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I've spent my New Year's Eve at our house in Antipolo with my family especially with my sister. We slept in the same bedroom but on different beds. We watched the fireworks and she took some pictures and video of them. Eventhough the fireworks display here in Taguig is more beautiful as ever, we still decided to spend our New Year in Antipolo because if we actually can't sleep last night in Antipolo, maybe we will not sleep at all if we stayed here last night. I can say that my New Year is so boring just like last year, of course my mom's non-stop cooking was still there. I waited - waited for the exact 12 midnight to greet him a Happy New Year even though I was still confused whether should I tell him or not my feelings but still, I decided not to tell him. Last year's new year was kinda screwed because I think we fought during that time through text but since my bday and Xmas, he haven't texted me at all until now. I actually bought a new smart sim card just because I'm hoping he will text me but he has not. So I'm still confused if I should stay in Globe or use my smart for good.

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My 2007 was far better than my 2006. I think it was full of blessings. First was, I obtained at last total peace of mind from my highschool life when I graduated last March. I left it just the way it was and had a globe sim card just for the sake of forgetting what happened but of course I have nothing to regret. Second was my first year in college, new friends, new acquaintances and new professors. And I didn't expect that it will turn out just right. I had good grades during my first semester, got into the top section which is AHSE-1A. Third was I almost forgot my feelings and thoughts of that person during school days, that was helpful! But still, when I'm alone, I just can't avoid thinking of him and wishing we're still together. Well, maybe that's the only one thing which didn't turned out right during the year of 2007.

My resolutions/wishes. I really don't want to say that these are totally my resolutions for this year because if I will, it will not work for me.

Here they are:

• to be more serious on my studies.
• to feel more confident and be a responsible daughter.
• lessen the use of texting or being registered in the Unlimited texting of either globe or smart. (esp. group messages! I will just have a regular load)
• lessen the telebabad with Manoel or anyone unless important.
• avoid any communication with anyone especially through YM unless important (maybe I'll be invisible now a days in YM).
• avoid cramming.
• Reduce! - it includes eating only 3 times each day and lessen the rice.
• Exercise!!!!! Maybe I can do this during summer. -_-"
• Healthy treatments for myself. ^_^
• Manage to sleep early.
• Post everyday here on my blog so that some of my friends will be updated about me, because of the upcoming lack of communication. At least, I'll try.
• Be more kind to everyone! Since last week, a guy told me I changed a lot, and it's so unusual for me to act that way. I realized, am I so rude from my previous years? So it's a pay back time! I'll try to be more kind. XDDD
• One last thing... CONTROL esp. my emotions and the way I think of that person. GET OVER HIM! >_<

If ever.. you miss me, just text/call me either on these numbers: 09164916581/09293257596, introduce yourself or I will not reply or answer your call. xDDD

(x) stayed single for the whole year
( ) got your first kiss
( ) kissed someone new
( ) made-out for the first time
( ) made-out in/on a car
( ) kissed in the snow
( ) celebrated Halloween
( ) kissed in the rain
( ) fell in love
( ) had your heart broken
( ) broke someone else's heart
( ) had a stalker
( ) mooned someone
( ) went over the minutes on your cell phone
(x) had a good relationship with someone -  friends
(x) suffered through teenage heartbreak - still
( ) someone questioned your sexual orientation
( ) came out of the closet
( ) gotten pregnant
( ) gotten someone else pregnant
( ) had an abortion
( ) gotten married
( ) had a divorce
( ) dated someone you'll never forget
(x) done something you've regretted
( ) lost your true love
(x) lost faith in love
( ) kissed under mistletoe

WORK/SCHOOL
( ) got a promotion
( ) got a pay raise
( ) changed jobs
(x) waited until one day before to begin a project
( ) lost your job
( ) quit your job
( ) dated a co-worker
( ) dated your boss
( ) dated your boss' daughter/son
( ) got fired from your job
( ) took an honors/advanced class
( ) broke the dress code
( ) jacked off/fingered in class
( ) sent to the principals office for misbehavior
(x) got straight A's
(x) met one teacher you really like
(x) met one/a few teacher you really hated
( ) failed a class
(x) cut class
( ) kicked someone in the testes
( ) skipped school
(x) got into a fight with a classmate
(x) did something you were proud of
( ) discovered a new talent
( ) gave the teachers a reason to teach
(x) proved yourself an idiot
(x) embarrassed yourself in front of the class
( ) fell in love with a teacher
(x) intentionally tripped someone at school - bad
( ) got lead in the school play
( ) made a varsity team
(x) were involved in something you'll never forget

