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Entries for July, 2007

Words are only Words but they Hide a Deeper Meaning.

Feeling: rejected

Instruction: List fifteen things you want to say to people but probably won't. Don't say who they are.

  1. Ewan ko ba kung bakit parang ang manhid mo. May isang bagay lang talaga na hindi mo magets sakin. Siguro miss lang kita, miss mo ba ko? Parang mas concern ka pa sa kanya, mas feel ko ang care mo sa kanya at hindi ang care mo sakin. Siguro dahil sa distance pero ako pa din ang orig.
  2. Ewan ko din sayo, kahit mali na ang ginagawa mo na hindi pagtiwala samin, may tiwala pa din siya sayo, sanay na rin ako sayo na hindi ka nagsasalita sa lahat ng bagay na nangyayari sayo. Pero kahit ganun na wala ka sa tabi niya at eto ako laging sa kanya tumatakbo pag may problema, parang mas higit pa ang tingin niya sayo kesa sakin. 
  3. Be mature please!
  4. Wala na nga talaga siguro kong nararamdaman para sayo.
  5. Ang weird mo, di ko alam kung ganyan lang talaga ugali mo.
  6. Ayoko sa lahat ang pinakikialaman ang ngiti ko, ang ngiti ko ay priceless! Mapupunta lang yun sa mga taong gusto ko, kung hindi mo man makita yun, sorry.
  7. Wag niyo ko tignan sa pisikal na anyo, kilalanin niyo muna ko. Di ako masungit!
  8. Ano naman kung may cras ka sakin? Wala akong balak patulan ka.
  9. Sorry kung wala akong boyfriend ngayon. Studies first not like you!
  10. Sana maging close din tayo. ^^
  11. You're nice but I'm weird.
  12. Mag goglobe na ko.
  13. Di mo talaga ko magets.
  14. Gimik naman tayo sa susunod, sa inyo lang naman ako comportable eh.
  15. I'm afraid of losing you.

Tagged everyone who read this post!

The Blues

Mondays, Fridays & Weekends.

Listening: Gwen Stefani - 4 in the Morning
Feeling: hungry

During these days, I'll probably available to surf the net because during mondays and fridays, we are dismissed at twelve and I'm gonna eat my lunch first at the school before I go home. On weekends, maybe anytime on saturday or sunday, I'm gonna surf the net again. But of course, if I am really, really busy, I'll probably won't be here in a week.

Yesterday, I went to a mass and bought a new sim card, it's not smart, it's globe! Well... since I really can't register to the unlimited text promo of smart and almost all of my close friends in highschool switched to globe, I've decided to use a globe sim card too. XD My number is 0916xxxxxxx..

Our philosophy prof. didn't meet us again, this was happened also last week, Monday. I think she's from Bulacan. XD And we will have a quiz tomorrow on History. I hope I pass or get the highest score. I'm starting to hate Psychology though I am really enjoying that subject. English is the next, I still like it but I'm bit annoyed with our prof.. and we will have an online quiz by this week. So I made a new email address right now, it's carlosd0nna@yahoo.com.

I'm starting to get sleepy right now, but I must eat merienda before I take a nap. I <3 afternoon naps.

Humdrum

STICKY! :3

Listening: One Look. XD

Comment, and I will:

1 - Tell you why I added you as a friend you (Or added you in my links, whatever, really.)
2 - Associate you with something. A fandom, a song, a rock, a colour, a piece of fruit. SOMETHING.
3 - Tell you something I like about you because you guys ROCK!
4 - Tell you a memory I have of you.
5 - Associate you with a character/pairing.
6 - Ask something I've always wanted to know about you. (Or else I'll just ask a random question. I reserve that right.)
7 - Tell you my favorite user pic(s) of yours.
8 - Tell you that you must spread this disease in your blog.

I got this from Yukitenshi.

Euphoria

Overslept

After the everyday assignments, they're already gone for a while and then these quizzes come over to us everyday, but this week, both of them will come over at the same time. Our pre-lims will be on July 25-28.

I failed on our math quiz, I mean all of us, some get a higher scores but they still didn't pass the quiz! I think almost all in our section joined the Math club, but it's worthy because we will be given a card, dunno what kind it is but you can use it if you buy outside the campus, like when you'll eat at a fastfood restaurant, you'll get a discount, coolness! ^o^

Supposedly, I'll watch Transformers yesterday with my sister but we're with our parents and my another sister, so four of us went to Robinsons to watch Die Hard 4.0. It's not bad maybe because it's Bruce Willis.. but actually, my dad didn't like it.. too bad.

This morning, I just got home at 8 a.m. and then I sleep again but actually, I must wake up at 10 in the morning but because the weather today is not that hot as it is, I overslept until 1 p.m. So I didn't eat very much and I'm still hungry! XD

Humdrum

In a Hurry!

Feeling: restless

.. but I think I can still manage my time. I'm currently in an internet cafe near our house because I have to research for our report in Psychology and we have no printer at home. Thankfully, I'm almost done so I decided to post something here. Our pre-lims is soon, I have a very hectic schedule this week and by next week before the pre-lims. Projects, reports and quizzes, arghhh.. One thing, I really can't handle is my sleeping time, yesterday, I was planning to do this research after I took a nap for one hour, but what happened was.. I overslept again until 9 pm, I only did my Soc. Arts assignment, just a waste of time~! And then, I sleep again.. That's why today, after I went home, I didn't allowed myself to get asleep, I run here at the cafe and start to surf the net.

(For friends only! Don't read if you're a guest.)

