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Hay nako. Naiinis na talaga ko, sino ba mga smart dito? Ang ibig kong sabihin eh, ung mga smart sim users. Actually, addict na talaga ko sa promo nila na unlimited text promo, yung sa 258 na kelangan muna magregister. Dalawang sim na yung parang tinapon ko dahil ang hirap mag register! Na sabi ng iba kong friends baka banned na daw ako kasi everytime na magreregister ako, ang bilis magreply ng 258 saying na Sorry...............blah! blah!.... So, bumili ako ng bagong sim, nung una, nakakapag unli ako pero these past few days, ayaw na! Grabe, kilala na ba ko ng smart?! Naiinis ako dahil walang magawa dito sa bahay, at dahil hindi ako makapag register, tulog lang ako ng tulog, as in SUPER TULOG! Na gigising lang ako just to eat. T_T I'm so bored! And I'm used to text everyone. Haaaaaaaayyyy.. Tapos yung ibang users, isang send lang ng 15, unli na agad sila! So unfair... >_<

This holy week, my sister came home, my youngest sister next to me. But my eldest sister, as far as I've know, she went to Puerto Galera with her college friends, well, she's a lawyer now and have a boyfriend who is a civil engineer who is a filipino citizen also and works abroad. I've got nothing to do since I can't register to unlimited text. So, my sister and I were surfing the internet since yesterday when she got home, we downloaded some games, themes for our cellphone. And then my eldest sister called this morning telling us two that she's getting married next year.. Yeah, she admit she's not in Puerto Galera but she's in Ilocos right now with her boyfriend. At first, I really got a doubt because she already went to Puerto Galera with her friends I think two years ago or just last year so why is she going there again right?.. So she's getting married, she will have a wedding, I'm little bit surprised, I mean we were, she told us that we shouldn't tell to our parents this thing first. I guess, their wedding will be on May next year. Oh God!.. -_-'

I really got nothing to do here in the house, I should help my mom and my sister in cooking but here I am surfing the net! >:D .. haha, I'm thinking if I should make a new avvy & siggy in Tabulas Forums, well, just because of some quotes from Grey's Anatomy and I really like it, but for now, I haven't choose one quote yet because I <3 them all!.. One quote was used in my shoutout in Friendster and another one was in my status in YM. Maybe I will choose the short one. They're so cool!.. I didn't imagine that Grey's Anatomy's lines were like that. XD But I will not use Grey's Anatomy images for the siggy and avvy, I'm gonna use an anime image or a CG Art or PNG.

I really want to go to the mall tomorrow after mass with my sister and my mom, I want to buy a new rubber shoes. Hahaha, remember the rubber shoes last fourth year, it was stolen or I lost it! And maybe I'm gonna watch a movie just to have fun, it's so boring staying here in the house watching t.v, eating, texting, playing games in my cp and sometimes sleeping for whole day!..

Posting here? I'm just doing this just to waste my time and for the sake of posting.

The truth is, I'm really doing something with my life this summer vacation. As I've said from my previous post, I can't do something or I'm so bored but it's not like that really. Since I had stop texting my friends and the only communication is the landline which I can only call my close friends. Last week was the week I think I've been doing more sensible things besides that I sleep the whole day and surf the net. I've started and finished a pocket book, and watched some movies --- the type of movies that I don't wanna watch when I was in my highschool life because I'm too lazy to watch that type of movies and only horror films is the only one I want to watch. But because of my mood, and my eagerness to move on at the same time to get over with that person. I've read the novel of Sarah Matias, Gal on the Go, and the cover says How hard is it to run away from that 'someone' you don't actually want to run away from?! .. Well, as I was reading it, I remember Chantal based on the story in some ways. It talks about reality, of course about girls being in love and how they react on it. It talks about defense mechanism and of course, Belle as the girl in the story who is so much busy with her career life and has no time for her lovelife. I'm planning to lend this book to Chantal, maybe if she read this, she can somewhat relate to it but in a sense that it's not the same with what's happening to her right now, it's what I think, it can tell something about her past. So, I'm in love with the story, and since I borrowed it from my sister, I think there are more versions or novels of Sarah Matias and I'm gonna borrow again from my sister.

