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Since, we had no classes for two days, my sister and I went to market-market last friday, I go out with her since, it's her first time to go there. Our agenda was for her to buy things to give as a gift to her monita, we ate at Sbarro. But my foot really hurts because of the sandals I was wearing, it's really not mine, hahaha. And my foot got injured so we decided to buy a flip top sandals, I really dunno what should I call it, it's very cute, golden brown and I really like it, and I'm very comfortable wearing it. Besides for that, for myself, my agenda is to buy a lipgloss in Maybelline, hahaha. My eldest sister gave me 500 php just to buy that lipgloss she was talking to me on that the same day, and she would also want me to buy eyeliner, eyeshadows and blush-ons! hahaha, I was surprised, but I only bought a lipgloss, lipsmooth or lipbalm, haha. Now I know their difference, but anyway, I also bought a headband, really girly headband, it's color apple green, and it's cute. And then, we went to Megamall yesterday, I mean, my eldest sister and my mom together with me, we ate at??? I forgot the name of that booth, but it's quite popular to public, it's a ham sandwich?! It really taste good. I really dunno, what had happened there because, I was quite unconscious when we were walking there, I was busy texting, lolz. Anyway, we also went to St. Francis Square, to buy again some headbands. Yeah! for the second time and my mom was so addicted in buying those stuffs.

After all, I really wish, I have nice clothes to wear for our Christmas party on 22, and my birthday is yet to come. Before that, I need to finish first my projects, especially individual projects like in A.P., and also my report in Filipino, I don't want to think our group or class projects, because, there are so many! XD

Well.. luckily I've made my project in A.P. just last night then I passed it this morning. I'm so glad my teacher liked my reaction, I hope it's not only the first part of my reaction paper but also the rest of it. But at least I was appreciated. XD So, I really enjoyed my day, actually, I just got home few minutes a while ago. Chantal and I, together with our friends like, Nica, Annilyn, Eunice, Angeline and Rachelle went to Karen Sta. Ana's house to celebrate her birthday. Just few information about Karen: She's one of my bestfriends since we were grade six, who is currently studying at St. Ive's (hope the school name is correct.XD). Of course, what should we expect?! Her classmates/friends were also there at her house. Karen is totally had changed, not only her house but she, herself really changed a lot! Her physical appearance and I think her social life changed too. Her shyness was been gone, really. XD Anyway, I'm so silly when we were there, I really laugh out loud and my being frankness was there, though almost all of the people there were students and teachers of St. Ives. We're so noisy. XD One thing is, I saw Alister! har, not Alister who studied last second year in CDSA, but Alister, my childhood friend was there, he was my classmate in Kinder 2! har, my memory is really good that I still remember him. And I just ask frankly to him if he still remember me and just laugh. ^^ Thankfully, he still know me, I hope that is true. XD And Valerie was there too, my god. She's my classmate when we were in grade 3 and also a close friend of mine. harhar.

So much for that. I will report in Filipino next week, Wednesday. And maybe I'm gonna change my layout, I really don't like my current layout. I just made this for the sake of my friends who want the coding. Tomorrow, we will just have a mass because it's the Immaculate Conception and also Taguig day (?!). After the mass, we will go to Chantal's place and do our project in Computer together with our groupmates. Okay. That's all. har .. ^^

The schedule of our periodical test was moved to dec.16, 18 (my birthday) and 19, and 20 will be our Christmas party. I'm so proud that I've a new cellphone now, yeah! For almost 4 years, I was just using my nokia 3315. But, yesterday, when we went to our house at Antipolo, my sister bought me a new phone, sony ericsson w300i (walkman phone). Well, I'm not expecting that, because I thought she will buy me a motorola v3 and only to find out that it only stores up to 5 MB and have no expanded memory or a memory card. But this walkman phone is much better, it stores 24 MB and have 256 MB in it's memory card, also have a USB connector. Oh yeah! It has more features that I didn't expected to. XD I was worried for this week, I need to finish almost all of my projects for this week. First is the computer project which will be submitted this wednesday, also my report in Filipino will be on that day, also our presentation in our balitaan will be held on the same day and by tomorrow, we will have our practice. XDDD So much for this, I must declare Hiatus! I'll come back after I finish all of my projects, maybe next week. ^^

