1.25	FRLA500AAHSE1A
2.50	LOG500AHSE1A
2.75	MAT503AHSE1A
1.50	NSTP512AHSE1A
2.00	PHE502AHSE1A
1.75	REL512AHSE1A
2.00	SOA500AAHSE1A

Shitness~! And the total average is 2.083. Well, it's not really the basis of what will be my section this 2nd year. I haven't computed this grade plus my pre-lim and midterm grades, so yeah.. One thing I can be assure of, I'll not be on the top section anymore this next semester, maybe I'll be on 2B - 2C and that will be great~! ^3^

Forget About Me

 

Almost Lover

 

Here comes my new layout featuring  Lily Allen. Supposedly, this layout must have a footer at the bottom of the layout and the scrollbar must be on the left side in I.E. just like what I've done before in Fidelity feat. Regina Spektor. But I guess, I can't do it anymore. -_______- And really, I want to get rid of my previous layout, everytime I'll visit my blog, I always see a graveyard-like scene because it's a monochrome theme and really pissed me off.

But anyway, I must be doing more avatars for my blog right now.. Till here..

Here are more random updates few weeks after..

 

So.. I went to the Ozine fest with Yukitenshi and Aruki, it was really nice to meet new people and meet again the person you used to know. Yeah~ and I didn't noticed some of the costrippers around there, I was really expecting that Dwane will be there (I'm using his real name right now). I've been crushing him for 1 month? He's a friend of my close friend in Friendster. I know, I'm a stalker, I've been a stalker since 6th grade. I added him up to my list and he accepted me and I saw his pictures that revealed to me that he's a cosplayer. In the middle of the event, I was confused if I saw him as a cosplayer or as a costripper because I ignored him.

After the event, I saw some of his pics here in Tabulas and I was surprised when I saw in his Friendster that he really attended the event, so.. I guess I was unlucky to meet him that day. But anyway, besides of my new layout, I've also uploaded new fanlistings that I've joined two weeks ago. I'm just hanging around here in the house, bombarded by different news about our grades in CEU, they've been telling me that we should go to school to get our grades but I doubt it because I was thinking that it must've been a mistake because our grades were given upon the enrollment last 2nd sem and how come that their rules were changed. Fortunately, I was right.. Maybe it's because of the students who have failing grades and need to take summer classes which already started last April 10 and I just find it out few hours ago. To be aware for you guys, CEU students are not allowed here on my blog, I'm banning you right now! I know.. -_- no one's reading my blog especially from my school just because I already changed my username but again, I just want to be safe in our world of blogging. Some people know about my previous issue last year, some or one student/s from my school got angry because of what I've said about him/them. I don't want to tell his name again here.

I thought today is already wednesday, lol~ I waited for La Corda D'Oro Primo Passo, while I was waiting for it, I watched John Tucker Must Die on Star Movies, it really made me laugh, this is the second time that I watched it. I once hated guys especially those jerks but right now, I don't have negative thoughts about them anymore, it's just neutral. But this movie is a lot of fun.

Besides of the fact that I've been losing my time, I'm not aware of the outside world even if I usually go to the mall. I missed the final episode of Hana Kimi~! Darn it~! I waited for it today but I was shocked when I saw that they were airing GOBINGO, I dunno if it already ended, damn~! I still haven't watch Coffee Prince and my plan for jogging with my friends, we just did it once and right now, honestly saying.. I'm beginning to be lazy for it.

Asami's comeback was moved to May 20. What's up with that girl?! We've been waiting for her to come home this April 18 supposedly but she told me on Friendster that she will go home on May 20 and her first day of class will be on May 21, just the day after. Our enrollment will be on May 20, damn.

I might be going to Boracay this April 19, I'm not sure - talk to my mom. And our Davao trip was moved again to May 2 to be exact. So many things happened that are not allowed to be here so I guess.. this is byebye!

Meme rules:

Dear (the person who last texted/sms-ed you).
I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___.
I think I realized it ___2___ ___3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___.

I'm sure you're ___6___ enough to understand ___7___.

I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep ___9___ as a memory.
You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___.

___12___,
-Your name-

1. What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm inlove with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kebab - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
Annat: With George Bush and his wife

4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit at
Other - Drive out

5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs: Man
O.C.: Emotional
One Tree Hill: Open
Heroes: Frostbitten
Lost: High
House: Scarred
Simpsons: Cowardly
The news: Mongolic
American Idol: Masochistic
Family Guy: Senile
Top Model: Middle-class
Annat: Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this.
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Always will remember
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - Fuck off now
France - In pain
Other - Greetings to your freaky family

**ANSWER:

Dear Chongkie,
I don't really know how to tell you this, but our romance is over. o_O *tae?!*
I think I realized it when I changed tennis shoes under the bus

 and I saw you ignore my avocado plant.

