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*sigh*.. I haven't been here yesterday so that's why my replies on the tagbaord was late.  Yesterday was 90% happy and glad and 10% I was disappointed.  It's been 15 years since I was born that I carried this asthma, I'm bringing up this topic because I am very sure that since yesterday, my life was changed.  I am not proud of this, it's just a part of my life. I went to a dermatologist with my mother yesterday at Pasig around 3 in the afternoon. But the secretary told us that the doctor was out and attended a seminar and will be home at 4 p.m.  Since we're already there, my mom decided that we should wait for doctor to come, to kill our time, we ate at Greenwich, nyahaha, my mom is really hungry (always) just like me. -^_____^- We ate Hawaiian double pizza. And while going back to the clinic, I bought one brown envelope, in case that I need it for the coming school.  Then, thankfully the doctor was there, a very kind female dermatologist.   Wondering why a dermatologist since it was an asthma?!  Nyahaha.. As far as I know, asthma could be inherited from our parents or their relatives, it could be a hika or a skin asthma, so I just inherited a skin asthma from my mother's sister though from my father's side has a hika and not a skin asthma, but either of those, still it will be an asthma.  Actually in my own opinion, I think I am still lucky to have a skin asthma rather than a hika. I think I can handle skin asthma because according to my doctor, my situation is a numeral eczema that can cause by an allergy by eating foods like seafoods, chocolates, nuts, chicken, eggs, citrus fruits and fishes from the sea and all salty foods (and that was the disappointing thing 'coz all of the foods that I mentioned was really my favorite!!) and applying scented lotions and soaps.  And having this skin asthma is not only damaging my skin but my immune system too. Nyahaha, my mother told me that I should be a vegetarian na  (eeeww). Anyway, after the check-up (its' free), we bought the medicinal drugs and the creams to be applied on my skin from the doctor, so that cost something!! XDDD

Well, I am really hoping that my suffering could end up by the help of that dermatologist before college and of course, before the J.S. Prom again!!  And I am sure that I could really reduce my body weight this time, and I have no excuse.. XD This morning, I started to drink those prescribed medicines and really felt so sleepy again, this time it's worst!!!  I can't get up because of the sleepy feeling!! Argh!!

~au revoir!!

Grabe, pasukan nanaman, I think our school will start on June 7, too early for me.  I was hoping that it will be on June 13 or 14. But it's good it's not Monday or else I'll go to school for five days, at nakakapanibago pa yun, so buti na lang sa Wednesday ang start, so three days lang and I'm quite sure na half day lang yung three days na yun at hindi whole day..  Hayy.. At syempre wala pang masyadong gagawin, inaasahan ko na pagagandahin lang namin yung classroom at election for the class officers.  At ang pinaka inaasahan ko pagpasok ko sa school ay ang listahan ng sections at kung sino nanaman ang mga magiging classmates ko.

*sigh*.. Sana naman ay may makasundo ako, either Chantal or one of my friends. Before that, I think I'll be busy again, on June 6, I'll take my second visit to the clinic with my father, I guess..  and covering my ten books with plastic cover, ugh..  I'm too lazy to do that you know but I just can't rely it to the people around here, 'coz I know, they will not help me.  I'm also making another layout, version 16, actually, I completed the layout and haven't start the codings. So I am declaring now a SHORT HIATUS.. XDD

~goodbye for now

I really thought yesterday that our batch will have three sections, and I will be one of the St. Thomas section including my friends.  But this morning, I've decided to meet Chantal at school just to see the list, and I was surprised when I got there, she's already there and hugged me telling that we're classmates not including my last three year's friends but with Asami, Tiffin and with the top five honors, we're on the St. Benedict section.

I was really expecting that to happen from the first day of our vacation. I was hoping that this fourth year, we will have a retreat, I was wishing that we can be classmates and I'll be more close to Asami.  Including to my wish was about my friends and my ex boyfriend.. I really wish na magsama silang lahat!!  After seeing that list, I have nothing to wish for! Jonathan and Anica will be there too, and some of my classmates/friends way back when we're on grade six, it's just the way I was expecting to happen and it already happened.  I'll just hope that it will be the official list of the sections. But one disappointing thing was, even though we're classmates, there will be two sections only and we're 51 in the class.. too many.. X3 And Mrs. Taway (my favorite math teacher), I think it will be impossible for her to teach us, so so sad, I'll really miss her . But there will be more new teachers and seeing their pictures at school, I just hope that they will give high grades and not too strict..

~au revoir!

Dammit, this is the last day of my boredom..  School will start tomorrow and yet, I still don't know the official list of our sections.  Anyway, just copied a survey from yukinon/cagalli..