About the movies, so I've watched the movies The Prince & Me and Pride & Prejudice. The Prince & Me, it's the normal story about a prince falling in love with an ordinary woman, and I have a very huge crush with the prince of Denmark in the story, I dunno or forgot his real name but he's so HOT! and he really speaks fluently like a true prince! ^^ But the story of the Pride & Prejudice is what I really love! This is the type of movie I really don't wanna watch because it always makes me feel sleepy but because it's a love story, I finished it and even fall for it's story.

At the end of the day, before I go to sleep, I feel so in love again or maybe I'm just trying to love other things just to get over with him. I've totally not texting him anymore. Maybe if I continue doing these things, I can really get over to him. Because of these, I fed myself with chocolates which were given by my sister's boyfriend, I just ate the twix chocolate bar a while ago. yuuuuuum! XD

BACK TO NORMAL SELF. I was at Antipolo yesterday and just got home this morning. Last night, my sister already told our dad that she's getting married by next year and maybe she already told our mom today about that. One more thing was when I woke up this morning, I called the customer care and I talked to the operator about the unlimited text and she told me she already reported it and if it still doesn't change, I can call again after 72 hours and I think that will be on Saturday!.. and the thing is, it did not changed at all and I wanna call her again! >_< I'll get my good moral by tomorrow and lend Gal on the Go to Chantal.

1. I'll post usernames/names of those friends I care about, people who are dear to me.

2. If you see your username/name in this post, do the same thing in your journal.

3. If you don't see your username/name in this post, it doesn't mean that I don't care about you at all. 4. The order of the usernames/names doesn't mean a thing. Even if you're the last in the list, it doesn't mean I care any less about you.

 Biey Yumi Diane Ikay Anthony Manoel Nicey Chantal Yuuki Sythiel Makkun

 

*lol* parang ang konti ng friends ko. XD

I wish................. 

 

I didn't meet him again, I didn't jumped into conclusions, I didn't fall to him, I stay numb, I knew him more, I didn't gave all I've got to him, I didn't expect so much, I didn't believe in destiny, I knew he's unloyal to me, I knew he don't trust me, I never had him, I didn't introduce Jessica to him that time (but she proved us that we're not meant to be).

These things I wish I have done during those days so that this scar that he left me will never be a scar, the scar which is the memories, memories I wish could disappear, maybe it can fade but it will never be gone. I wish I could be the kind of person who can do these things.

I regret everything what happened, I regret everything about him, I know you must never regret things which made you happy, but if pain will come at the end, much pain than the days you were happy then for me it's a must, regret things just like the way he does right now. What comes around don't comes around in me. I don't deserve KARMA, one person who only deserves that, and that's him! From this day on, I must/I'll never have any communication to these following people: him, jessica, janice, martin, kevin b., and the rest who will not remember me.

I'll still have a communication at least to these people: Chantal, Asami, Manoel, Krizel, Anthony, Kim T., Diane, Nicey and maybe the rest who will remember me.

I must kill my presence for them to enjoy and to be happy.

There are so much things running through my head that I should tell here but I think, it's not yet the right time because if I tell it now, I would feel more nervous and I might think about it all the time so maybe before the month of May ends, I would be able to tell what's bothering my current situation. As you can see, I uploaded my new layout, and I might not nominate myself at PTA this month, unless other people will nominate me, it's fine, because if I will not be nominated, I will change my layout again, yeah.. It's because I've realized I haven't made a summer layout for my blog and before the summer ends, I should make a layout. ^^ About the title, this summer is the most boring vacation for me, I always stay at the house nothing else to do besides watching tv, eating, surfing the net and most of all, sleeping! -____-, it's like I'm a new born baby inside the incubator getting myself an energy before the class starts. XD