I'm still not out of the hiatus, just an update because I have a free time today. I'm gonna report in filipino on January! harhar .. ^^ And I just need to finish my project in Physics, P.E., and our practical in TLE which is the bar tending .. Anyway, I was relieved somehow. I'll soon come back by next week together with my new layout. Advance Happy Birthday to me!! It will be my 16th birthday on Monday .. XD

Well.. I've uploaded my new layout. I still had a hard time fixing it so that's why I've been in a long hiatus. But just to dropped by here, to say I'm out of Hiatus and I'll continue this by tomorrow. We will have our Christmas party by tomorrow. Good night! ^^

Yes! At last, it's already our vacation! I really miss my blog! Anyway, I'm gonna post some events happened while I was not here for past weeks.

December 16

We had a family reunion, my sisters went home and we went to the barangay court. We ate our lunch there and meet some of our relatives only in our neighborhood. Then I went together with my sisters to market-market to buy gifts and clothes. As you can see, we were both wearing a purple shirt because of the reunion. We ate at the pancake house and just took a picture.







December 18
Nothing happened special or memorable in my birthday, actually, I really didn't felt that it was my birthday. And realized that, don't make me angry especially in my birthday, because I really might misunderstood you.

December 20
We had our Christmas party this morning at school, exchanged gifts. XD Manoel (solidarity) went here at my house because we thought that we can now finish the IT club website. But unfortunately, the electricity went busted so he just go home and I just sleep. ^^
-with Chantal/Cattleya


--with Eunice






-gifts I received, just click to see the larger view.

-mayo&solidarity









-->solidarity *lolz*


***All the pictures were resized. XD

Hell.. I'm so bored, but still I'm happy. I just stayed at home, watching tv, and texting all the time, listening to the radio or mp3. I also do the camwhore thing. Anyway, need to fix my bedroom .. ^.^

Semi-Charmed Life by Third Eye Blind


I'm packed and I'm holding
I'm smiling, she's living, she's golden
And she lives for me
She says she lives for me
Ovation
She's got her own motivation
She comes round and she goes down on me
And I make her smile
It's like a drug for you
Do ever what you want to do
Coming over you
Keep on smiling, what we go through
One stop to the rhythm that divides you
And I speak to you like the chorus to the verse
Chop another line like a coda with a curse
And I come on like a freak show takes the stage
We give them the games we play, she said
I want something else
To get me through this
Semi-charmed kind of life
I want something else
I'm not listening when you say
Good-bye
The sky it was gold, it was rose
I was taking sips of it through my nose
And I wish I could get back there
Some place back there
Smiling in the pictures you would take
Doing crystal myth
Will lift you up until you break
It won't stop
I won't come down, I keep stock
With a tick-tock rhythm and a bump for the drop
And then I bumped up
I took the hit I was given
Then I bumped again
And then I bumped again
How do I get back there to
The place where I fell asleep inside you?
How do I get myself back to
The place where you said
I want something else
To get me through this
Semi-charmed kind of life
I want something else
I'm not listening when you say
Good-bye
I believe in the sand beneath my toes
The beach gives a feeling
An earthy feeling
I believe in the faith that grows
And the four right chords can make me cry
When I'm with you I feel like I could die
And that would be all right
All right
When the plane came in
She said she was crashing
The velvet it rips
In the city we tripped
On the urge to feel alive
But now I'm struggling to survive
The days you were wearing
That velvet dress
You're the priestess, I must confess
Those little red panties
They pass the test
Slide up around the belly
Face down on the mattress
One
Now you hold me
And we're broken
Still its all that I want to do
Feel myself with a head made of the ground
I'm scared but I'm not coming down
And I won't run for my life
She's got her jaws just locked now in smile
But nothing is all right
All right
I want something else
To get me through this
Semi charmed kind of life
I want something else
I'm not listening when you say
Good-bye

~au revoir!

