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We had a two-hour class on Psychology this morning from 7 am until 9. Our prof told us to group ourselves according to whether if we are an ectomorph, mesomorph or an endomorph. First, I thought I must be in the group of endomorph since I really thought I was fat or chubby, but then, I realized that even if I look chubby, my bones are not big especially my wrist and my body is still proportional so I've decided to go to the mesomorph and I was correct. Almost all of us were in the group of mesomorph. Our prof told us that endomorphs are those who are fat or chubby since they were little until now so they have big bones and are not proportion. And of course, ectomorphs are those who are skinny. After that, we also group ourselves whether if we are an introvert or an extrovert. I was confused about that since I really dunno myself very well but I decided to go to the introvert type since I was just influenced by my extrovert friends when I was in highschool and I thought that if I was not influenced, then my personality comes with the introvert type. But really, am I?! O.o

Our section cried during our Math. Our prof revealed shocking or surprising thing. She gave us a seatwork that would make her happy because today was our last day and starting on Monday will be our final exam. After she gave us, she inspired us while doing it by telling something personal. Well.. she admitted that she has a cancer and she's until November, it's actually 6 months and she doesn't want to have a kemotherapy anymore next month. So, it's very shocking. I remembered during our first day of classes when I meet her, I already knew she was wearing a wig, just because my sister is also wearing a wig because she has an Alopecia Universalis and not cancer. All of us cried (including the boys) and she hugged everyone of us. I can't forget that moment since it's my first time to experience that kind of moment, that someone who will confess that she/he has a cancer. I promised I'll pray for her!

Finals will be next week from Monday until Thursday and there will be no classes on Friday so our last day will be on Thursday and finally, it will be our sembreak! Yay! But before that, I still need to finish our group project in Philosophy and Psychology tomorrow. Our exposure will be on Sunday from 9 am until 12. Btw, our practical and pre-finals in Phy. Sci. lab will be tomorrow, I must do good so that I will be exempted on our finals. ^_^

I promised to myself that I must have higher grades than 2.75 and thankfully, I did it! Some of my subjects increased and some decreased but at least, I had a grade of 2.5 as my lowest last mid-terms.

English 11 - 1.75 - decreased
Filipino - 1.75 - increased
Math 11 - 2.5 - increased
Phsychology 1 - 1.75 -increased ^_^
Philosophy 10 - 2.0 - decreased
P.E. 1 - 1.5 - maintain
NSTP-CWTS 11 - 1.75 - maintain
History 1a - 1.25 - increased
Phy. Sci (lab) - 2.25 - maintain
Phy. Sci (lecture) - 2.0 - increased
Religion - not yet given
Soc. Arts -  2.5

Again. I was nominated in PTA in the Category of Template of the Month, and they're already having the voting, well.. Only two of us were nominated on that category. Please vote me if you think that I deserve to win. Thanks guys~!

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What happened this week? Total annoyance to some people in our section. Really, there are some people who were born stupid and dumb. I'm not saying here is that I'm intelligent or smart or someone who knows everything, I'm just a simple girl who has a common sense and follows my instinct. But for past couple of months, I've been irritated to these person, he's a guy. He is really dumb! His questions and his actions, I hate everything about him. And I pity him. He doesn't use his common sense, and he's still proud of himself. >_< When I talked to him, he's too slow to pick up. For an example was about an assignment, he will ask me what should he do, I will explain 5 or more times so that he'll understand me and if not, he wants to call me over the phone and it sucks! Even if the page on the book! If we will have a quiz on a particular subject, he will still ask me what page is that?! He also ask that kind of question to one of our profs and it's really humiliating for our section, I just told him, don't you have your own eyes?! Almost everyone are irritated to him in our section, maybe I'm the only one who has a long patience to understand him.

Anyway, one thing that is not common to all people is common sense.

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Yesterday was our Soc. Arts, we just had a facial and my prof used me as her model of what we must do. It can also be our second career after Nursing. Well, everything turned out really good. For today, we had a fire drill this morning at 9:45 am and after that, classes were suspended so I arrived home earlier than before. ^^;

I am in the middle of my sembreak. One thing has changed! I always wake up early this time, I used to sleep late and wake up late during vacations but now, even though I sleep late last night, I was able to wake up early. Maybe because I'm updating my blog, as you can see, I have a new layout called Transcendance with few of it's meanings on the image. I was inspired when I was studying for my exam in Philosophy, I was reading the summary of the chapters and it strucked me the most.

