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Second day of our final test, I felt so dizzy answering Physics. My mom bought me a new mouse, it's a USB, 2x Optical Mouse. I think the port at the back of our cpu broke down so that's why the previous mouse didn't work, but I'm glad I have a better one. Exams will be over starting tomorrow afternoon or maybe before lunch. After that, I'm sure I will be more happy because for the remaining days, we will practice for our graduation and prepare for the play on March 9. I will do some props together with my batchmates and friends. I'm sure I'm gonna enjoy myself next week. I'm planning to make a new layout, just because I nominated myself in the category in Best Template. haha. Too proud of myself. XDD Got nothing to say again but if I'm not surfing the net, I always thought of lots of things to say in here. =^.^=

I'm thankful, we have the thing called entry snippets! (Read More)

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So, I nominated myself in Pinoy Tabulista, haha, at the category of Template of the Month. Geez, I'm really not expecting to win but I do hope. hahaha. And because of this, I'm planning to change my layout since there's nothing to do in school. Three mando regular classes more. But I feel it's already our vacation. ^^

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I'll go to UST and maybe in UE too just to finalize where school should I be in college, with my sister. har.. XD

March 6 `07

After the finals, I still need to go to school to complete all the requirements, but actually, I think I already completed them. I just go to school for the sake of attendance though I didn't completed it. Yesterday was a second day for totally boredom! For the whole day, I'm with Mi-chan, Eunice and Chongkie. We bought foods (lots of foods) at the classroom so we can have a foodtrip then after lunch, we went to the school's hut, so that we can enjoy each other's company, talking random things. Some secrets were told, like Chongkie told me something about my past with my two ex, haha, that was totally fun to reminisce what happened during the past, well, on that time, my self-esteem was so high. And we also talk about the college life. We're both excited and scared (??). Har, I also received a letter from UP, darn it! My score was 2.848, but everyone knows I didn't passed to my preferred course. I also updated my blog, it has a new layout and I did it for Pinoy Tabulista.

Today

Start of the practice for the graduation at 1 pm until 3 pm. So, I woke up at 7 in the morning because Mi-chan texted me that she liked to come over here for some personal reasons, so, she's currently here in our house!^^ She's wearing school uniform and we will go to school together later on. I <3 my new avatar! =^.^=

(Friends Only!)

Anyway, once again, we had our graduation practice this afternoon and then we ate at Jollibee near our school. Enjoying ourselves and I was wishing Chantal was together with us also, I hope she won't be busy by next week! *parinig* hehehehe. Well, I do miss her a lot, that's true, maybe that's why she's getting into my nerves lately but it doesn't mean that I hate or what, I just miss her! harhar... Often times, that's the way I express my feelings when I miss a person and to Chantal, I apologize if sometimes, we or I am so weird lately and sometimes we ignore you, we don't mean it. ^3^v ..

"Take everything as an acceptance of change while entering a new phase of your life, adjustments is a must."

 

 

 

After March 23, new life will come, but I'm sure I'm gonna miss my highschool life especially my friends, now that I'll start at 0 friends in college, I'll be alone first but still hoping to have new set of friends. I went to UST yesterday to see the academic placement for me. The choices were from the college/faculty of Education, Arts and Letters and Engineering. From those choices, I chose AB Economics and Information System. Because of that, UST would be my last choice~! Thankfully, my parents understand me that I should choose the course I really like. I went to UERM in Sta. Mesa right after in UST, and I really like the school, I saw some nursing students, I would like to apply but the office was closed, they are open during weekdays, not weekends. So, probably, I will go there together with my parents on wednesday, and maybe, when I got passed, that would be my school! XDD

Actually, saying this things does not mean that I'm ready but I'm really, really, really nervous! I dunno what to do on the first day of college, is everyone will accept me as a friend or is there anyone would like me as his/her friend?! oh my gawd! XDD

Argh. Application for nursing course was closed in UERM, last day was yesterday. Gaah. So, no choice, my school will be CEU, I'm taking nursing though my dad told me last night that I should take Pharmacy, but it's all set, he can do nothing so I'm going to school tomorrow. Uhmm.. I think, that's all, I just can't say anything right now, I want to finish our school's computer club website but I think I'm gonna finish it by tomorrow.

