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As you can see, I uploaded my new layout, featuring Regina Spektor. XD I really loooove it! Aside for that, I encountered so many problems in this layout, not only in the coding, but also when I uploaded the images. I uploaded my background image at Photobucket at first, but they resized it! Damn.. it's 900 x 1, so they turned it into 800 x 1 so, my layout was messed up at first. I found another free image hosting, and it was Board Images, their maximum size is 150 KB, so I create an account there and successfully! They didn't resize it at all, so my layout is now functioning normally. I also erased some of my fanlistings and hatelistings. I am really happy, the scrollbar is on the left side of the window! X3

Tomorrow will be the resume of classes and my things were not yet ready. I'm now searching for the japanese translation of the song 'Happy Birthday to You' .. it's because, my sister told me to find it and I dunno why she needs it. Well anyway, one week sembreak is really not enough, though I have nothing to do, I feel so tired just thinking tomorrow's the resume of classes. I'm too lazy! This layout is not really perfect, there are times, the background is not functioning properly.

I just went to a mass this morning with Chantal, Diane and other batchmates. And just talked to Diane about what's going on in our lives. XD The field trip is very soon! It will be on Wednesday (Nov.8), but I'm not excited about it.

I just got home by 6 p.m., tomorrow will be our field trip and we need to go in school as early as 5:30 because the departure will be on 6 in the morning. We will go to a farm somewhere in Batangas and after that, we will go to Enchanted Kingdom (again!). I hope I'll not feel dizzy and I really wish I'll not vomit in one of the rides there. That's really what I don't want to happen for tomorrow. And I hope all of us will be safe for tomorrow's trip. XD This is all for now, need to fix my things!

Now I know I really didn't get the same high grades this past second grading period compare to first grading period. I already knew that my grade in Physics decreased from 90 to 83 and in Trigo, from 86 it decreased to 84. And what would I expect to my other subjects. I know myself very well and I admit I didn't did my best this past grading period. First of all, I took the periodical test when my condition is bad and my scores in quizzes in Math were really low. I never recited both in Physics and Math. Argh. All I can say was "bwisit na likod yan!", 'coz I was seated at the last row at the back with really noisy seatmates but I admit I really enjoyed their company. To think that I had decreased my grade in Math but both of them got increased one at their grades. Fortunately, this third quarter, I am seated in front! hahaha, maybe my adviser was disappointed too on the results of my grades so she put me in front, close to our valedictorian. Tomorrow will be the deliberation of our report cards and my sisters will see my card on Saturday as we celebrate my sister's birthday today and I'm sure, they might get mad at me so that's why I really must get my revenge this third grading period! I really dunno what should I do or say to them, should I still bring my card at Antipolo?!

Wee! My second post for this day, this is just about our field trip yesterday, I almost forgot to post about that. I didn't brought my camera with me or even borrowed my sister's cellphone for taking pictures but that's fine because Chantal and Asami brought their own cam. And maybe when Chantal put those pics here in the internet, I might just save them and upload here or in my friendster account. I brought my own foods but I ate only few inside the bus, I felt quite dizzy.

We went to Leisure Farm in Batangas and brought herbal plant for free (I forgot the name). Just enjoyed the sceneries we encountered. It's very hot when we arrived there. And then, we also went to Forest trail and crossed some hanging bridge, actually we jumped and not just walk there. We ate our lunch inside the bus while going to Enchanted Kingdom, some of us just ate inside the Enchanted Kingdom. I conquered my fear riding on the Anchors Away, I almost ride in all of the rides there, but Asami and Chantal were really cool out there, they ride in the Space Shuttle, actually, at first, I really told myself that I will ride there but I felt hungry and tired so I changed my mind. Anyway, I did enjoyed the field trip. XD

The distribution of our report cards was moved to Tuesday by next week. I was relieved to know that because, my sisters will not see my grades though I told my one sister of what had happened but to see it is not what I don't want them to do. But my parents will surely see my grades because, my dad or my mom must sign he/she's signature at the back of my report card so, that's what I'm worrying about. XD I'm so nervous that they might scold me for what happened. Anyway, as usual, I'll not post here by tomorrow because, we will go to Antipolo to eat and celebrate as well my sister's birthday yesterday. Long test will be next week too! Damn .. so soon .. The reporting in English will be on this grading period too. XD

Since, tomorrow will be our last day for our long test, I'll post today. Our long test tomorrow will be in CLE and English. Anyway, I found out just yesterday that I'm out of the top 10 in our section!! Darn it.. my rank is 11 in our class. Grr.. I was very disappointed about my grade in Physics, I got 90 in the first grading period and then, for second grading, I got 83! But I'll just make it sure to give all my best this third grading period since I'm inspired and in good condition, unlike before.

My sisters also might go home here by tomorrow afternoon, but me and my dad will go to CEU, FEU (to pass my application forms and take an exam in CEU) and UE (to get an application form and might pass at once) tomorrow. I'm so glad, we will just commute when we go there because my dad can't drive in the dark. I'm thinking twice if I should get an application form in UE because, the office might be closed already when we go there after FEU and CEU. But if it's possible, well and good, and we will also have a birthday party at my aunt's house on Sunday, that's why my sisters will go home tomorrow.

That's all for now. ^^

I just got home from Mendiola with my dad. My legs are really hurting! I took an exam in CEU, I passed with the grade of 84, and we didn't go to FEU and UE. After I receive my results, we go home.