Last weekend or last friday, we went to Antipolo, so I meet again my sisters and really ate a lot! We were there until sunday. We watched Blood Diamond and watched t.v. for the whole day. Kim and Chantal told me if I want to go with the three of them with Jonathan this next saturday on Gateway, I felt happy that they invited me, I really miss them a lot! :3 so I agree since the transpo from Antipolo is easier than from Taguig to go to Gateway but then, I really don't know that place or I'm not familiar so maybe I will asked my sister to go with me and then she'll go home afterwards. I am looking forward to it.

I'm planning again to submit a layout on up4grabs and finish watching hana yori dango, I have a dvd, Kim asked me that he wants to barrow it on saturday but I don't think I can lend it to him because I think I won't finish it for one week. But I'll still try.

We went to Glorietta, our other friend didn't come with us, so I was with my closest friend. We ate banana split~! So yummy, we planned it last two weeks. And we also watched a movie, it's Resident Evil 3 ~ Extinction. I tell you, it's a must-see movie. It'really awesome, every second of it~! I'm sure I will watch it's part 4~! :3 I think that's the highlight of our last day.

It's fucking weird but the one who posted there at my tagboard named Herlou is not really Herlou who is my classmate, I mean someone just used her name. Well.. Currently I am chatting with the real Herlou and this is our conversation.