Is there no one else?.. I remember this line from the movie Troy which is Brad's line, I'm not sure if this is the exact. Anyway, I'm saying, is there no one else, to vote me at the Pinoy Tabulista Awards? lols! hahaha. Well, as I have said from my previous post, I'm not expecting to win, really, but I just nominate myself just to prove something into myself. XD I saw the video of the song Pop! Goes my Heart (not sure again of the title) from the movie Music and Lyrics, I really <3 that movie! It's so funny! For past few days, I've been downloading bunch of PS brushes, fonts, PNGs, textures and patterns and answering surveys in Friendster. Well, I miss doing those thigs since I've been busy in school, not too much busy but I just need to do my works in school. I'm currently online in YM right now, chatting with these people: Arian, Aaron and Kristel .. Well, they are disturbing me~!! XDD So, got to go..

Gaaaaah! I already saw the filipina sexy actress Mayo Suzuki on TV~!! I thought Manoel was not telling the truth, but .... but .... Gonna finish this entry by tomorrow ....

Time check: around 11 pm. (4 hours na kong andito)

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So, I already changed my surname Suzuki into Sakaki, it's now Sakaki Mayo, a character from Fushigi Yugi: Eikouden.. XD

It's just a part of a song which I will feature on my next layout. XDD

 

Turning my Safety Off - Sino Sikat

I’m turning my safety off
I’m ready to talk to you
Alone

A kiss, a hug, another drink
Puts me right back to
Denial of persistent memory

I’m watching you
Make a fool of you
Over and over again

You can leave the fire open
It’s not dying anyway
It’s not dying anyway
It’s not dying anyway

I’m turning my safety off
Unclasping my guarded moments
For you

Nothing here is a purpose
And I’m crying out to saints and sinners alike
I’m giving you all the soul I’ve got
Again and again and again

You can leave the fire open
It’s not dying anyway
It’s not dying anyway
It’s not dying anyway

You can leave the memory open
It’s not dying anyway
It’s not dying anyway
It’s not dying anyway

I’m turning my safety off
I’m ready to fall in love with you
Over & over & over again

Nothing much happened today because I didn't go to school because I don't need to or we don't need to, I must say, we had no class until tomorrow. But I need to go tomorrow at school to have a resched for my exit interview/good moral at the guidance. Maybe, I'll be with Asami and Kim. Anyway, thankfully the reunion of my section when I was a junior high was pusponed, it should be by tomorrow. I really don't feel going into a swimming with any of my friends, classmates or batchmates. I just don't like. I would prefer going to malls or watching movies in my friends' houses. XD Speaking of movies, the latest movie I watched was Babel, it's not a usual movie, it has a twist, I really liked it! Though some of my friends did not like the movie though Brad Pitt is there, it's not everybody's type. Graduation is fast approaching and our batch will celebrate it by having a swimming on 26 but I'm thinking twice if I should go. My friend and I are planning to go there but not to swim, he will bring alcoholic drinks especially Vodka, my special request. Maybe I'll go there just for the vodka *lols* and maybe I'll not go there if my body doesn't want to. XD Argh. Post ko na nga to. >_<

JANUARY=PIMP
Loves to chat. Loves those who love
them. Loves to takes things at the
center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies
but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often.
Treats friends importantly. Brave and
fearless. Always making friends. Easily
hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer.
Opinionated. Does not care to control
emotions. Unpredictable. Extremely
smart, but definitely the hottest AND
sexiest of them MFE.


FEBRUARY=SMARTS
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and
abstract. Intelligent and clever.
Changing personality. Attractive.
sexiest out of everyone.A real speed
demon. Has more than one best friend.
Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble.
Honest and loyal. Determined to reach
goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when
restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too
sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry
really easily but does not show it.
Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves
making friends but rarely shows it.
Horny. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious.
Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp.
Loves entertainment and leisure.
Romantic on the inside not outside.
Superstitious and ludicrous.
Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show
emotions. Repost this in 5 mins and you
will talk to someone new and realize
that you are a perfect match.