I'm sure you're cowardly enough to understand that Santa doesn't exist.

I'm returning your ring to you, but I'll keep the oil stocks as a memory.
You should also know that I get sick when I think of eggplant-fetishism.

In Pain,
-Donna-

Okay, so this is the screenshot of my Fidelity layout, I really miss this layout! This was actually my version 21 last season 1 of my blog, so it was really really long time ago..

(click the image for a larger view)

"I know I’m not completely over him. He still crosses my mind several times a day, but with each one of those times, a feeling of contempt also passes through my heart. Maybe if this happens enough, my heart will become completely hardened to him, and I’ll get to the point where he doesn’t affect me anymore."

I'm so addicted to this anime La Corda D'Oro Primo Passo, it's already one of my favorites! Since Animax only air it once a week for 2 episodes, I got very excited since wednesday so I've been watching the next episodes on youtube and in one of the next episodes, Hino will play Canon in D Major with her (magical) violin. I felt very weird when I watched that episode, it really sounds familiar to me because I thought I once heard it before and became my favorite but I don't remember how and when. So I search some videos of the piece in Youtube and I found out that it was played on the movie My Sassy Girl, I forgot her name but you get what I mean, the scene where she played the piano, it was Canon in D Major by Johann Pachelbel, then the story goes when this guy gave her a rose. Actually, right now that I realized that I really felt in-love with that movie and right now, with that music piece and..... with this anime. -_- I know I shouldn't stop playing the piano since I was in elementary because it's the only thing I can be proud of myself and my mom used to tell me to practice and practice but still, I stopped playing it. But right now, I feel so inspired on playing it again, I just wish that we have that piece here. I watched two videos of it from youtube, I just compared the one played by the violin and the other was from the movie My Sassy Girl, played by the piano. I like the one played by the piano more, the sound is so clear and warm.

I'm watching it's episode 12 right now and I can't wait to finish it but I'll still watch it on Animax, Kazuki is really cute and funny when dubbed in an English version but I was quite disappointed about Len because I really hate his personality but when I got to watched the episodes in youtube and they're speaking in japanese, I do love Len since that day, he's not really that cold-hearted but in fact I like him for Hino-chan. At first, I like Kazuki for Hino because he's so sweet and funny but childish and Len is the opposite of him. Enough about it.

Argh. All of our out of town trips are moved on May, yeah.. including the Boracay & Escudero, I really wanted to go to the beach! -__________- Generally, I have no plans for this month, maybe I'll just meet my bestfriends, and besides.. Yukitenshi's bday is near, I like to meet her again and Jonathan..

Canon in D Major - Violin



Canon in C Major (variation with D Major) - My Sassy Girl (piano)

I wonder where's our pic during the Ozine fest? (Aruki, Bezzie and I). :D

 

Lolness. The possibility of going to Boracay and Villa Escudero is totally impossible! Darn, I knew it! I knew it will never be possible. I will just spend my whole vacation here, in front of the pc with my dad during weekdays and in our house in Antipolo during weekends, so yesterday, I went there, it was totally cool.. Paradise! I'm back texting my hs friends, ex's and some college friends, why? Nothing, just bored. But the heck, Yuki's not texting me, I wonder what happened to her. Asami just gave me a comment that she wants to go out with me on May 20, but I'm afraid I can't because it's our enrollment day, and my parents and I might go somewhere after that.

I think, the highlight of my summer is that.. We will go to Davao through PAL on May 2 - 10, that will be very long and enough to free my mind! This week, I'm planning to make 2 avatars for Manoelster, and make a new layout for Diane's blog, I hope I could finish all of them before Friday or Thursday. And maybe after we go to Davao, I'll make a theme for my multiply since I already updated my Friendster layout, and that will be forever. It's really perfect! ^^

For other Tabulistas, feel free to text me if you're bored just like me. 09293257596. But I'm planning to switch to my globe sim when classes resume.

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid Disorder:	Low
Schizoid Disorder:	Moderate
Schizotypal Disorder:	Moderate
Antisocial Disorder:	Low
Borderline Disorder:	Moderate
Histrionic Disorder:	Moderate
Narcissistic Disorder:	Low
Avoidant Disorder:	High
Dependent Disorder:	Very High
Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder:	Moderate
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How will I die? Your Result: You will die in a car accident.   Please, continue to buckle up, and try not to speed. More likely than not, it will happen very randomly and quickly. Occasionally, this result stands for death in a plane crash. Do not fear transportation. Avoid becoming a hermit, you cannot escape fate.
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