OTHER
( ) painted a picture
( ) wrote a poem
( ) ran a mile
( ) seen a live concert
(x) shopped at Hollister or Abercrombie and Fitch
( ) posted a blog on MySpace/Friendstr
(x) listened to music you couldn't stand
( ) double-dipped
( ) skinny-dipped
( ) went to a sleepover
( ) went camping
( ) threw a surprise party
(x) laughed till you cried
( ) laughed till you peed in your pants
( ) flirted shamelessly
( ) didn't wash your hands after using bathroom
( ) visited a foreign country
(x) broke in a line of waiting people
(x) volunteered to help out others
( ) visted a new state
(x) told someone you were busy when you weren't
( ) partied to celebrate the new year
( ) cooked a disastrous meal
( ) driven the car drunk
(x) lost something important to you
( ) smoked a cigarette
( ) lied about how old you were
(x) got a gift you adore
( ) got 'shit faced' on alcohol
( ) took a nude picture of yourself
( ) almost got arrested
( ) prank called someone
( ) saw a college football game in person

Repost as "I Confess That In 2007 I..."

Our classes already started last Jan.3, thursday. We did nothing for almost all of the subjects, well, who wants really to have discussion? All of us still have hang overs because of the vacation but still, we need to do something. Actually, some of us felt pissed because we're in a private school but we started the class so early, it's like we're in a public school. I also heard from the news that some public schools got suspended their classes because there were just few students attended the class.

So what we did was to compute our pre-lim grades. So far, in Filipino, our first subject, I only got 37 over 50 and it's equivalent is 2.25 and my class participation is 1.75 but my professor told us that it's not yet complete, so all in all, I got flat 2. I was relieved but as I've said, it can still be changed. Well, I'm not expecting a grade of line of 1 but I hope I would get higher than 2.5 because I really don't like Filipino subject.

Second subject was Chemistry [Organic and Inorganic Chemistry]. My professor only gave us the results of our pre-lim exams both in our laboratory and lecture. Quite disappointed but still relieved, I got 26 over 50 in laboratory, but it's fine with me because the exam was fucking hard, we have 41 as the highest score so I think I still passed. And I think I did well in my class participation in our laboratory. I was surprised when I saw my lecture, I got 72 over 100, it's still good but I was really surprised because I didn't expect that I will get such a score like that. At the same time, I think it was balanced because I did great in the pre-lim in lecture though I'm sure I failed the class participation because of the quizzes. But eventhough I almost got failed in the pre-lim in laboratory, I did well in the class participation. So, I think I passed. :]

After that, we had a one hour break and then had our chem. laboratory, my professor just gave us a seatwork, a seatwork that is usually given when I was in highschool. We are asked to draw the cell of the plant and animal, but she gave us a hand-out of the said drawing, so we were just asked to copy it so that we will be familiar. We spent our two hours for that seatwork.

Next was English, Eliz and I were late that time and our professor almost marked me absent because I'm the number six in the class so she already called me, but she haven't called Eliz. She gave us the results of our pre-lim. I got 50 over 75, still not bad right? She also gave us a seatwork in our book. And gave us an assignment. Nothing happened worth talking about during that time. We had a thirty minutes break before our last subject.

Lastly was our Social Arts. We did not have pre-lim because it's only 2 units as well as in Religion. Hmmm.. what happened back there? I think we just submitted our assignments and had a discussion about LOVE. And again, I felt guilty about the topic. She compared the men and women when it comes to being in love. In our section, we only have 6 boys, no. I mean 5 1/2. LOL~ Plus the other section who joined us, the Pharmacy, I think they only got 1 boy in their group. Our professor asked the boys to describe the feeling of being in love. They couldn't really answer it, they can't explain. Unlike when the girls were asked, we can still describe it. LOL~ I don't want to tell here what did I say, it's funny though. Our professor actually laughed at me. -__-" For 2 hours, our professor discussed, she's the only one who's really talking. It's somewhat boring and I really wanted to go home that time. She always tells us that destiny is really true. If you're meant to be, love will find a way. And to summarize her topic, she's telling us that if we will be in love, we should at least use our mind. I think, that's her main point. XD

Going home, I went to Megamall with my classmate. We just went there because we will ride in the fx going home, it's more easier for me than going to Guadalupe, it sucks.