herlou juano: donna..
herlou juano: hey..
donna carlos: hey.
donna carlos:
herlou juano: lam moh bang hindi koh lam ung cnsb moh..
herlou juano: hnd ako un..
donna carlos: weeeh?
donna carlos: seriously?
herlou juano: tyka lam moh hnd koh nbubukas ung blog moh..
herlou juano: hnd koh nga lam n me blog ka eh..
herlou juano: promise!
herlou juano: as in!
herlou juano: hnd ako un..
herlou juano: ngaun nga im checking it out..
herlou juano: kaso hnd koh sya maopen..
herlou juano: hnd ako un swear!
donna carlos: anyway, i'm still sorry. kahit di mo ko maintindihan
donna carlos: galit ka sakin?
herlou juano: nagugulat nga ako sayo eh..
herlou juano: hnd ako galit!
herlou juano: bkt nman ako mgagalit..
herlou juano:
donna carlos: really?
herlou juano: pag nalaman koh kung sino man un nku!
herlou juano: patay sken un!
donna carlos: eh pano mo nalaman na may nangyayaring ganito??
herlou juano: wala talaga akong idea sa mga sinsabi moh..
donna carlos: herlou.
herlou juano: tnxt moh koh..
donna carlos: wala lang
herlou juano: huh??
donna carlos: pero di ako nagbanggit about blog
herlou juano: wala un..
herlou juano: wala sken un..
herlou juano: nkakatawa nga eh.. kung sino man un!
donna carlos: so ginamit nya name mo?
herlou juano: para cyang tanga!
herlou juano: yeh..
donna carlos: here's my blog
donna carlos: http://mayochan.tabulas.com
herlou juano: ptingin nga..
donna carlos: i posted a public apology
donna carlos:
herlou juano: hala..
herlou juano: ano b yan.
herlou juano: wla tlga akong alam..
donna carlos: nakita mo ung tagboard?
herlou juano: hnd..
donna carlos: sa taas
herlou juano: wla talaga akong alam..
donna carlos: basahin mo na lang
herlou juano: okioki..
herlou juano: w8 lng..
donna carlos: actually, minura mo ko pero okay lang sakin
donna carlos: ako din naman mali eh
herlou juano: the heck!
donna carlos: nakita mo na?
donna carlos: sorry talga. haaaai
donna carlos: pero parang galit ka dun sa reply mo sakin.
herlou juano: ano b yan!
herlou juano: hnd ako toh!!
herlou juano: promise!!
donna carlos: owss?
herlou juano: hnd ako nkikipag away s net!
herlou juano: my god!
donna carlos: herlou, ayoko ng away kahit in person.
herlou juano: promise!
herlou juano: ano k b!
herlou juano: hnd nga ako toh!
donna carlos: and besides, ung mga posts ko, hindi ko purpose na makipag away... it's just a blog.
donna carlos: eh sino kaya un?
herlou juano: w8 lng nga..
herlou juano: to be clear ah..
herlou juano: una hnd ako nagbabasa ng blog moh..
donna carlos: then?
donna carlos: so it must be someone else. pero wala na lang akong pakialam
herlou juano: 2nd.. wla tlga akong paki kung ano man ilagay moh s blog moh..
herlou juano: blog moh un eh..
donna carlos: onga
donna carlos: eh
donna carlos: onga
herlou juano: last.. putang ina kung sino man gmagamit ng name koh!!
donna carlos: hala
herlou juano: wag moh nga isipin n galit ako..
herlou juano: hnd ako un nih.,.
herlou juano: *noh!
donna carlos: aahh
donna carlos: patayin natin kung sino man un!
herlou juano: talaga!!
herlou juano: naku..
donna carlos: pero kung totoo man un, di rin naman ako lalaban sayo eh, nyahahaha
donna carlos: sure na classmate natin un
herlou juano: anyway. sorry ndn kung akala mong ako un..
donna carlos: aahh
donna carlos: promise, hindi ikaw un ah?
herlou juano: promise!
herlou juano: khit tanungin moh c pau..
donna carlos: well.... nag public apology naman ako and sincere ako dun
herlou juano: hnd koh ggwin un s net noh!
herlou juano: wla kng kasalanan sken ano k ba!
donna carlos: di tlga ikaw un? baka mamaya pag nagkita tayo.
herlou juano: my god!
herlou juano: knina koh p sinsabi!
donna carlos: hehehe
donna carlos: sige, sige
donna carlos: sorry kung makulit
donna carlos: WEIRD
donna carlos: hey!
donna carlos: ask ko lang
herlou juano: yes??
donna carlos: etong conversation natin, pwede ko ipost, para dun sa taong un?? tatamaan sakin un!
herlou juano: go!!
herlou juano: naku!!
herlou juano: humanda siya!!
donna carlos: tang ina, sabi na nga ba eh
donna carlos: na shocked kasi ko nung may nagpost ng ganyan, napaka babaw...
herlou juano: tang ina talaga!!
donna carlos: tsaka sino ba ko para maka affect sa kanya.
herlou juano: malawak naman pag iisip koh noh
herlou juano: !
donna carlos: hehehe
donna carlos: buti namn
herlou juano: mababaw niya my god!!
donna carlos: tska grabe, basta di ko akalain
herlou juano: super!!
donna carlos: pero di ko rin masisisi, kasi offensive ung pinost ko pero tinopak lang talaga kaya ganun ung sinabi ko
herlou juano: sus..
herlou juano: wla un
herlou juano: !