I can really feel that Christmas is coming. And today is the second day of our Christmas break, I feel going outside today or go mall hopping, but my body is really aching since yesterday. I haven't done any sensible things here in our house. I'm with my dad today but now he left me all alone, I dunno where he went to. I'm spending my time, net surfing and texting. Maybe, I'm gonna watch tv later.

January 8 will be the resume of classes, but I need to do my project in English, the Novel Analysis, my report in Filipino and still need to fix my room, I haven't finish it yet yesterday. What else?! Uhmm.. I think there are lots of things I need to do but I'm so brainwash, I don't like to think too much.. ^.^

It's only 10 hours left before Chrismtas so, before anything else, I want to greet everyone here in Tabulas or anyone reading my post a very Merry Chrismtas!. My sisters are coming home and we will spend altogether our Christmas here in Taguig. SMART didn't allow their Unlimited text service these holidays season. So, I just load an All Text 20 just to greet my friends in my phonebook this midnight. I still have a headache since last night, my mom and I went to Megamall to buy her clothes and to go the grocery. There were so many people around there. And I got a cold because my mom played Bingo and the place was full of smoke! I really hate that place.

Last, last night, I slept at 2:00 in the morning, it's the last day of the Unlimited text service in smart. My friends asked me if my Chrismtas is happy or not, and why.. Well, I just answered them, my Christmas this year is happy, but .. my Chrismtas last year was happier. Why? Simply because, I'm with my family right now which made my Christmas happy but last year was happier because, I had a boyfriend and now, we're not together anymore which makes me miss him so much!

After 2 hours:

My sisters were already here, my sister gave me a new cologne, it's Victoria Secret: Endless Love. So sweeet! <33333!

Last night, my mom and I slept in our house in Antipolo, but before that, I watched the movie "Fugitive" starring Harrison Ford and Tommy Lee. Well, my sister watched it for five times, because the movie is sososososo gooooood!! <33 And it's my first time to watch the whole movie last night. It has something related into my life, really, I realized, I was like a fugitive too! hahaha, I mean not to be literal, but it's story had a big impact for me, Harrison Ford was accused that he killed his wife but definitely, the investigation is wrong. Well, the murder scene is really tricky. The judgement for him was guilty and the punishment is lethal injection or death, so he finds a way to prove that he is really innocent by finding who are the real killers who killed his wife. To tell something about my life, well, some people do judge or accuse me for doing wrong but I in fact I really didn't do it. Yeah, that's why we broked up. Anyway, I really like this song. I heard this just last night.

"Selfish", by The Other Two

Someone I hate, she thinks she’s great
And loves to state the obvious
You’re next to me, entirely, let’s wait and see

Someone like you, selfish it’s true
All you can do
It’s plain to see, entirely, you disagree
No sense of reason, I think it’s true
Why did you have to believe them
No sense of reason, what do I have to do
There’s no-one else you’re deceiving

Sometimes it’s true, forgiving you is hard to do
It’s crystal clear, could end in tears
And not something I can feel sure of
No sense of reason some think it‘s true
Why did you have to believe them
No sense of reason, what do I have to do
There’s no one else

No sense of reason some think it‘s true
Why did you have to believe them
No sense of reason, what do I have to do
There’s no one else you’re deceiving

No sense of reason, why did you have to believe them
No sense of reason, there’s no one else
No sense of reason some think it’s true
Why did you have to believe them
No sense of reason, what do I have to do
There’s no one else you’re deceiving
Why did you have to believe them

I really dunno what to say since it's the last day of my most hateful year -- 2006! And I can't wait to welcome the year 2007, just because, I'm smelling some good aroma for this coming year, I'm feeling that I'm gonna be lucky this year. Of course, it will be my first year in college, and I'm still quite nervous thinking of it. Year 2007 is really cute, it's the year of the PIG! ^.^ I'm currently thinking if I'm gonna post my new year's resolution, actually, I really don't call it a resolution but just a reminder for me. Okay .. Here it is.

