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Two days no classes because of that Milenyo! Argh! I planned to finish all the layouts last week (my next blog layout, comp.club layout, manoel and diane's layouts) but because of that Milenyo, either one of these I still haven't finished yet! My friend told me that there will be a typhoon again tomorrow, I guess the name is Neneng .. Darn it.. And on Tuesday (Oct.3) will be our field trip! Aaaargh! XDD I'm lacking of words to say in here.

--ciao!

Today was quite tiring though there were only three subjects discussed to us. We thought that this morning would be our presentation in our ballroom dancing. Since our p.e teacher was busy teaching the other teachers for their dancing presentation for next week, because it will be the birthday of the bishop, actually, I'm not sure about this information.

So, we just practiced our ballroom dancing, and I admit, it's so damn good, and to think that we almost finished the song. After that, on the afternoon, I dunno, but I've been bitch.  Argh, and before our second period in Physics, since our C.L. teacher left us early, as usual. I've been too noisy with my friends, just sharing stories, jokes. But this is quite unusual to happen to me, while sitting on my very nice chair, my friend's chair *beside me* have a sticker on it [on the desk], and some scatch tape on it, full of scatch tapes , then I pulled the scatch tape , and it turned out messy, but I didn't noticed that my friend saw me doing that thing, and she turned angry at me!  hahaha, how stupid of me, I tried to call her attention to say sorry and I will replace it, but she's not interested to talk to me, I know it's "mababaw", I really felt so weird at myself. I cried just because of that!  I really cried out, but since I didn't like people to think that I'm a person who is "mababaw" and they also know that I'm a sensitive person, I was crying while laughing!  How crazy is that huh..  Some of my friends understand me, that it's not about the darn scatch tape. I just realized that I just need to cry out, and thanks to my friend who got angry at me, pampatulak yung ginawa niya para malabas ko.  After that, I felt relieved..

I really miss posting long posts in here because of my working days, still busy to get through the internet.  This year, I should say is really a big busy year, maybe because I'm already a senior highschool student. I just came home right now at exactly 8:30 in the evening, I guess.. XD I came from my friend's house, Asami, and some of our friends were there too. We had a short discussion about our personal life, esp. lovelife and about our families.  Most of my friends cried out because of their problems and I also heard other people's problems.  All we can say was "Oh syeeeet!", nyahaha..

Oh shit, my ex is in the hospital right now because, he had a fracture on his feet... waa!

We have no classes for today because today's the birthday of our Bishop (forgot the name! >_<, so I'm just making my project in English for whole day and have a new layout for my blog. ^^ I think, this layout is similar to my version 18, which is a combination of purple and pink colors, also div layers. Actually, I really like the poem, it was made by my sister's batchmate when she's still studying. I had no idea what Anamnesis means at first but when I searched at the Wikipedia, I found it out! You can find it the right side. XD Okay, the reason why I don't have my Friends' list is because, I had lost my coding of my version 18, so that's why.. XD Though I'm almost finished with my project, I still have more things to do. So, see ya! :D

We had our dance presentation in our p.e. class yesterday, we used Larusso's one song (dunno the title), we had swing and chacha but not tango because the beat was not that slow for us to use tango.  Yesterday was also my biz's birthday! nyahaha.. ^^ but I think he's not that very much happy, maybe because, he really wanted to have a girlfriend on his birthday but they just broked up last week.  Anyway, why am I here? I'm supposed to be at the school!  hahaha, actually, I didn't go to school, in short, I'm absent for this day!!  I dunno, but I am not really feeling good since last night, and maybe I'm afraid of something. Maybe because my group of friends in St. Augustine are angry to me, well.. almost all of them!  I did some stupid things and not noticing it. I also realized that I'm lacking of determination and perseverance on my studies! I'm tooooooo laazzzzzzzzzzyyyyyyyy!

To think that our Periodical test will be on next week and our last project to be submitted, in our TLE class.  So here I am, net surfing at home with my dad, missed the activities at school.

Today is our second day taking Periodical Exam, actually, I think I'll get lower grades this period I guess, I really didn't study well for this periodical test, I feel uncomfortable, I feel sick since yesterday. Tomorrow will be the last day, and me and my friends planned to go to UST and to Makati after the exam, though I'm feeling sick right now. I had finished my friend's blog, if you mind, do visit his blog at http://www.tabulas.com/~infinitum0310.. ^^

I took the USTET (UST Entrance Test) this afternoon, honestly.. It was quite easy compared to UPCAT. I have 70% faith in UST than in U.P. )(50-50). I'm planning again to apply in the following schools:

• CEU
• San Beda
• UE
• FEU
• MAPUA

the rest will be next year. Tomorrow will be a regular day again. One week before the sembreak. ^^

It's already our sembreak and yesterday was our masquerade ball, but I didn't came though I have a dress to wear. XDD We didn't go to antipolo today, I dunno why, but I think my sisters are going home soon! So I'm using the pc to the fullest before they came .. I had finished also Diane's layout.. http://www.tabulas.com/~mhizyu, nyaha.. I haven't started making my next layout for November, well .. I'm confused, anyway .. just want to share this lyric by The Wreckers, I can relate to this song.

You're not sure that you love me
But you're not sure enough to let me go
Baby it ain't fair you know
To just keep me hangin' 'round

You say you don't wanna hurt me
Don't wanna to see my tears
So why are you still standing here
Just watching me drown

And it's alright, yeah I'll be fine
Don't worry 'bout this heart of mine
Just take your love and hit the road
There's nothing you can do or say
You're gonna break my heart anyway

So just leave the pieces when you go
Now you can drag out the heartache
Baby you can make it quick
Really get it over with

And just let me move on
Don't concern yourself
With this mess you've left for me I can clean it up, you see
Just as long as you're gone

You not making up your mind
Is killing me and wasting time I need so much more than that

Leave the pieces when you go
Leave the pieces when you go

I can't think of what should I say in here, hmm.. My next layout probably features a non-anime image, I'll use Regina Spektor's image/s that I got from google. XD As you can see, I have a new counter, I dunno why my wise counter (my former hit counter) doesn't work, even the wise counter website. So, I changed it again.

I really enjoyed watching movies last night, maybe because I seldom watch a movie in our t.v. when school days, but since it's our sembreak, I can watch any time. The movie was The Skeleton Key in hbo. I just only knew one character and it was Kate Hudson, I really admire her beauty, so simple and sexy ... and of course! Her very cute curly blonde hair! I wish I could have that kind of hair too since my hair is naturally curly!XD

I think my sisters changed their mind going home here in Taguig. I really missed them, my sister supposedly will give me chocolates if we meet. But I think, we will just meet by next week, Saturday. Uhh...

And about my lovelife, nothing's new, just read the lyrics I featured in my post yesterday and you could have an idea what's been happening.

Well, it's raining outside since last night, I just heard the news that there is typhoon named Paeng, I just hope it will not rain hard in November 01. I'm with my dad and my mom today, they're just watching movie right now and I'm here, surfing the net. Actually, I still haven't started doing my next layout and Manoel's too. Though this week is not so hot, I'm not feeling too sleepy like I used to feel especially in this kind of weather.

Anyway, my sisters' minds were so confused lately, but the final decision was, me and my dad will go tomorrow at Antipolo and will go home together with my sisters at Nov. 1 (wednesday). So I better use the internet in it's full, so that I'm not gonna miss it. And I already joined our batch clique, just see the image under my profile. XD