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My week is one lucky week. Although I always stayed up late every night because I was full-loaded with projects, assignments, quizzes and recitations, I feel that God was with me throughout the day. When everything seem so hopeless especially when it comes to Math and Chemistry subjects, I thought I would never recited the correct answer in Math and in Chemistry, it was just a coincidence that I know the right answer even though, I think that the question was hard. xD All things that seem to be hard for me, I manage to do them all and with high scores. Eventually, I would realize, that they are not that difficult as long as you put your mind into it.

I’m still on Hiatus, I am just so happy. I’m gonna watch the play on Megamall this afternoon, and our mid-terms will start tomorrow so again, I won’t be here.

I’m really worried~! Worried about my best friend – Yukitenshi.. I dunno but she texted me that she already moved to Taft and she really wants to meet me because she had a big problem, I don’t have an idea of what it is because she won’t tell me through text and she doesn’t have an internet right now. So she wants to tell it to me personally. Well, I’m planning to meet her by this week, I hope she’s fine. xD

Invisible War
by Julia Fordham

Invisible war it seems we're waging an invisible war
Strained maneuvers keeping silent score in this
Invisible war,everyday I seem to lose you more
Both wishing that it was like before in this invisible war

Talk about a fine line between love and hate
We've lost more than our direction of late
Talk about a fine line between lovers and friends
We've never been lovers now we're not even friends

In this invisible war, it seems we're waging an invisible war
Everyday I seem to lose you more in this invisible war

Wounded deeply the scar is here to stay
Opening up the little things I do or say
You always want things to be as before
So I make you angry and you bleed a little more

In this invisible war, it seems we're waging an invisible war
Strained maneuvers keeping silent score in this invisible war

I wanna run away, and I still love you
I've got to be away, and I'll always love you
I've got to find a way...time heals all wounds
Invisible war.

I thought Tabulas is still under maintenance but all of the users can already view theirs, for past few days I can't view this site, so I erased the history from Internet properties so it works!

I'm already out of the Hiatus. Mid-terms was finally over since yesterday, and today, supposedly we have no classes but I went to school this morning just to submit my reaction paper in Philosophy about the play TAO - Isang Tagulaylay. So everyone who went to school got a plus five and then after one hour, I already went home.

The resume of classes will be tomorrow at 1:00 pm but our section have decided not to come, almost all of us were going to our home in different provinces and I will go to mall by tomorrow so I don't really feel to go tomorrow. Our president told us that all of us must not go to school tomorrow so that no one will be absent. I know it's not right but the school is so stupid, it's already our last subject and mid-terms have just finished, they should resume classes on Monday not tomorrow besides they're going to have a meeting in the morning.

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We really didn't attend our last subject last saturday, so I went home to Antipolo, until this day, we went to Sta. Lucia this morning to go shopping and we ate our lunch there. It seems that I have no problems at all because our mid-terms was finally over. Some universities already have their sembreak but for one week or only for days and then their classes will resume again by this week. I won't let it happen to us! LOL. The finals have already started so our sembreak would probably on October, and I hope it will be 2 or 3 weeks break.

Anyway, for those who also encountered Fatal Error on their Tabulas, try to delete cookies, files and clear history in the Internet Properties.

I feel that finals is already here, well.. I can say that I still have good grades last mid-terms (which I will post soon) especially to my major subjects but I'm worried about my minor subjects, I used to ignore minor subjects since when I was in highschool. Again, I'm currently full-loaded of quizzes, paper works, practices and reports. And I am really worried about my Soc. Arts, it's a minor subject but it's really freaking me out, by next week, we will have a practical test of how to put on make-up, of course it will be by partner. I used to apply make-up when I was in highschool but seriously, I don't know what is the proper way. We will also have a pre-finals on chemistry and also on Social Arts, dammit! We will have a fashion show! OMG!, we will be dressed formal, as in long gown and I don't have any long gown here at home, I used to wear mid gowns. I'm so afraid about it although I know our prof will teach us the proper way to walk, to fix our hair and to apply make-up.

For our p.e, it will be cheering! It will be a very tiring month but I think all of these will be worth it because finally, one of our professors told us that our sembreak will be on Oct. 14 to Nov.5. Yay~! I'm so happy..

Last night, I had discovered my own technique of how to stay up late. Harhar.. XDDDD One thing I cannot change to myself is I cannot refuse to sleep everytime I got home from school, so I tend to stay up late every night just to study and last month, I tend to feel sleepy and I didn't finish all of my subjects. So I had decided if what if I don't look at the clock so that I won't be alarmed that it's already late or it's already 1 o'clock or 2 in the morning because if I will know what time is it, myself is automatically will feel sleepy eventhough I shouldn't. And it was effective, I finished studying all of my subjects for the next day and I was surprised that it happened for just a short period of time, I finished at exactly 11:55 p.m. and I wasn't that sleepy. Funny thing, my hobby is my biggest problem.

Psychology is so cool~! Our first topic this finals is about sleeping and it includes dreams, day dreaming (fantasy), disorders, even deja vu, etc. I'm so interested about it, I've learned a lot of new things about myself.

I'm still confused if I will be declaring a hiatus or what, since I was nominated at PTA, I cannot change my layout yet. Argh. I can't view my Friendster account. TT_TT

MY PRE-LIM GRADES

1. English 11 - 1.5
2. Filipino - 2.5
3. Math 11 - 2.75
4. Phsychology 1 - 2.75
5. Philosophy 10 - 1.75
6. P.E. 1 - 1.5
7. NSTP-CWTS 11 - 1.75
8. History 1a - 1.75
9. Phy. Sci (lab) - 2.25
10. Phy. Sci (lecture) - 2.25