• Avoid gaining weight


• Exercise more often >_<


• Try to be a vegetarian


• Try to manage my time


• Learn to be friendly! *lolz*


• To be more responsible daughter O_O;;


• Read more books (??)


• Try to beautify myself daily

*lolz* That's stupid! I just slept the whole day and just woke up to eat my dinner and go net surfing. So many things happened this year that I really didn't like to happen, I'm very hopeful that this year will be good for me. Anyway, just want to post some facts.

SAGITTARIUS

OVERVIEW: Your strong sense of self will get you through almost anything this year, and your confidence will enable you to take on any new opportunities that come your way. You're focused on communicating more, and may find that writing becomes more predominant in your career. You really enjoy working and being gainfully employed. Your energetic and happy nature gives a lot to others in ways that make them feel very comfortable. People know that you're sincerely interested in what they have to say because you're such a good listener.

You may want to take some long journeys this year to give yourself spiritual stimulation and to help you feel more connected to the deeper philosophical side of your being. During the summer, you may find that you're actually making plans to go to some distant retreat center or vacation spot. You will feel as if you are going through a tremendous transformation in how you feel about life and your own attitudes. Maybe it's time to reevaluate who you are and where you are going by regrouping and spending more time interacting with the deeper aspects of yourself.

You will feel good about all the blessings in your life, and are full of gratitude for your family. You are developing new ways of communicating, which draw upon your uniqueness. Communication becomes easy this year. You will learn to trust that you are cared for by a universal support system, and develop tremendous faith in knowing that your needs are being met in life.

CAREER: Creative writing talents are a very strong factor in how you make money this year. You love giving to others in ways that make people feel good about themselves. You have a flair for expressing your good heart through writing and theater, and it shows with expansiveness and abundant energy. Your extremely optimistic nature sees possibility in everything, a person for whom the glass is definitely 'half full' rather than 'half empty.' Feeling as if you can do anything is an important component of your self image and will get you far in life. You easily express yourself in many ways and feel itchy to start new projects this year where you can explore your creativity.

You may discover new ways of being that are very beneficial to your career. You make a good leader and excel working with groups because you can see the whole context easily within the larger group. Finances may fluctuate, but when you follow your gut feelings you are likely to be successful financially. You do well in occupations that deal with communication and meeting the needs of others. You are courageous in expressing your opinion, have a keen intuition and would make an excellent teacher. You may feel a calling to work with the disadvantaged. Your goals are mental and spiritual, rather than material.

Your ambitious and clear-minded abilities help you to be calculating, and give you mastery and achievement. You have abundant energy to give out lots of help to people and are always cheerful in the way you share. A relaxing vacation will help you in your career. You need a break in your routine to give you the energy you'll need toward the end of the year to accomplish the goals you set for yourself.

LOVE: You'll feel a deep emotional connection with your partner this year and discover exciting new ways of communicating. You feel mentally stimulated and are able to communicate your needs. You will be listened to in new ways as you create fresh positive value systems based on new goals. You feel as if a fog is being lifted when it comes to communication and relationships since you will get very clear feedback and lots of love and understanding returned. You are very aware of how others affect you emotionally and, conversely, you notice your affect on them.

You discover new ways of feeling comfortable with a pending partnership. You have a strong sense of your individuality and need to have an emotionally stable partner. It's important that you learn how to value your emotional needs independent of the partnership energy, which you sometimes connect to habitually.

You are likely to be social and quite popular this year while enjoying the harmony of an intimate partnership that reflects your emotions back to you. You've worked hard to acquire material comforts, and you love to have possessions. You want to share with others who appreciate your efforts and who don't take you for granted. You are passionate and intense, and you'll have a strong love this year through which you can express your deepest desires.