herlou juano:
herlou juano: w8 ah..
donna carlos: nabasa mo na ung tagboard? nakakatakot na herlou.
donna carlos: ok
herlou juano: ill read plng..
herlou juano: yeh..
donna carlos: nu bnbasa mo?
herlou juano: nbas koh un..
herlou juano: bsahin koh blog moh ah..
donna carlos: well... wag ka magpadala dun sa ibang post, ung iba hindi ko idea, nainfluenced lang ako.
donna carlos:
donna carlos: basta pinagsisihan ko na lahat ung dati kong posts.
herlou juano: yeh..
herlou juano: i know..
herlou juano: donr wori..
herlou juano: *dont
donna carlos: ok
herlou juano:
herlou juano: anong blog d2 kung san cya nagreact..
herlou juano: ??
donna carlos: parang ikaw tlga pero i trust your word like you've said
donna carlos: uu
herlou juano: ano d2 un?!
herlou juano: anong title nung blog??
donna carlos: btw, di mo na pala mababasa ung mga panget na posts kasi pnrivate ko sya
donna carlos: Sorry, kung ngayon ko lang nasabi
donna carlos: fading innocence
herlou juano: ohw..
herlou juano: i wanna read it..
herlou juano:
donna carlos: no way
herlou juano: bkt?!?
herlou juano: go na..
donna carlos: gawa ng demonyo
herlou juano:
herlou juano: don b nag react ung clone koh?!?
donna carlos: uhmm.. honestly, siniraan ko ung iba dun eh sa section natin, hehehe pero di ko idea, nainfluenced lang ako
herlou juano: so don nga?!?
donna carlos: including ikaw, I admit na
donna carlos: uu
herlou juano: ahh..
herlou juano: pwdng mkita?!?
herlou juano: plss..
donna carlos: kung ano ung nakalagay sa public apology ko, yun na yun
herlou juano: gusto ko lng mabasa..
donna carlos: ayoko
donna carlos: nadala na ko.
herlou juano: oki lng un..
donna carlos: kaya sorry again kung pati ikaw natripan ko
herlou juano: wla nga un..
donna carlos: di na mauulit
donna carlos: baka si JR yan?!Q
herlou juano: jr francisco?!?
donna carlos: dati pa nya bnbasa blog ko eh and matagal na kaming nag aaway dito sa YM pero ok na kami ngayon
donna carlos: uu
donna carlos: sya unang una ko ginagu jan sa blog
donna carlos: i'm really bad.
herlou juano: ohw..
donna carlos: two nights din akong di makatulog ah
donna carlos: nagsisisi na ko.
donna carlos: pero thanks na din sa clone mo
donna carlos:
herlou juano:
herlou juano: funny..
donna carlos: hehe
donna carlos: sup?
herlou juano: im reading your blog..
herlou juano:
donna carlos: walang kwenta yan
donna carlos: anong title ng bnbasa mo?
herlou juano: let's take a break...
donna carlos: ahh
donna carlos: bat kaya nya gnamit name mo?
herlou juano: ewan koh..
herlou juano: bka gusto niya koh sirain or what..
herlou juano:
herlou juano: funny..
donna carlos: heheh
donna carlos: what's funny?
herlou juano: ung clone koh..
herlou juano: pra cyang cra tlga eh..
herlou juano: oki nga ung gnwa moh eh..
donna carlos: yay!
donna carlos: friends? nyahaha
herlou juano: at least ngging nsabi moh ung gusto mong sbhin..
herlou juano: at least nsabi moh ung gusto mong sbhin..
donna carlos: yeah
donna carlos: hay nako
donna carlos: this coming week, malalaman natin kung sino yan.
herlou juano: yeh..
donna carlos: matatracknatin
herlou juano: sana..
herlou juano: balitaan moh kong kung sino..
donna carlos: sige
donna carlos: feeling ko si JR
herlou juano: subukan lng niya..
herlou juano: patayin koh un eh@
herlou juano: !
donna carlos: pero hayaan na lang muna natin
herlou juano: yeh..
donna carlos: malalaman din natin yan
donna carlos: ok, it's seems nothing happened.
donna carlos:
donna carlos: be happy!
herlou juano: nkapublic b dati ung blog moh n un?!?
donna carlos: uu
herlou juano: ahh..
herlou juano:
donna carlos: ung ibang posts
donna carlos: pinrivate ko na ngayon ung stupid entries na un
herlou juano: ohw..
donna carlos: ok na?
donna carlos: sige
donna carlos: post muna ko sa blog
donna carlos:
herlou juano: oki nman tlga eh..
herlou juano: cge2..:S
herlou juano:
donna carlos: gagawin kong title, clone of herlou
donna carlos: wanep!
donna carlos: bida ka na tuloy sa blog ko!
herlou juano: go go!!
donna carlos: nakilala ka pa ng friends ko!
herlou juano: hahah!!
herlou juano: sosyal!
donna carlos: yeah!
donna carlos: hahaha
herlou juano:
donna carlos: hmmmm
donna carlos: sige alis na ko
donna carlos: bye
herlou juano: okioki..
herlou juano: buhbye..
herlou juano: tc..
donna carlos: mag ingat ka sa clone mo
herlou juano: wag moh n ispin ung clone koh..
herlou juano:
donna carlos: yeah
donna carlos:
herlou juano: siya magingat sken!
herlou juano:
donna carlos: pati si steven tuloy natext ko about jan!
donna carlos: hehehe
herlou juano: onga daw eh..
herlou juano:

A lot of things happened during these past few days. For two consecutive nights, I've been experiencing sleepless nights because I've been thinking of what Herlou have said to me on my tagboard. Just today when I was thinking again about it, I realized something. Something that is wrong with me. It's not that I'm crazy or what but this is not like me anymore. I've read again my previous posts here on my blog especially those posts that are foul to other people's feelings. I admit almost all of it are about Herlou, just for that one day, our last day my last day, I became so irritated not only to her but to everybody. I've realized that it's just a simple mistake of not submitting those fucking data sheets and I treated it as a big issue but I know that all of us are adjusting in college life. Maybe I've just misunderstood her actions but if it was happened to me when I was in highschool, I will just let it pass.

I used to have a long patience but lately I was not! I became so stupid on judging other people especially my classmates. They have done nothing wrong. She's correct! I'm not intelligent or smart, I'm not even an honor student before, well.. I've never said that I am. And I also said that some of them are plastics but in fact, I don't have the guts or right to tell it because we are not close and I don't know them very well. I'm not used to notice other people's mistakes, I hate hurting other people but now, it seems that I've been missing. Myself is missing. Nobody's perfect after all, you just need to accept each other's mistakes.

It's true that only three of us are having our own world, yeah, I with my two closest friends in school, but then, we still choose to stay that way and we're loving it! I was completely wrong to say those offensive statements not only to Herlou but to all AHSE-1G and I really didn't mean it. I always notice negative actions of my classmates and that's why I realized that I must understand myself better, I used to be an optimistic person before and now, thinking of what I've done was a big mistake! My purpose of writing those entries are not really to have fights or make war against each other but to release my emotions and nothing at all! It's not that I will hate Herlou and AHSE-1G forever! DUH!. But maybe, I was beginning to be proud of myself too much or some people just influenced me to be like this! Eventhough there were people who influenced me, I am still the one who made those crappy entries and it made nonsense at all!

Saying these things won't bring back those words that I've said and I'm not asking you to forgive me but it's up to you now, people. Now, I've learned so much from that girl, I'm now thinking in a positive way. Despite the hurtful words and statements that she have said to me, I'm still inspired not to repeat those mistakes but to change myself to be a better person and I'm thanking her for waking me up! And now I know the cause of it but it's too personal to say it in here but I garantee you, it's not about AHSE-1G anymore. Once again, I'm so sorry. I was just too afraid to trust people. The problem is on me.

I'm really, really sad about yesterday. For past weeks, it's the only thing I am wishing for to happen. We've planned this get-together, I with Chantal, Kim and Jonathan and because of that, I avoid going with my mom to the mall and even when I'm in Antipolo, my sisters were also not in the mood to go to the mall. It was the very thing I had waited. But what the heck happened last friday?! The bombing of Glorietta 2 was a big crap! It destroyed my sembreak! Because of that, my parents and especially my sister didn't allowed me to come yesterday with my friends just because of that!

But after all, it happened already and I just kept myself hoping for another chance, another hope to meet them by next month or even on my birthday on December. I dunno but I was desperate to meet them. Maybe I just missed them so much. The only thing I missed during highschool days was them - my friends.

I feel okay right now. Just okay. On October 27, my sister told me that we will go to MoA. Aside from that, Kim told me that they've planned again to go to the mall by next, next saturday but it's not yet sure but it's gonna be by next month, I'm quite sure that I can come by that time as long as it's Saturday and it will be in Gateway because I will be from Antipolo. But of course, I still need the permission of my parents and my annoying sister.

Currently, I'm making an avatar to be served as my gift to Daine a.k.a. mhizyu here on Tabulas. Actually, I did not text nor talk to her since last month just because last month, I already remembered that it will be her birthday today so I planned to surprised her! Sorry if I didn't replied to your messages lately and I was being numb.

Happy Birthday

Blizz~!

Last sunday, my mom and I went to a mass at 7 p.m. and then we had our own haircut. At first, I really don't want to have my haircut but my mom insisted so I had no choice but to follow her. Well, my hair as of now is really short and curly and I already have bangs! One thing I regret was having this bangs, I'm used to have no bangs at all. But anyway, I just realized last night that having this hair made me look like Sakaki Mayo, the one I used as my screen name.

Mayo is a sixteen-year-old girl who attends Yotsubadai High School and is a member of the Basketball Club. When she was in the eighth grade, she saw Taka working in the ice cream parlor and fell in love instantly. However Taka only had eyes for Miaka, therefore Mayo's first true love was never realized. As her life falls apart around her - Taka's marriage to Miaka and the impending divorce of her parents - Mayo enters into "The Universe of the Four Gods" to attain a storybook ending with Taka.

Last night, before I go to sleep, I listened to the radio and this song got my attention. Well, I just remembered someone, someone who dedicated the song New Tattoo of Urbandub to me, it was a long time ago but hearing this song makes me feel that I wanna say it's lyrics back to that person.