To change the topic, I'm really making my past layouts, I had an idea how I'll gonna make it without the coding. Just wait and see them! Maybe after 2 to 3 weeks. XD That's all for now! I'm really tired...

I had received some of my test papers, and luckily, I passed. My day was fine, I was sort of shy for this day because of what my co-officers in IT club especially Manoel and Anthony was doing every time we meet at the school, Manoel always introduce me to our IT club president because he and I were really not close but all of the officers were close to each other except for us two, and Anthony always talks about blogs, adobe and other stuff, I'm kinda shy and wants to hide from the two of them. But deep inside, I was really laughing out loud! Our moderator already saw including our president our IT club website, actually, some of them told me that it was somewhat girlish.. So, I've decided to change it's color, turning it to color blue. XDD

That's all for now, I still need to do my assignments in Filipino, English and Math! XD

After the second grading period, I feel so much happy as each day passed by, maybe because, my hatred for some people was gone, I guess.. but sometimes, I just feel so negative and thought that I still can't forget about it. Anyway, My week was so happy, my friends are fine and I always laugh and smile (even if without reasons at all). Some things I was thinking makes me smile. I'm completely enjoying my single life and I'm not thinking about getting into a relationship. Though, I'm satisfied with myself, I'm still not reaching the highest euphoria, I know, these things were not all the things, life can offer to me. But God is so good to me, everytime, I say a prayer to him when I go to mass, he always make my wish come true, and really helps me a lot. I think, he's the reason why I'm totally happy with my life. Thanks to Him!! XD

Christina Aguilera
Hurt

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
Ooh, ooh

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you
But I know you won't be there

Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to this, oooh

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?

There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you looking back

Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, ohh

If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away
Ooh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

 

oh fuck! This is my new layout, I really don't like it, I just like the image, and maybe I will replace it again before this month ends, I'm really not satisfied with it! >_< So many scrollbars and I had a hard time adjusting it. Well, anyway, the door decorating will be judge by tomorrow morning, Chantal and I were not hoping to win! hahaha. Why should be?! There's no unity in our section, besides for that, we're really sad about the volleyball game after class this afternoon, it's our section (4th year) versus 2nd year! And we got lost! Darn it! Actually, I really don't like this day. But today is Juno's birthday! Happy Birthday! hahaha. So much for that! XD And I hope St. Augustine win! haha.. I should hope for them.

Darn it, I must've posted this yesterday, from my previous post, I was happy and positive. But something happened really got me irritated to go to school. The people involved are of course, me (together with Asami, Rubina and Tiffin), my computer teacher a.ka computer club moderator and the stupid paranoid principal. It happened on Tuesday, November 28! haha, that's why I felt uneasy that day (check on my previous post). We were the first batch to have a hands-on quiz inside the computer laboratory and we could go to our room right after, but our teacher told us not to go outside, and we can clean our classroom as well as doing our entry for the door decorating contest. We indeed followed her. But, in some cases, we brought our bags (four of us) and go down just to put our bags there but the paranoid principal saw us and ask some stupid questions that were seem to be, that we're like going home! Fuck! Tangang prinicipal! So, I was the one who talked to her and just told her that we're doing the door decorating and cleaning the room though we brought our bags just to put them at the guard house. After that, we go upstairs in our room after we put our bags. At the back of my mind, she really thought we're going home that time and I think she haven't seen us going upstairs. She really misunderstood us! or, tanga lang talaga siya!

The next day, just yesterday. Oh here it goes the stupid people. We were late to go to the computer club and only three students were there in time, it's Asami, Eunice and Kim. And the rest of us were late because, we thought that our teacher will discuss in our room and not in the lab. So when we got inside, the hell started, she asked if who are the four students who go outside, and I'm really planning to admit it. Yes! Because I really don't think we've done something wrong. Honestly, the four of us were not the only one who always do that! Almost everybody in the campus do that everytime, the teacher allows us to go to our room and clean the room before we are dismissed. We always do the right thing to put our bags in the guard house and go upstairs right after. So, what's wrong with that?! That's what I've said to our teacher.

So afterall, she told some irritating words to us. And the very thing I hate about it, when she told us that 'the principal told her that we're almost going home yesterday' See?! Stupid principal! And I felt the world was over me, it seems that she's insisting that I'm the one who got that idea! wtf?! She told me that I must never do that again! Why is she telling that only to me?! And the one who got the idea is the only one who learned frames, not scolded by her, and the one who seems so innocent! Afterall, that was Asami. Yeah. I hate her yesterday, my teacher lost her  trust to me, her secretary in the computer club and also close to her. I was hurt back then, I am not the one who deserved those words, and to think, I really love and enjoys her subject, I love the teacher, the moderator and her subject! And this is what I get?! Life is so unfair. What happened, already happened. I hate our principal. My mom told me last night her comment, "tanga yung teacher, chismosa ang principal, miscommunication ang nangyari." I shed tears after I close the door of the lab. Yeah. I cried.

We have no classes for today because of the super typhoon, and also by tomorrow because, it's holiday! Oh yeah! Anyway, where's everybody?! I woke up at 11 in the morning and found out, there's no one here at the house or maybe my dad is outside but I haven't seen him yet. And I still haven't eaten lunch yet. I'll come back later!

~au revoir!