3 schools I went to:
-CDSA/CDSA/CDSA

3 things in my bag:
- Cellphone
- Wallet
- Comb

3 things i do when im stress:
- sleeping
- daydreaming
- watching t.v.

3 places I go on a daily basis:
- school
- school
- malls

3 favourite fruits:
- Mango
- Banana
- Lychee

3 names I go by:
- Donna
- Mayo
- Jack

3 things I am wearing right now:
- pajamas
- shirt
- underwear

Who is in the house with me:
- My father
- My mother
- My brother

Who am I thinking of right now:
- my doctor
- Asami
- Juno

Who did I last talk to on the phone:
- Krizel
-Jaline
(three way.. )

Who do I sit with during my 5th period in class:
- I dunno yet..

Who was the last person I uttered love:
- Juno

Who do I wish I am with right now:
- Chantal..

Who gets on my nerves most in school:
- annoying teachers
- annoying schoolmates
- annoying classmates

Where is my phone:
- beside me

Where do I sleep:
- in my room! DUH!

Where is the place I took a ride to:
- eh?

What was the last thing I ate:
- banana

What colour shirt am I wearing:
- purple

What is the closest item to me that is blue:
- desk

What do I like most about school:
- allowance
- food
- adventures/challenges

What is my favourite colour:
- Purple
- Pink
- Yellow
- Black

What do I wear most often, jeans or shorts:
- jeans ^^

What was the last movie I watched:
- mission impossible iii

When did I start school:
- will start tomorrow.

When did I last go to the mall:
- last, last week..

When did I last burn something:
- last saturday..

3 bloggers to do this:
- CattleyaChan
- Mhizyu
- Ikay

Today is my first day of being a senior high school student of the section, St. Benedict and being a part of that section is really the official from the list.  Frankly, I was a little bit uncomfortable though I am with Chantal, also Asami and Jonathan.  But it's just uncomfortable for me, maybe I used to spend my time with my old friends for three years and their attitude compare to the people I am with now is really different.  I just need time to adjust myself to them and I am expecting, really expecting Chantal to help me. In fact, I was relieved about how Asami treats me, it seems, she's so kind to me even if we just spent our time together just today.  I am so glad that we can be more close friends and that made me so happy. I hope my shyness will be gone soon and hoping that everybody could appreciate me as I am.

~bye

Haii.. Haven't update for past few days, so busy in school.   Yung as in, pagkauwi mo ng mga around 4 pm, higa ka sa sofa then sleep hanggang 8 pm..  nayahaha, umandar nanaman ang pagiging sleepyhead ko, pero buti nga ngayon na cocontrol ko na tulog ko unlike dati na sobra talaga.  There will be no classes tomorrow because it's an Independence Day? right? X3 Anyway, on tuesday, start na ng shifting or I should say, it will be the start of our regular classes and the dismissal will be at 4:30 p.m. Pero start na din un ng irregular posts ko dito sa blog..

~au revoir!

Got this survey from Sid.. 

xx - - FRiENDS SURVEY - - xx

DLM_PRODUCKTiONS

[x] NAME THE FRiEND THAT iS ...
Craziest- Jessica
Weirdest- Kevin Baldovino
Funniest- Manoel, Anthony, Jonathan, Kevin E.
Most Quiet- I prefer, myself..
Loudest- Jonathan
The Biggest Shopaholic- Karen & Diane
Girliest- Diane
Smartest- Chantal
Prettiest- Chantal
Honest- Chantal & Diane
Trustful- Chantal 
Athletic- Anthony
Ditziest- What?
The Biggest Flirt- Jessica? *peace*
Freakiest- Nice. 
Coolest- Manoel, Asami
Most Predictable- Juno
Most Dramatic- Kevin, Kevin B., Manoel, Tiffin
Sweetest- Diane and Chantal
Most Reliable- Joana, Jaline
Tallest- Krizel..
Shortest- Tiffin
Shyest- Depends on circumstance
Hyper one- Jessica
Loves animals- Jessica, Jaline

[x] WHiCH 0NES 0F Y0UR FRiENDS iS M0ST LiKELY T0...
Become Famous- Chantal.
Become Rich- Chantal
Marry Before The Age Of 20- Wala naman siguro, though SEX is a different story…
Not Go To College- Wala naman

Have More Than 3 Kids- Argh
End Up On Real World- hmm.. Martin?
Win The American Idol Competition- Neah Fe.. XDD
Become A Teacher- none
Become a doctor- ME? or Chantal and Jonathan
Have the best life ever- Chantal? XDD
Go to the best college- all of us. hopefully..
Become a model- Mariel or Karen

[x] RAND0M
Who was the first friend you've ever made?: Jonathan
Which friend have you known longest?: Chantal
Which friend have you've known the least?: Mariel, Asami.