MARCH=THUG
Suave and compromising. Funny and
humorous. Stubborn. Very talkative.
Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic.
Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does
work well with others. Very confident.
Sensitive. Positive Attitude. Thinking
generous.Good memory. Clever and
knowledgeable. Loves to look for
information. Able to cheer everyone up
and/or make them laugh. Able to
motivate oneself and others.
Understanding. Fun to be around.
Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality.
Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves
sports, music, leisure and travelling.
Systematic. Hot but has brains. If you
repost this in 5 mins, a cutie that's
caught your eye will introduce
themselves and you will realize at you
are very much alike in the next 2 days.


APRIL=GORGEOUS
Drop dead gorgeous!!! Attractive
personality.Very! sexy.Affectionate &
Secretive. Naturally honest, generous
and sympathetic.Chatterbox! Loves to
talk alot! Loves to get their way! .
Unbelievable kisser! Easily angered.
Very stubborn in the most way possible!
Loves to get noticed! Willing to take
risks for others. Makes good choices.
Has a great fashion sense! Maybe a
little too popular with others * wink
wink*. Outgoing and crazy at times!
Intelligent. Can sometimes be a
heartbreaker! Can love as much as
possible! Hates insults. Loves
compliments! A very big flirt!
Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns
kindness. The best in bed out of MFE
these months!! Hardly shows emotions.
Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant
and assesses others.If you repost this
in the next 5 mins, you will meet your
new love in 8 days.


MAY=LOVER
Hella sexy, loves sex n makin luv,tends
to be SOOOOO hott!!Active and dynamic.
Decisive and haste but tends to regret.
Attractive and affectionate to oneself.
Strong mentality. Loves attention.
Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and
solves people's problems. Brave and
fearless. Adventurous. Loving and
caring. Suave and generous. Usually you
have many friends. Enjoys to make love.
Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good
memory. Moving, motivates oneself and
others. Loves to travel and explore.
Sometimes sexy in a way that only their
lover can understand.you are a great
match with some body in june. if you do
not repost this in the next 5 mins.
someone very close to you will become
mad at you in the next 8 days.


JUNE = LUST
Fun to be with. Loves to try new
things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are
very hott. Secretive. Difficult to
fathom and to be understood. Quiet
unless excited or tensed. Takes pride
in oneself. Has reputation. Easily
consoled. Honest. Concerned about
people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly.
Approachable. Emotional temperamental
and unpredictable. Moody and easily
hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at
times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but
never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and
unnecessary things. Guides others
physically and mentally. Sensitive and
forms impressions carefully. Caring and
loving. Treats others equally. Strong
sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp.
Judges people through observations.
Hardworking. No difficulties in
studying. Loves to be alone. Always
broods about the past and the old
friends. Waits for friends. Never looks
for friends. Not aggressive unless
provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily
hurt but takes long to recover. Repost
this in the next 5 mins and your
reputation will boost someway in the
next 12 days


JULY=FLIRT
You've got the best personality and are
an absolute pleasure to be around. You
love to make new friends and be
outgoing. You are a great flirt and
more than likely have a very attractive
partner, a wicked hottie. Like somebody
with an OCTOBER brithday. It is also
more likely than that you have a
massiverecord collection. When it comes
to films, you know how to pick them and
may one day become a famous
actor/actress yourself - heck, you've
got the looks for it!!! IN the next 6
days you will meet someone that may
possibly become one of your closest
friends, if you repost this in 5
minutes.


AUGUST=ATTITUDE
outgoing personality. takes risks.
feeds on attention. self control. kind
hearted. self confident. loud and
boisterous. VERY revengeful. easy to
get along with and talk to. has
an "every thing's peachy" attitude.
likes talking and singing. loves music.
daydreamer. easily distracted. Hates
not being trusted. BIG imagination.
loves to be loved. hates studying. in
need of "that someone". longs for
freedom. rebellious when withheld or
restricted. lives by "no pain no gain"
caring. always a suspect. playful.
mysterious. "charming" or "beautiful"
to everyone. stubborn. curious.
independent. strong willed. a fighter.
repost in 5 mins and you will meet the
love of your life sometime next month.