Next day. Ma'am Villanueva, our professor in Logic and Socio-Anthropology didn't came. Maybe she's still in vacation just like some of our professors. During Math, he gave us the results of our pre-lim, I got 30 over 50. I know I will not get a high score in Math. But thankfully I still passed. He gave us a seatwork, he asked us to do an essay about the relationship of Statistics with Christmas and New Year. Of course, it has a corresponding scores. I did just enough.

In Mandarin, I got 1.5 in my class participation and 44 over 50 in the pre-lim exam, so my final pre-lim grade was 1.0~ :D Wow. It's my first time. We also had a seatwork, of course, paperworks, chinese characters and pronounciation. >_<

We had a 3 hours break until 2 pm. I just surfed the internet in our library and read some books. During our NSTP-CWTS time, our last subject until 5 pm. He gave us the results, I got 49 over 60 and my final pre-lim grade was 1.5. Funny thing happened. Our TRC was already given to us; it's a card where you put all your grades. Our professor saw my TRC and saw my grade in Mandarin which is 1.0 and he said: "Donna? O_O; Naka uno ka sa Mandarin? Sino si Donna?". I raised my hand surprisingly. Then he asked: "Naka uno ka sa Mandarin? Tao ka ba?". ROFL. He onced told us that Mandarin subject was the only subject that made his transcript of records screwed when he was in college. But everyone told him that many of us got a grade of 1.0 in Mandarin.
He asked us if we want to have a group seatwork or an assignment. All us really wanted to go home so we decided to have an assignment. It's not easy because we are asked to find a copy of the movie Mr. Holland Opus. It's an old movie, and its for individual and we will submit a reflection not a reaction about the movie next meeting. I asked my sisters if they will have a time, find me a copy of this movie. My eldest sister told me that she already watched the film and the leading actor is Robin Williams and I could find it in Videocity. I hope I can already find it by tomorrow because I asked my mom to go with me in SM Megamall to find it, maybe after lunch.

Last sunday, my mom and I decided to go to Robinsons, near Megamall to find the film Mr. Holland's Opus. We first went to Astrovision but sad to say, the movie was out of stock. So we decided to go to Odyssey and luckily, we find one VCD. The lady actually told me that there was also someone who bought a cd before us just few minutes ago. And I find out the next day that it was Milly, my friend. ^^ Anyway, we got home around 8 pm but we still didn't watched it.

My monday was kinda crappy but I'm still happy though. I was late on my first subject and my terror professor already noticed me, hahaha.. My grade in Logic wasn't that good but I know I passed the subject because I've completed the requirements and passed the exam. After that, we had a very boring discussion in Math, as usual, I never got interested when it comes to Math, except for Geometry. XD 

In Mandarin, we just had a seatwork that was turned into our assignment. xD In Socio-Anthropology, well, I just received the result of my pre-lim exam and we just checked our quizzes and assignments. Actually, we will have a group report this month. I'm in group 3 and we will have a newscasting. Well, I really miss newscasting since I usually participate during highschool in the said activity. Anyway, I also received my grade in P.E. and it made my day so bad! My pre-lim grade is 2.25, what the heck?! Papansin yung prof namin, P.E. na nga lang pinagdamot pa! Well, all of us got mad because of our grades. In Bio. Sci, I got high scores thankfully. I got 44 over 50 for the pre-lim and 29 over 30 for the long quiz. XDD  

Today. Today...... is a Saliva day! LOL~ The highlight of my day is that, I actually impressed myself in our discussion in Filipino to my professor and of course my classmates. Group 1's first day of reporting in Chemistry started this morning and the continuation will be on Thursday. Today is a very eeeewww! We had an experiment in our laboratory, we need fresh blood, urine and saliva. I was assigned to bring my own saliva and I just have it before the class starts and I dunno, I really like to bring fresh blood or urine but not saliva. And then, we get it's pH through the pH meter while the other group used the pH paper to get the pH of each.

We just had a normal discussion in English and Religion. I think that's all for now. I still need to do my assignment in Mandarin. Zaijian~! ^_~

from rhythmsummer...