Your most best friend ever? Chantal.. ^^
One of most memorable memories with a friend: Chantal & Jonathan.
Who can you trust through your whole life?: Chantal of course.. :D

I'm currently with Chantal right now at Rooster computer cafe here in Taguig. Thankfully, nakalabas na din ako ng house, my parents went to Antipolo again and told me that they will come home just after lunch, they wanted to go to a mass with my sister.  And because of my laziness, I choose to stay at home.  While I was making my upcoming layout this morning, my friend texted me and said that he is watching Fushigi Yugi: OAV at Animax, so I was surprised,  I was expecting it today but not expecting it will be on air just around 11 in the morning. And more surprised to know that it was aired yesterday at around 4 pm until 8 pm. Damn,  if I really knew that it will be aired yesterday, I'll really gonna watch it! Sad to say I haven't finish watching it because I'll go with Chantal to surf the net and craving to go outside because my brother really annoys me, he's watching BOLD movies at the sala, err..

~au revoir!!

Today was not that too busy in school, I mean, the shifting of the subject teachers started but they did not discussed (most of them).  They just give some orientation about the grading system, introduced themselves, the requirements. And the most important thing happened was, Mrs. Taway is still our math teacher in trigonometry!! hurray!!!  nyahaha, I am so happy, I think that's the only reason that made my day so complete though I kept on laughing about my seatmates.  Really gave me a headache was about the assignments!! darn it, there are actually six subjects that have assignments but I'll do four of them because the other two subjects will be passed by next week. But still I am not used to it that every first day of regular classes, I should expect the teachers to give assignments or I just hate assignments!!.  Lastly, my plans are doing fine, my plans? I still can't say what are those things here or he might read it...

~buh-bye!

I've decided to erased yesterday's entry about the scientific calculator thing.  Anyway, the teachers didn't gave us assignments because we will have a quiz for each subjects!!  But we had an assignment in Filipino, our teacher asked us to search for Dr. Jose P. Rizal's Mi Ultimo Adios poem.. And we need to memorize it (the original or should I say, the Spanish one)!!  By the way, I enjoyed my day today, really, I am starting to gain new friends..  Just wanted to post this:

MI ULTIMO ADIOS
 

Adiós, Patria adorada, región del sol querida,
Perla del mar de oriente, nuestro perdido Edén!
A darte voy alegre la triste mustia vida,
Y fuera más brillante, más fresca, más florida,
 También por ti la diera, la diera por tu bien.

En campos de batalla, luchando con delirio,
Otros te dan sus vidas sin dudas, sin pesar;
El sitio nada importa, ciprés, laurel o lirio,
Cadalso o campo abierto, combate o cruel martirio,
Lo mismo es si lo piden la patria y el hogar.

Yo muero cuando veo que el cielo se colora
Y al fin anuncia el día tras lóbrego capuz;
si grana necesitas para teñir tu aurora,
Vierte la sangre mía, derrámala en buen hora
Y dórela un reflejo de su naciente luz.

Mis sueños cuando apenas muchacho adolescente,
Mis sueños cuando joven ya lleno de vigor,
Fueron el verte un día, joya del mar de oriente,
Secos los negros ojos, alta la tersa frente,
Sin ceño, sin arrugas, sin manchas de rubor

¡Salud te grita el alma que pronto va a partir!
¡Salud! Ah, que es hermoso caer por darte vuelo,
Morir por darte vida, morir bajo tu cielo,
Y en tu encantada tierra la eternidad dormir.

Si sobre mi sepulcro vieres brotar un día
Entre la espesa yerba sencilla, humilde flor,
Acércala a tus labios y besa al alma mía,
Y sienta yo en mi frente bajo la tumba fría,
De tu ternura el soplo, de tu hálito el calor.

Deja a la luna verme con luz tranquila y suave,
Deja que el alba envíe su resplandor fugaz,
Deja gemir al viento con su murmullo grave,
Y si desciende y posa sobre mi cruz un ave,
Deja que el ave entone su cántico de paz.

Deja que el sol, ardiendo, las lluvias evapore
Y al cielo tornen puras, con mi clamor en pos;
Deja que un ser amigo mi fin temprano llore
Y en las serenas tardes cuando por mí alguien ore,
¡Ora también, oh Patria, por mi descanso a Dios!