Humdrum

Learn how to Manage

Feeling: surprised

Thankfully, we didn't report on Psychology because of the time, we'll report on Monday and some of the reporters failed so they are given a second chance to report again. Now, I know that their way isn't the right way to report. XDDD

Tomorrow, I'll start making our project in Religion, a very easy project for me because you'll just copy important lines on the introduction of every book in the Old Testaments, so it's 46. Just few lines would do. It's my first time to pass a project before the deadline, it's actually 2 weeks preparation but for only one week, I'm gonna submit it by Tuesday. ^o^ So that I can attend practices for our practical in the darn P.E. - aerobics by next week though it will be on August. 

Our prof in Philosophy didn't meet us for one week, I wonder what happened to her. LOL. I think almost all of our subjects will be having a long quiz before the pre-lims, it will also serve as a review, so I really need to study. (Weird)

Euphoria

Efforts were Wasted

We will be dismiss tomorrow at 10 in the morning, yay~! The reason is our Religion prof. will not attend class because its her birthday and I dunno but I felt sad because it only means that I will not be able to submit my project by tomorrow to her. Yes, I already finished it yesterday. Anyway, at least I can study all the way until our pre-lims. For sure, we will report in Psychology on wednesday, it was pusponed again this morning because we had a quiz.

I think, that's all I can share with you right now. >_<

Humdrum

Langka

Listening: Evanescence - Bring me to Life
Reading: Forum
Watching: time
Feeling: thirsty

I'm getting sick with the taste of langka, yeah, it's the fruit. It started when our langka tree in our house at Antipolo started to gave us its fruit. I think, every second week, my dad will go there and when he went home here, he already brought the fruit. You know what it looks like, a very big fruit. And this morning when I was on my way home, I was on a bus and this person whom I really don't know came and he sell langka, macapuno and ube pastillas, even if I don't want to buy any of them, I still bought two packs, and it's langka. And when you see what's inside our fridge, of course, you can see the large langka. I wonder why my parents are still eating them, they usually eat langka rather than me, I think I only eat every weekends but they eat them everyday. -_- I should've been studying at this time and I wish we have no classes for tomorrow, someone said that there will be a meeting tomorrow, I hope that's true. 

I don't even know what's the english term for langka~! OMG. Is it Jackfruit? -_-'

Humdrum

Tsk!

I'm declaring a short hiatus. @_@

Why?

  1. Our pre-lims will be this week.
  2. After the pre-lims, I still need to do couple of things.
  3. Sports Fest. will be on August. (But probably I'll manage to post here on that month)
  4. I'll make a new layout again. XD
  5. I'm always tired when I got home that's why I don't have time for blogging.

HAPPY 2ND ANNIVERSARY TO FADING INNOCENCE! [July 26] MY GIFT WILL BE LATE.. (IT'S A NEW LAYOUT AGAIN)

 

The Blues

Here's Where the Story Ends

Tapos na rin ang pre-lims namin at ngayon, pwede na ko magrelax, pero siyempre may ilang bagay pa na dapat kong gawin for this week. Pero pano ba naman ako makakapag relax kung ang tanging libangan ko ay nawala! XD

Rant 1. The only good thing happened yesterday was, my sisters brought me a new printer/scanner/xerox. At bumili sila ng cd ng Windows Vista and Microsoft Office 2007. They're planning to put them into my pc, nung nalaman kong may vista, natuwa naman ako at na excite ako. So nilipat lahat ng files ko sa isang cd, 700 MB. Tapos ba naman, inalis nila ang Adobe Photoshop 7.0 ko! Tama! Ang libangan ko, yun lang ginagawa ko pag may free time ako, hindi ako nanonood ng t.v. kundi yun lang and eto, blogging. Pano na tuloy ako makakapag submit ng layout sa up4grabs! haha, eto ang exactly reaction ko kahapon nung nangyari, mangiyakngiyak ako kahit na alam kong maraming pwedeng paraan. Pwede ulit akong manghiram ng cd nun or bumili na ko. Nakakahinayang lang para sakin yung mga brushes na nadownload ko, ang dami ko ng naDL pero wala na kong magagawa kasi pagka install ko ulit nun (kung makakapag install pa ko dahil dun sa bwisit na Vista na yan) mag DDL nanaman ako ng mga brushes, tamad pa naman ako. xD

(Rant 2.)

 

Bakit ba hindi gumagana ang blockquote, pop-up blocked! XDD

 

Here's Where the Story Ends - The Sundays

People i know, places i go, make me feel tongue-tied
I can see how people look down, they're on the inside
Here's where the story ends
People i see, weary of me showing my good side
I can see how people look down
I'm on the outside
Here's where the story ends
Ooh here's where the story ends

It's that little souvenir of a terrible year
Which makes my eyes feel sore
Oh i never should have said, the books that you read
Were all i loved you for
It's that little souvenir of a terrible year
Which makes me wonder why
And it's the memories of your shed that make me turn red
Surprise, surprise, surprise

Crazy i know, places i go
Make me feel so tired
I can see how people look down
I'm on the outside
Oh here's where the story ends
Ooh here's where the story ends

It's that little souvenir of a terrible year
Which makes my eyes feel sore
And who ever would've thought the books that you brought
Were all i loved you for
Oh the devil in me said, go down to the shed
I know where i belong
But the only thing i ever really wanted to say
Was wrong, was wrong, was wrong

It's that little souvenir of a colourful year
Which makes me smile inside
So i cynically, cynically say, the world is that way
Surprise, surprise, surprise, surprise, surprise
Here's where the story ends
Ooh here's where the story ends