Tattoo - Jordin Sparks

Yesterday. My parents and I went to my school (CEU). I enrolled for the second semester. First, I have received my final grades for my subjects and the total final grade. And I was really surprised to see those overwhelming grades. Except for my Math which is really sucks! We already knew that the Dean didn't kept her promise, she promised us that she will not re-shuffle the sections in our batch for this second semester but what happened was.. All of the sections were ranked according to our grades. From my previous posts, I've said that I really wanted to be included in the top 40. But I really didn't expect that it will happen. So I was so shocked that my section for this second semester will be AHSE-1A. Some people were asking me if I'm one of the Dean's Lister. But actually, I almost got included but I'm still not. TO be one of the Dean's Lister, I must have no grades below 2.5 in any of my subjects. As you can see, my Math was really a big shit! It's the only one subject that I have with below 2.5 so I already knew that I'm not included. Being in AHSE-1A is not good at all. Eventhough I'm one of the top 40, I'm not even included in the Dean's List. Unlike my previous classmates, some of them are in 1B, they're not included in the top 40 but some are Dean's List. The reasons why I don't like to be in 1A eventhough I'm still glad to be a part of it are:

• Our professors will have high expectations to us.
• More assignments and paper works compare to the other sections
• Pressure
• I don't have anyone from my previous section to be with.
• Competition (maybe almost all of my classmates were graduated with an honor from their previous schools and I'm not)
• Peer Pressure (though I still don't know who will be my classmates)
• And I never liked the atmosphere of being in the top section.

During my elementary years, I was never been stable in one kind of section, there are three sections in our batch, [1]Pilot section or the top section, [2]the middle or the average, [3]lowest section. I used to be in the Pilot & in the Lowest. When I was in the Pilot section, I used to become the most dumb student in the class so for the next year, for sure, I'll be in the Lowest Section and when I was in the Lowest section, I used to become the most smart kid and for the next year I'll be included again in the Pilot section so that's how it goes for me. That's why I really don't like 100% to be included in the top section. I just did it because my sister insisted, she told me that if I will be included then the school will care for our section which is 1A.

Anyway, things will never be changed so I will just do again my best whether if I stay in the top section and if not I'll just do my best to be one of the Dean's List even if I am not included in the Top 40. Right?

About the Peer Pressure, I still don't know who will be my classmates but really, I am hoping and praying that they are nice and not too proud eventhough for sure, they are intelligent people.

Some of my previous classmates asked me yesterday if what will be my section and they got surprised but happy for me after I told them. I'm the only one from my previous section who got to the top 40 and I really didn't expect that. To sum it all, I was really happy. Though my friends were teasing my that I'm a NERD or something but I'm not really, I just value education my parents gave me. 

Currently. I'm looking at my schedule and it's kinda irritating because I still have Saturday classes and it was never changed at all, my dismissal is still 3:00 pm. And the worst is, some of my weekdays' dismissal time will be at 5:00 pm. My units got increased too, from 32 units it increased up to 35 units because from 12 subjects, the school added 1 subject for the total of 13 subjects. HOLY SHIT~! -T____________________T-

I was at Antipolo last weekend and since today was declared as a holiday so works are off for today. But some people really don't know why is it there are no classes, maybe elections are ignored now a days. Even if it's National or for Barangay and SK elections. All of them are so fucking useless. I was watching the news a while ago and nothing's changed at all, poll watchers and stupid people, politicians who are still arguing. Can't they just shut their mouths and let the people decide who is the best among them must take the place?!

Maybe this is one of the reasons why I got lazy to go to our municipal hall just for the sake of being registered as a voter. And thinking about today, it's not a big deal for me even if I don't vote because all of them are so liars and corrupt. I really don't mind using my right to vote. Actually, one of my highschool classmates/friends was elected as an SK. My dad told me that she's a sure win because she has no competent and her surname is powerful. xD People today don't mind what are their capabilities, the important is their money and nothing at all.

Even if the registered voters don't mind voting at all! Just like my parents and my siblings, they just stayed home and think careless about it.

Tomorrow will be the Halloween, so my siblings will go home tonight. As usual, I won't be here for couple of days because for sure, they will use again the pc and surf the net. I'm nervous as well as excited about the resume of classes on November 5. I dunno but, I think I'm still not yet ready. This sembreak is still short for me. They must have made this for one month or more. ^^

I also can't enjoy eating especially the cold sweets because I have a cough for almost two weeks. Though my mom is concern about me, she told me she won't make a fruit salad anymore but she will just make a somewhat cakedessert called Crema De Fruta. The only difference between them is Crema de Fruta cannot be frozen, so I can probably eat it. Because of this tonsilitis, I was craving for weeks cheesy pasta, pizza and potatoes, I know I can eat them but I wonder why my family won't buy any of them since it's my vacation already. Maybe, they seriously don't want me to get fat! >_< But I miss eating a lot. :3