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship. -true

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with? -not so true

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

Last friday, I got additional 10 points and got a passing score in Mandarin. We still had a boring discussion in Math, I really didn't understand anything our professor said and to think that, we will have a quiz tomorrow. So, my group in Chemistry just stayed in the library for two hours before our last subject. We did the powerpoint using the laptop of my friend. In our NSTP-CWTS, we watched the movie Mr. Holland's Opus, though it was my second time to watch it, I still focused my attention to the movie. Rowena (the singer in the movie) is so damn good! She's like Lea Salonga. After the movie, our prof told us that we could pass the reflection paper by next meeting. I was so thankful! xD

Yesterday. We had a quiz in Filipino and I passed the quiz. During that time, I was so nervous because we're going to report in Chemistry, I really didn't listen to my professor, I think almost all of my classmates too. Our grades were still not yet given to us. After that, our group already started the report. Our report was all about Lipids. I reported its properties and functions, the easiest one. We will still continue our report next meeting, and we still need to answer some questions of our prof that we didn't answered. XD In the laboratory, it was really fun. I feel so comfortable since we had that group report. Esp. to our leader, at first, I find her so hard to approach but then, in the lab. She often talks to me and it was kinda relief! xD And again, I didn't expect that in our experiment, we still need saliva and since I was the one who brought the saliva the other meeting, I'm still the one who was assigned to go to the C.R., with the graduated cylinder and produce a 5 mL saliva. Darn it! But it's okay, I made them laughed and its really overwhelming for me. Next was during our P.E., I really hate our professor! Okay, enough about the negatives. So we already started ballroom dancing. First was Cha-cha. My partner was Eliz and I stand for the guy. Hmmm.. I really don't want to talk about it because I don't want to talk about the negative things happened, it will just ruin my concentration right now.

After classes, it was raining outside but I brought my umbrella with me. I saw my friend Tiffin and Justine with some of their friends, we just had a little chat and then, I cross the street. It was so weird when I was in the middle of the street, waiting for the vehicles to stop, I was with someone, my classmate, I actually have a little crush on him but we're not close. We saw each other, I planned to pretend that I didn't saw him but he catched me looking at him, he just smiled when I almost looking away from him but I can't resist so I also smile at him. xD I wonder why he's not with his girlfriend that time? XD I ride in a bus going to Megamall. My mom was waiting for me in the Bingo. We bought my own USB which costs 450 php, its already 1GB. And then, we watched the movie Desperadas and went home. We arrived home around 10 pm.

Currently, I still haven't started doing my assignment in Logic and I still need to study in Math for the quiz tomorrow. I just slept for the whole day. Bye!

I'm so disappointed to myself. Most of my professors already gave us our pre-lim grades. I don't think I can still be in the same section next school year. I got 2.5 in Chem.lab and 2.75 in Chem. Lecture and the overall grade is 2.75. T___________T I got 2.5 in Statistics. 1.25 in Bio. Sci. 1.75 in English. Hmmmm... 2.25 in Logic and 1.5 in Socio-Anthropology. I think that's it! Others were already said in my previous posts. Damn it! I must really really do good this mid-terms esp. in Chemistry.

But actually, I've heard good/bad news, I don't know either its good or bad. So, our professor in Chem. Lab will be change, and most of my classmates were happy about it because they were also not happy with their grades. As a matter of fact, our highest grade is 1.75 and only two of my classmates got it. I'm already turned off with my professor, to think that, she's been my adviser during my first semester until now. Anyway, I can still admit that I deserve that grade. Well, there are still midterms and finals.

I've been tagged by Yukitenshi.

Rules of the meme:
Each player starts with eight random facts/habits about themselves. People who are tagged need to write a post on their own blog (about their eight things) and post these rules.
At the end of your blog, you need to choose eight people to get tagged and list their names.
Don’t forget to leave them a comment telling them they’re tagged, and to read your blog.

8 random things about me:

• I never slept as early as 8-9 pm since I entered college.
• I'd rather eat buns than rice. (Diet)
• I don't drink flavored drinks since I entered college.
• I only watched 1 t.v. show since I entered college until now - Marimar.
• I'm so careless.
• I am shopaholic. >_<
• I'm not consistent
• I can be too proud when things are easy for me.