Ora por todos cuantos murieron sin ventura,
Por cuantos padecieron tormentos sin igual,
Por nuestras pobres madres que gimen su amargura;
Por huérfanos y viudas, por presos en tortura
Y ora por ti que veas tu redención final.

Y cuando en noche oscura se envuelva el cementerio
Y solos sólo muertos queden velando allí,
No turbes su reposo, no turbes el misterio,
Tal vez acordes oigas de cítara o salterio,
Soy yo, querida Patria, yo que te canto a ti.

Y cuando ya mi tumba de todos olvidada
No tenga cruz ni piedra que marquen su lugar,
Deja que la are el hombre, la esparza con la
azada,
Y mis cenizas, antes que vuelvan a la nada,
El polvo de tu alfombra que vayan a formar.

Entonces nada importa me pongas en olvido.
Tu atmósfera, tu espacio, tus valles cruzaré.
Vibrante y limpia nota seré para tu oído,
Aroma, luz, colores, rumor, canto, gemido,
Constante repitiendo la esencia de mi fe.

Mi patria idolatrada, dolor de mis dolores,
Querida Filipinas, oye el postrer adiós.
Ahí te dejo todo, mis padres, mis amores.
Voy donde no hay esclavos, verdugos ni opresores,
Donde la fe no mata, donde el que reina es Dios.

Adiós, padres y hermanos, trozos del alma mía,
Amigos de la infancia en el perdido hogar,
Dad gracias que descanso del fatigoso día;
Adiós, dulce extranjera, mi amiga, mi alegría,
Adiós, queridos seres, morir es descansar.

Dapat pala hindi na ko pumasok ngaun pero sayang din ung quiz sa english and math, pero yun lang naman kasi ang magandang nangyari ngayon eh. Halos walang klase, may Holy Spirit mass kanina ng 8 ng umaga, tapos nag assist ung mga CAT officers, dahil busy sila, ako pa ang na assign ng adviser namin na mag offer sa altar.  ero nagulat ako, at naisip ko.. Bakit ako??  Siguro dahil nga tinatanong ng current adviser ko ung former adviser ko dati about my performance, eh active pa naman ako last year or laging tumutulong sa adviser ko dati, siguro yun ang sabi ng former adviser sa adviser ko ngaun.  Anyway, after the mass, English subject na, may quiz at hindi ako nag aral, wahaha, pero pasado naman ako, sayang nga eh, hindi ko na perfect pero next time, peperfect ko talaga.  Eh nakaka inis naman ung english teacher ko, hindi ako tinatawag kapag nag raraise ako ng hand pag discussion, same people lang ung tinatawag nia...  haayy.. Basta, sisiguraduhin kong makikilala din nia ko.

Pero bago matapos ang english, may napahiya or napagalitan among the boys, hindi kasi nagsusulat ng mga dinidictate nung teacher.  Recess na after that, Filipino na ang next, same teacher pa din at may quiz, pero hindi pumasok, may meeting ata mga teachers kaya nagdaldalan to the max naman kami.  Pati AP teacher hindi na din pumasok, then, lunch na!! XDD lamon naman then P.E na, bwiset, pinatakbo ba naman kami sa ilalim ng init ng araw... haayy...  walang kwenta... At syempre, hindi ko makakalimutan ang Trigo..  actually, hindi ko naman magiging favorite ang math kundi dahil sa teacher eh, nyahaha... may quiz din kami, at almost perfect ko na, sayang talaga.. astig talaga ng teacher namin... ^^

Nakapag submit na din ako ng UPCAT application form, sa wakas!!! hehehe... Kaso mukhang preso talaga picture ko dun..

I hope that's the right term.. "windang".. that's what happened to me for this day, I dunno if I'm deaf or what, but I usually make mistakes in what I've been doing, it seems, I am so blank-minded! And my stomach really aches, I felt random things, besides that I passed all the quizzes except for A.P., err, I used to get low scores on that subject since last year because of the teacher, I am not comfortable with the way she teaches us and still I can say I am not 100% happy, maybe because I am missing my former classmates, but of course I can say that I am 100% satisfied.

Our class schedule was changed and so satisfied again because, our math was moved in the morning. Thanks to my seatmates, I didn't get bored because of their naughtyness and kept me laughing all day!! But we have again more assignments, it's even more than the first day, and thankfully, we will not memorize the whole Mi Ultimo Adios poem. I am very sure, I am really, really busy this year, well.. of course, this is my last year in high school.