SEPTEMBER=SEXY
Loves to chat. Loves those who love
them. Loves to takes things at the
centre. Great in bed.Inner and physical
beauty. Doesn't pretend. Gets angry
often. A meaningful love life partner.
Makes right choices. Treats friends
importantly. Brave and fearless. Always
making friends. Does not harm others.
It is all about love and
fairness.Easily hurt but recovers
easily. Daydreamer. Horny and does
fullfill. Opinionated. Does not care to
control emotions. Knows what to do, to
have fun. Unpredictable. Someone to
have close to you. Extremely smart, but
definitely the hottest AND sexiest of
them all.


OCTOBER=SWEETIE
Sweet and easy at heart. Strong-willed
and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts.
Easily angered. Attracts others and
loves attention. Deep feelings.
Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm
Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy
towards opposite sex. Easily consoled.
Systematic (left brain). Loves to
dream. Strong clairvoyance.
Understanding. Sickness usually in the
ear and neck. Good imagination. Good
physical. Weak breathing. Loves
literature and the arts. Loves
travelling. Dislike being at home.
Restless. having many children.
Hardworking. High spirited. If you
repost this in the next 5 minutes, you
will become close to someone you do not
speak to much in the next 4 days.


NOVEMBER=HOTTIE
Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate
and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how
to have fun. Sexy and mysterious.
Everyone is drawn towards your inner
and outer beauty and independent
personality. Playful, but secretive.
Very emotional and temperamental
sometimes. Meets new people easily and
very social in a group. Fearless and
independent. Can hold their own. Stands
out in a crowd. Essentially very smart.
Usually, you ever begin a relationship
with someone from this month, hold on
to them because their one of a kind.
repost in 5 mins & you will excel in a
major event coming up sometime this
month.


DECEMBER=BEAUTY
This straight-up means ur the most
good-
looking Loyal and generous. Patriotic.
Competitive in everything. Active in
games and interactions. Impatient and
hasty. Ambitious. Influential in
organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to
talk to, though hard to understand.
Thinks far with vision, yet complicated
to know. Easily influenced by kindness.
Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of
ideas. Sensitive. Active mind.
Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and
always wants the best Abstract
thoughts. Loves reality and abstract.
Intelligent and clever. Changing
personality. Attractive. sexiest out of
everyone.A real speed demon. Has more
than one best friend. Temperamental.
Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and
loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves
freedom. Rebellious when restricted.
Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and
easily hurt. Gets angry really easily
but does not show it. Dislikes
unnecessary things. Loves making
friends but rarely shows it. Horny.
Daring and stubborn. Ambitious.
Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp.
Loves entertainment and leisure.
Romantic on the inside not outside.
Superstitious and ludicrous.
Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show
emotions.

I'm home na, kanina lang yung graduation namin simula 4:30 hanggang 7 pm to be exact. Grabe ang init! Mom ko lang nagayos sakin then yun, lahat ata ng teachers nandun eh lalo na ung math teacher ko na nakakatuwa talaga. According to my mom, hindi na daw organized ang school dahil daw sa principal, mas maganda daw dati nung c Fugen yung namamahala, organized talaga. Well, agree lang ako ng agree. Dahil hindi pa gawa yung car namin, nag trycycle kami papunta dun, wahahaha.... Okay naman yung takbo ng program, nakatanggap ako ng loyalty award and my parents too. Haaayy, nakakamiss talaga, nung nasa labas pa kami, wala lang, nakita ko si latest ex, nagkangitian lang na parang ewan kami then yung lolo naman ni Martin and my dad nagkita din sa haba ng panahong hindi nagkita! hahaha, Martin and I just stared then look again to his grandfather and my father and I was not expecting na ito ang sasabihin nung matandang yun sa harap ng parents ko.. "Pwede bang ito ang maging manugang ko, mabait itong batang toh.." I dunno but my mom just smiled and I can't look at my father's face! I think he got no reaction or his face got blanked! Well, wala namang namagitan samin ni Martin ehhh.. Naging crush ko lang way back nung junior kami and dahil dun pina O.A. lang ng ibang tao ung about samin kaya may mga kumalat na naging kami or we both liked each other na talagang hindi naman totoo.

