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(from Bezzie a.k.a Chantal ^^)

(x) stayed single for the whole year
( ) got your first kiss
( ) kissed someone new
( ) made-out for the first time
( ) made-out in/on a car
( ) kissed in the snow
( ) celebrated Halloween
( ) kissed in the rain
( ) fell in love
(x) had your heart broken
(x) broke someone else's heart
( ) had a stalker
( ) mooned someone
( ) went over the minutes on your cell phone
(x) had a good relationship with someone
(x) suffered through teenage heartbreak
( ) someone questioned your sexual orientation
( ) came out of the closet
( ) gotten pregnant
( ) gotten someone else pregnant
( ) had an abortion
( ) gotten married
( ) had a divorce
( ) dated someone you'll never forget
(x) done something you've regretted
(x) lost your true love
(x) lost faith in love
( ) kissed under mistletoe

WORK/SCHOOL
( ) got a promotion
( ) got a pay raise
( ) changed jobs
(x) waited until one day before to begin a project
( ) lost your job
( ) quit your job
( ) dated a co-worker
( ) dated your boss
( ) dated your boss' daughter/son
( ) got fired from your job
( ) took an honors/advanced class
( ) broke the dress code
( ) jacked off/fingered in class
( ) sent to the principals office for misbehavior
(x) got straight A's
(x) met one teacher you really like
(x) met one/a few teacher you really hated
( ) failed a class
(x) cut class
( ) kicked someone in the testes
( ) skipped school
(x) got into a fight with a classmate
(x) did something you were proud of
( ) discovered a new talent
( ) gave the teachers a reason to teach
(x) proved yourself an idiot
( ) embarrassed yourself in front of the class
( ) fell in love with a teacher
( ) intentionally tripped someone at school
( ) got lead in the school play
( ) made a varsity team
(x) were involved in something you'll never forget

OTHER
( ) painted a picture
( ) wrote a poem
( ) ran a mile
( ) seen a live concert
( ) shopped at Hollister or Abercrombie and Fitch
( ) posted a blog on MySpace/Friendstr
(x) listened to music you couldn't stand
( ) double-dipped
( ) skinny-dipped
( ) went to a sleepover
( ) went camping
( ) threw a surprise party
(x) laughed till you cried
( ) laughed till you peed in your pants
( ) flirted shamelessly
( ) didn't wash your hands after using bathroom
( ) visited a foreign country
(x) broke in a line of waiting people
(x) volunteered to help out others
( ) visted a new state
( ) told someone you were busy when you weren't
(x) partied to celebrate the new year
( ) cooked a disastrous meal
( ) driven the car drunk
(x) lost something important to you
( ) smoked a cigarette
(x) lied about how old you were
(x) got a gift you adore
( ) got 'shit faced' on alcohol
(x) took a nude picture of yourself
( ) almost got arrested
( ) prank called someone
(x) saw a college football game in person

Repost as "I Confess That In 2006 I..."

[from chibiyumi ^.^]

2006:
[x] sucked for me
[ ] was awesome!
[ ] was ok. It was awesome sometimes, then sucked sometimes.

In 2006 I..
[x] dumped someone
[x] was dumped by someone
[ ] dyed my hair
[ ] failed a class
[ ] fell in love
[x] had love at first sight
[ ] had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend
[ ] snuck out of my house
[x] stayed up all night
[x] cried because I missed someone
[ ] had detention(s)
[ ] missed curfew
[ ] kissed someone who I regret kissing
[ ] danced crazily with my friends
[ ] gained confidence
[x] lost a friend(s)
[x] gained new friends
[ ] changed my look

In 2007 I want to..

[x] be more outgoing
[x] get better grades
[ ] care less about how I look
[ ] be crazier
[ ] get a new bf/gf
[-] stay with the bf/gf I have right now
[x] keep my resolutions
[x] to be more of myself around people

my first kiss of 2007 was : haven't kissed someone yet. XD

in 2006 my age was : 15

a word to describe 2006 : Crap

in 2007 I will be turning : into one of the college students. >_<

something I want to happen in 2007 : Things fall into placed nicely. Pass the UP or UST entrance test, maybe in UE too!

something I don't want to happen in 2007 : failed grades

my theme song to 2006 would be : All good things (come to an end) - Nelly Furtado

my favourite color in 2006 : green

my best friends in 2006 : Tal. Mi. Eunice.

honestly, will you miss 2006 : Not Really. Argh.