I'm tagging: Manoelster, Julie, Biey, Kairee, Diane, Rhythm Summer, Soccer Player, Death

You are Temperance

Time. Ages. Transformation. Involuntary change

Temperance is another card of aspiration, but also of much change. It often represents complex situations. Positively, you can harmonize contrary forces.

Temperance is, on a surface level, about "tempering." The original pouring from cup to cup might have been about cutting wine with water. So this is a card about moderation. There is, however, another angle to the card, that of merging seemingly impossible opposites. Sagittarius, the centaur, merges beast and man into a unique creature. And then there is the bow and arrow, one moving, one stationary, working together to point the way. Temperance may be, at first glance, a warning for you to "temper" your behavior, to cut your wine with water. But it may also be a reminder to that seemingly irreconcilable opposites may not be irreconcilable at all. Belief that fiery red and watery blue cannot be merged may be the only thing standing in the way of blending the two. Change the belief, measure out each with care, and you can create otherworldly violet.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

Last week, my Temporary Report Card has already completed for my pre-lims. So, here it is:

Foreign Language 1a	1.0
Bio. Sci. 10a	1.25
Chemistry 3b lec.	2.75
Chemistry 3b lab.	2.5
English 12	1.75
Filipino 2	1.75
Logic	2.25
Math 12	2.5
NSTP-CWTS	1.5
P.E. 2	2.25
socio-Anthro	1.5
Social Arts 12x
Religion 12

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Yesterday, we made a video to be reported this coming Wednesday in our Socio-Anthropology. It's actually a newscasting about Social Stratification. I appeared three times in the video.

1. Reporter inside a trial court.
2. Business woman to be interviewed.
3. Reporter about Slavery System in Caribbean islands.

I borrowed 2 business suits from my sister for this video, and of course, one thing I loved is that, we applied make-up. LOL~ But actually, I don't feel confident in this video but I think I'll still put it here and on my multiply after the presentation.

We just practiced for the whole day from 10 am until 8 pm. I thought we will not finish it for one day but we've decided to stay up late just to finish it rather than come back today so that we could finish it. Besides, my classmate still need to edit it for this day.

I learned a lot of things from my classmates and know each one of them better. I can say that I was very helpful that time. I managed to be a useful member. And really, they made me laughed out loud! Thanks everyone!

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We have no classes right now because it was declared as Founders' Day and not Foundation day, I think they're pertaining to the people who founded the school. I dunno. But I have a lot of things to do. Here's my list:

• Assignment in English
• Assignment in Logic
• Quizzes in: Chem. Lec. (tomorrow)
  Logic, Mandarin, Socio-Anthro, Bio. Sci (all on Wednesday).

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I actually have in my mind what would be my next layout, esp. this coming Heart Month. Well... I wish I could have more free time to do it before February or maybe after our midterms on Feb. 6-9. I think, this is all for now.

I really can't tell how happy I am whenever you're there and even if you're not there because I know I'm still the one in your heart, I can feel it, we can feel it. I know you've been there and I'm here waiting. Only God knows how I love you so much. ^_^

I just can't believe that I've totally lacking my concentration in my studies. I never passed any of my quizzes in Chemistry. Btw, our professor in our laboratory was changed, Mrs. Andoy is her name, but the thing is, even if our prof was changed, still, our professor in the lab before is the one who will make the mid-term exam, so.. what's the use right? For the sake of their schedule? How about our schedule?! O_o They just can't understand that even if we're A's, we're still a normal college student. Okay, I'm expecting a failing grade this term in Chemistry, if I will get a 3.0, I would be so lucky then. Maybe, all I can do for the future is to study for our mid-term exam. Well, it's all about Biochemistry. Easier I can say than Organic and Inorganic Chem.

I'm declaring a short Hiatus. There are several factors why I just can't handle my time.

1. Procrastinating. As always.
2. Lack of Discipline. Especially, when I sleep, I just can't wake up.
3. Other subjects with the other subjects AT THE SAME TIME. FUCK!
4. Schedule, FTW~! We're normally dismissed around 5 pm, so what do you expect? I actually went home and while I was going home, I was already eating my dinner (Jollibee B2: Hamburger, fries and Coke) and when I got home, I slept until morning. So, I just didn't study for the next day's quizzes. Fuck shit.

Maybe, I'll come back after the midterms but I'll manage to change my layout before February. Until then...