So, after the program, ayan, nagsalita na ung valedictorian at nakakatawa dahil  hindi naman kasali dun sa pinractice namin eh nagtayuan lahat kami then nagpalakpakan, after nun talagang pinagtripan namen ung valedictorian, then, picture na! Ang nakakainis ung music na pinatugtog, talagang pinapaiyak kami huh... (personal)

Bukas, magpapapicture nanaman ako para sa CEU, kasami ko si tiffin, basta sana maaga kami makauwi dahil para makapunta kong antipolo bukas, then, bakasyon na! Pero may schedule pa ko ng interview sa Wednesday... T_T 

This morning, I woke up at 7 because I need to go to school for the exit interview to get a good moral. It will be at 9 am. I need to be in a formal attire. So, as I go out of the house, well, my dad was surprised to see me in that attire, he thought I will go to an office but I just told him that I will go to school because of an interview. Well, I'm so shy, luckily at the school, I didn't saw my batchmates having their training, maybe they're at the gym. I was there 15 minutes before 9, so I was waiting inside the library where the interview will happen. Thankfully, the questions were not that difficult, as I've remembered, I just answered yes, no and none more often to that guidance counselor and some personal questions. I will get my good moral by next week but I don't think I can go next week because I'm too lazy to go there again. Finally, I'm on my own, my vacation starts right now! I'll forget all about my problems, the past and the future (college), I'll just enjoy my vacation. So maybe, I'll give a layout to up4grabs soon!! ^_^

I'm so bored! Bored to death! Well, I'm just here in the house for whole day! And I'm so sleepyhead.. I woke up late at 9:40 am, that's late for me because I should wake up at least 7 am until 9 am. Then, 10 am until 12:30 in the afternoon, I just eat and watched t.v. and then, I go to sleep! from 12:30 up to 5 pm! Really, that's long.. -_-' This post is none sense, I will sleep later at 12 in the morning again.

Update. I already upload my new layout just yesterday and the avatars today before I post an entry. So that, I will make a layout to be submitted to up4grabs. I was not in the condition last week to make a layout but maybe next week. XD

I always hear this song on the radio and watched the video a while ago.

Katherine McPhee-Over It

I'm over your lies
And I'm over your games
I'm over you asking me
When you know
I'm not OK

You call me at night
And I pick up the phone
And though you be tellin' me
I know
You're not alone

Oh
And that's why
Your eyes
I'm over it
Your smile
I'm over it
Realized
I'm over it
I'm over it
I'm over

Wanting you
To be wanting me
No that ain't no way to be
How I feel
Read my lips
Because I'm so over
I'm so
Moving on
And it's my time
You never were a friend of mine
Hurt at first
A little bit
And now I'm so over
I'm so over it

I'm over your hands
And I'm over your mouth
Tryin' to drag me down
And fill me with self doubt

Oh
And that's why
Your world
I'm over it
So sure
I'm over it
I'm not your girl
I'm over it
I'm over it
I'm over

Wanting you
To be wanting me
No that ain't no way to be
How I feel
Read my lips
Because I'm so over
I'm so
Moving on
And it's my time
You never were a friend of mine
Hurt at first
A little bit
And now I'm so over
So over it
I'm so over it


Woo-oh-oh

Don't call
Don't come by
Ain't no use
Don't ask me why
You'll never change
There'll be no more
Cryin' in the rain

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-wo-wo

I'm so over it
Wanting you
To be wanting me
No that ain't no way to be
How I feel
Read my lips
Because I'm so over
I'm so
Moving on
And it's my time
You never were a friend of mine
Hurt at first
A little bit
And now I'm so over
So over it
I'm so over it

I'm so over it
Wanting you
To be wanting me
No that ain't no way to be
How I feel
Read my lips
Because I'm so over
I'm so
Moving on
And it's my time
You never were a friend of mine
Hurt at first
A little bit
And now I'm so over
So over it