I was gone for 2 days really, some of my posts were friends-only post so that's why some posts would not be seen publicly. Anyway, I'm worried about NCAE, it's National Career Assessment Examination. I really want a science course, I love science but it seems, it's the subject I really find hard, that's why I love it because it's so challenging. So, I was planning to review myself after tomorrow. I'm gonna report tomorrow the last chapter in El Filibusterismo, wish me luck! One more thing is the projects, I'm gonna start first with Math, since it will be submitted on Monday, I'm thankful that I got the easiest one. Maybe I'm gonna ask my sister to help me on Saturday or maybe I'm gonna do it by myself on Sunday. I'm also thinking not to go to school on Saturday though it's required. Physics, English and Computer --argh! I'll gonna do those projects after NCAE.

I'm now declaring a HIATUS!!

I'm currently at the internet cafe near our house, I'm with my friend Manoel. The NCAE is already finished just an hour ago, I find it more easy than the review we had for almost one week .. Actually, our telephone has no dial tone so I couldn't surf the net at home. I dunno why but it's unusual to happen. It's been a long time since I went on hiatus, but I think I'm still not out of it, as I was saying, I couldn't surf the net at home because we have no dial tone, so I'm still in hiatus. Till here, I'm gonna post now at the Tabulas Forum.

Do you agree??

: Believe it or not.......

1. Guys don't actually look after good-
looking girls. they prefer neat
and presentable girls.

2. Guys hate flirts.

3.When a guy says he doesn't understand
you, it simply means you're not
thinking the way he is.

4. Guys may be flirting around all day
but before they go to sleep,
they always think about the girl they
truly care about ..

5. When a guy really likes you, he'll
disregard all your bad
characteristics.

6. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.

7. Guys will do anything just to get
the girl's attention.

8. When you touch a guy's heart,
there's no turning back.

9. When a girl says "no", a guy hears
it as "try again tomorrow".
.... so true.

10. You have to tell a guy what you
really want before he gets the
message clearly.

11. Guys love their moms.

12. A guy would sacrifice his money for
lunch just to get you a couple
of roses.

13. A guy often thinks about the girl
who likes him. But this doesn't
mean that the guy likes her.

14. You can never understand him unless
you listen to him.

15. If a guy tells you he loves you
once in a lifetime. He does.

16. Beware. Guys can make gossips
scatter through half of the face of
the earth faster than girls can.

17. Like Eve, girls are guys'
weaknesses.

18. Guys are very open about
themselves.

19. It's good to test a guy first
before you believe him. But don't let
him wait that long.

20. Guys hate it when their clothes get
dirty. Even a small dot.

21. Guys really admire girls that they
like even if they're not that
much pretty.

22. If a guy tells you about his
problems, he just needs someone to
listen to him. You don't need to give
advice ... very true.

23. A usual act that proves that the
guy likes you is when he teases
you.

24. Guys keep secrets that girls tell
them.

25. Guys think too much.

26. Guys fantasies are unlimited.

27. Girls' height doesn't really matter
to a guy but her weight
does! ... very true.

28. Guys tend to get serious with their
relationship and become too
possessive. So watch out girls!!!

29. Guys are more talkative than girls
are especially when the topic is
about girls.

30. You can truly say that a guy has
good intentions if you see him
praying sometimes.

31. If a guy says you're beautiful,
that guy likes you.

32. Guys hate girls who overreact.

33. Guys love you more than you love
them IF they are serious in your
relationships.

I admit I always surf the internet but I've been neglecting my blog, I often post something and even my layout is not yet changed. Every time I go surf the net, it's automatic that I checked my friendster account, I'm so addicted answering surveys at the bulletin board. While I'm answering, I go on texting, I always register to the unlimited text service and talk about none sense things over and over again to the same people. And I always go to the Tabulas Forum, well .. I can't help it. XD

Another reason, my being sleepyhead just came back since the school starts so sometimes I also don't surf the net. My brother came back! Yeah, and he bought me an internet card, it was i-republic, it's not bad, for 100php, you can surf the net for 30 hours. O_O;;

My legs still hurts! We had a form in CAT last friday, though I was tired that day, I still enjoyed it. XD

One more thing is my grades! T_T Darn it, my grade in math decreased by 4 points, my filipino decreased by 5 points. But some of my subjects increased. In general, I think I must recite more. XD Glad my report turn out really fine. ^^;

I'm absent for today's classes because I was sick yesterday since I went to school in the morning. I was thinking that I should not go to school yesterday because I really feel bad since I woke up but I still insist to go to school so that's why when I go home, I really feel so bad, maybe I'm just stressed and I just need to rest. But I'm worried about what happened for today in school. I'm all alone in our house, my dad went to Anitpolo and will come back in a few hours.