Last one is about my lovelife, cheesy stuff or whatever you may call about that stuff --- the emotional being of me (I really don't want to talk about it).. Well, I was surprised this afternoon in our T.L.E subject, someone showed me a sign, but in fact, he never told me if he's planning to court someone, he's one of my friends. Uhmm... for me it's a sign, or it's just my imagination, because he told me unusual thing/s that's why I was surprised to heared that from him, but I am not sure what are his plans, maybe it's not me or it's not the about courting someone, but I'm thingking that, if it's not gonna affect me or if it's not related to me, why can't he just say it straight?? and just leaved me questions running through my head!! One thing is, about my past, as I was reading some of my friends' posts, one of them just post something that is really related to me, that made me reminisce of my past life. And realized that, he still loves me?? or he can't get over?? or is it just my imagination again?? But whoever has a plan courting me, I am sorry, I am still stucked in the getting over stuff, my past was really ache!! but it's the risk to take for that person to wait for me to heal my bleeding heart.. X3

~au revoir!!

Last night, I slept in the house of my tita's, because I haven't said here that my father was in the hospital last, last night, and my mother was with him.  o, my brother was the only one I was with here in the house, so we've decided that I should go to my titas, so there will be food and I'll spend my night there. Anyway, I came home here from school today around 5 pm and thankfully, my parents were here already..

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This morning at school, our batch of fourth year went to the AVR to watch the movie Troy, actually, I've seen this movie before, but I dunno when it was happened but when I first watched it, I didn't focused totally on the story.  But this morning, as we watched it, of course I was between Chantal and Asami, so feeling great!!  I focused and tried to understand the story and compared it to the movie Helen of Troy ---- which Helen is so bitch!! I just realized that I criticize Helen!!

Skip to that, I felt or we felt in love with Brad Pitt (Achilles in the story), damn!!  Asami and I were imagining his body when we're watching the movie (Brad Pitt's body only) together with the face of David Beckham!  nyahaha, how naughty we are!!  And I have so much realizations about what I thought when I first watched it and today as I watched and understand the whole story, Achilles is sooooo sweet and so SEXY.. <3 nyahaha.. and the other, I also realized the character of Orlando Bloom portrays Paris, I thought he's role is good but the true is, he's so stupid and a coward in the story!! Harhar, and lastly, I will not forget of course that there were nude scenes too, nyahaha...  that's why we felt in love with the body of Brad Pitt and that's all that matters!!!  (I also like his actions, a true man) <333333333

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Thankfully, the very first time, we have no assignments, even though there were, we will submit it by friday and the other by next week, so I am currently relaxing myself.

Haii, I'm really not in the mood to say something now, I'm soooo sleepy.. And to think that, I'm still not getting ready for the form tomorrow, for the privates, it will start tomorrow. My computer teacher assigned me to be the secretary for the computer club, I don't know if I must be happy or what, but I don't like it! haaiii... Anyway, I made a new layout again for version seventheen.. Need comments about it, pleas tell something about what you think about my layout..

Har, our adviser was angry to us this morning, because we never obeyed her orders, we always do the CAT first before doing her orders like applying floor wax, to the floor, cleaning the room and our line before flag ceremony is a mess!. I can't blame her, if I'm on her situation, I'll also be angry to my advisory class. Anyway, I didn't made myself clear about yesterday.. actually, as I've said, my computer teacher assigned me to be the secretary of the computer club and all the secretary of all the clubs will have a meeting today at 3 p.m., at the same time, we will also have our form in CAT. So I was thingking that I'll not attend the meeting, instead, I'll attend our form.  Of course, for me, it's more important than attending a meeting and Mrs. Rodriguez (our english teacher) will only discussed about doing the minutes, I didn't have the idea about it at first but thanks to my friends, they told me how to make it, it's so simple, it's just about the things discussed and done on a meeting, the time, venue, agenda, blah, blah..  So why need to attend the meeting if I already knew it?!

Being a secretary of the club is fine with me (actually, I'm happy ). But when my computer teacher told me that I'll help the president of the club to make a website for the club.. I just imagined how will I talk to him..  He's a friend of Chantal and Juno and I just approached him once and I really, really shy when I get to see him, I dunno why..  And someone told me a while ago that he already knew that I am the secretary of the club, just wondering what was his reaction..  Haaiii... I dunno what to do if there will be a time, that we will have a meeting..

Okay, that's about it, so I didn't attend the meeting. I hope my computer teacher is not angry.. Well, as I remember, she told me that, she'll excuse me to my MAPEH (CAT) teacher, but there's no one excused me so that I can attend the meeting. I am really tired right now because of the form.. I was disappointed because I'm not included to the Medics..