I just changed my layout Intertwined (i can't think of any layout name for this) and I can't upload a new avatar!! What's wrong ?!.. XDD I'm quite satisfied with my layout.

Internet is so fucking crap! So slow .. Is it because of i-republic ..

Glad we will have no class on friday .. ^^

Uhh... That's all...

We just had our social studies, PE, math, english and CL .. I had noticed that I've been more focused in my social studies subject, I had a perfect score twice when we had a quiz, I missed to do that just like in the first grading period. So many things happened. I seldom feel dizzy since sunday, I dunno why, I was absent last tuesday because of fever and headache. This title is just because I had noticed when I got home from school, my eyes are so tear-y, maybe because I feel so sleepy or sometimes even if I'm not sleepy, my eyes tend to be so tear-y.

I joined a clan through text, it's Bad Badtz Maru, yeah, it's sounds corny but I feel so bored. Everyday, I go to school and study, when I go home, I sometimes sleep and woke up then had my dinner then watch Princess Hours though it's too late. I feel so evil since I joined that clan, because the truth is, I have a fling or something like that! Well, he asked me to be his wife in that clan and I agree! But I thought not to be serious about it, but after that, he's the one who asked me if if we can have this as a serious relationship.. Of course, I didn't agree, well, just because I had trauma in Karma, I once experienced it in my lovelife and I don't want to repeat the same mistake again! So, I just told him that maybe we should get to know each other first. It's somewhat like we're involved in a relationship but it's not serious at all, he's the one who is serious about it, not me! He said that he love me and tell me sweet things. I also tell sweet things but I didn't or never told him that I love him.

Okay, I failed in the UPCAT! hahaha! I hope UST would be mine soon!

We had our first practice for our upcoming JS PROM on February 10, it's saturday, fuck! :3 Anyway, the theme is Harry Potter! (included in my hatelistings). Don't ask why.

Hoooraaaay! We will have no classes tomorrow! It's Teacher's Day, I guess .. XD

I will also have my upcoming report in English, it's More Stronger Than Time by Victor Hugo. XDD

I'm alone right now in our house, I woke up at 9:00 am and had my breakfast at 10:00. I had a slight headache when I woke up. We have no class today. My mom and I were planning to buy a gown for me for the upcoming JS prom tomorrow and we will go to Antipolo after. I would like to buy a simple gown but not a long gown, I will never buy a long gown just because it is not accurate for me because of my height! Anyway, the USTET results were already online but I can't open it, maybe they're still putting up the results, I really hope that I would pass the USTET. XD

How stupid I am not knowing that the JS Prom will be on Feb. 9, I still thought that it will be on Feb.10, thanks to Manoel who post something about it. Anyway, I'm currently researching about my report in english as well as in CL. Actually, I'm not worried about it. hehehe. That's all, our dog annoys me right now! ^^

Oh yeah, I feel so sad and disappointed right now. I was really hoping that I will pass the USTET but I failed in the USTET! waaaaaaaaah! My dream schools were actually UP and UST but they're not for me! Maybe I should get an application in U.E. It's good in medical courses too. Well, if I'm really not that lucky to pass in U.E., then CEU is what I got!

Nothing really happened for today. We are supposed to have eight subjects in a day but we only had three subjects for whole day! We had physics, AP (social studies) and TLE, because some of our teachers were in the brainstorm together with the top three honors in our batch. Some people just continued their report even if there is no teacher, and of course, my friends and I were not listening to them. Crap, how can you concentrate on listening if almost everybody are noisy! Anyway, long test will be on thursday and friday (two days only!). The prom is really sooon! I got my gown and sandals ready, and I'm 85% happy and satisfied with my gown, I'm the one who choose it. Well, it's a tube gown, I like the style but I really don't like tubes! I'm really chubby, hahaha.. But at least, I'm comfortable with it. Har. So much for that, maybe the class will resume tomorrow.

Freezing? yeah! While I was with my friends in the classroom, we sit near the window and the wind really blows, cold wind huh.. I dunno, but it's something unusual to happen and right now when I got home. I feel so cooold! :3

I just realized earlier, I missed the three of us! I miss Chantal and Jonathan, the three of us together AGAIN! XDDDD *sigh*.

I'm actually listening to the radio and the song is Lying Is The Most Fun A Girl Can Have Without Taking her Clothes Off by Panic at the Disco, very long title that's why I just type it here. n_n'