So many things happened. I went to Antipolo last saturday and I got home here last night, it's been three days I was not able to post here.  Since yesterday is a labor day, my sisters didn't work and just stayed at home, my mother fetched me last night. Anyway, what had happened was a completely boredom.  We always go to the mall whenever we meet. I've met the sister of my sister's boyfriend who will arrive home this May.  We ate a lot. My sister also bought me new shirt.. ^_^

I also watched the newest Jdorama in channel 7, Gokusen.. I really admire her, she's also the character "Sadako" in Ring 0.. She's really beautiful...  And about Gokusen, I am confused again about my schedule.  I used to surf the net during 5 pm until 8 pm, but how can I watch Gokusen at 6 pm, and Fushigi Yugi at animax at the same time.. And when I'll gonna watch Fushigi Yugi at 9 pm, I'll also watch another at channel 7..  I dunno which of them I'll gonna watch first.

~au revoir!!

I wasn't been able to post here for almost one week. I was busy editing my profile in friendster just to kill time. I even find out other Friendster links just like their forum which made myself satisfied with my layout.  Well, I just can't make my own layout for my friendster, I hate codings.   I hate understanding them! XD But the layouts they're featuring there was I think only second to be one of the source of the layouts, I found another link, which is really different, the shape of the layouts were completely different (and that is the first reliable source), maybe the designers have really knowledge about web designing.  But I didn't get one of the layouts.  Coz' I still need to edit some of the codes and that time, I am really tired. So I just stick to the second source. ^_^

I was at Antipolo once again yesterday and got home this morning. And I met Diane, we went to a mass and surprised to see her bestfriend, my ex.. What I mean is my ex boyfriend that is her bestfriend who ignored us!!

Actually, I wasn't surprised at all. At first, I really didn't seen him when we're coming. Diane was the only one to saw him first. I've searched my feelings for him, I am/was expecting to see him once again just to see if my feelings towards him was changed.. And I think it is.

Well, it's kinda weird for us, everytime one of us is looking at the back where he was, he always look at the ground, hmm..   sort of hiding himself from us. And after the mass, I thought or we thought that he will approach Diane who is his bestfriend, (well, I am not expecting him to approach me!). But Diane was really disappointed. He just walk away.

Well.. for me, how could he do that!  I think he's been an asshole or a jerk lately.  If he was really get over what had happened between us, then he could approach me as a friend just like me who I think can do that to him (in front of his fucking face!)  tsk... tsk... I remember what I've said to him.. that I'll gonna change myself and that made him angry to me after we broke up because he didn't want me to change at all.

But the thing is. At the very first time, all he was saying and blaming to me is I think his true feelings. I mean, first is blaming me to have a third party and yet he's the one!  I know I am not sure but, having a new girl after we broke up? Maybe when we're still together, she already have feelings for that girl (and for me at the same time), so it seems he was the one who have another! And the second is, telling me not to change myself which made me think he's the one who really changed!!

After all, I really have no time with people who even doesn't know how to appreciate.

Something that I've realized, though I am still in getting over stuff. Everytime I see cute or handsome guys out there, I am thinking that, there will be more guys waiting there for me or guys that will love you more than anyone else or more than any of your ex!  I mean at the end you will realized having the person you are meant to be with is worth it all.. I mean worth it, the breakups with your ex, crying over them, it's worth it finding the man you're really wishing for.

~au revoir

wahaha, this entry is the only one that having a filipino title.. nyaha..  Supposedly yesterday, I had gone to market-market together with my old friends at school at exactly 10 in the morning, we've planned it for almost a week, we want to go there to buy a gift for my friend's birthday tomorrow. But really fucking day it was!!  I woke up at 9 am and without eating my breakfast, I called my two friends on the phone and surprising to hear that they're both still asleep! argh!  But I have another plan, actually, I'll meet also Diane if my friends weren't available. She asked me to go out at 1 pm together with the others. So that's what had happened, since my friends are not available, I go ne out with my another friends and it's more worth it  than spending my time with my old friends which you couldn't have the guts to be free  and having a doubt that you might not enjoy your time with them because you really don't know them at all!!

Anyway, I'll go again to Megamall later, I'll meet my family there, we will eat dinner and I am going there with my tita.. XD My dad will enroll me tomorrow at school, really feeling school is coming!!  I am not sure if I'll gonna turn this blog into a Hiatus, but my sisters will go home again this saturday and as usual.. blah, blah.. XD

Ending this post, I still can't say the reason of this title.. "Naiipit ako!"

~au revoir!!

STORY: 

1. OF YOUR NAME-
tsk.. actually, my parents wanted a boy when my mother was pregnant..  but im a girl, but first when they think i was a boy, my name was "don" then they changed it into "donna" maybe from my mother's name that starts with the letter "D".. My parents kinda weird though..

2. OF YOUR PARENTS-
i really have no idea how they met but i think they were "L.Q" i mean, lover's quarrel that time because of my father's attitude. My mom said that my father is really "manhid" or something like that. He can't express his feelings easily and even don't admit that he loves my mom. Maybe he just show it through actions and not by words. Really cute.

3. OF YOUR LAST BIRTHDAY-
I really forgot it.. hmm.. oh.. i see.. I just went to a mass..

4. OF YOUR FIRST LOVE- 
geez.. at first, he have a bad impression to me, i really hate him and even cursed him! argh!  pero na develop ako sa kanya.. well.. i think he made me fall for him and realizing just this year that what i've felt for him was unrequited love pero hindi ngayon!

5. OF YOUR ROOM-
dating room ng mga ate ko.. i have nothing more to say about my room.. it's a one big messy place!

6. OF LAST CHRISTMAS-
went to a mass with family..

7. OF YOUR V-DAY-
err.. bought 2 roses and one balloon: one rose for Chantal (actually, we just exchanged ours), one rose for me, and the balloon for Asami 

8. OF YOUR CURRENT CLOTHES-
My sisters usually picked them for me since they have the money to buy them for me! More on pink, red, white.. XD

9. OF THE FIRST TIME YOU SAW YOUR CRUSH-
XD he's my long time crush.. and I don't feel saying things about him..

10. OF YOU AND YOUR BEST FRIEND-
met her since grade six and didn't noticed that she likes me to be her bestfriend though our friends were telling me that she likes me to be her bestfriend, then my heart fall for her..  I mean I accepted her to be my bestfriend and she's one of my inspirations now a days.

11. OF THE LAST PLACE YOU WENT TO-
went to market-market just to eat and drink with my new friends..

12. OF THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED-
I always cry whenever I feel sleepy..

13. OF YOUR GREATEST ACHIEVEMENT SO FAR -
tsk.. no failing grades and reached above top 5 in class..

THIS WAS TAKEN FROM CATTLEYA (also Chantal, my bezzie)

I am still angry today maybe because I have a monthly period and it's my third day. nyahaha... But this week really annoys me, I planned to wake up this morning before 10 in the morning but what had happened was, I woke up at 10:30..  And my day was ruined!  It's not because I woke up late, but supposedly, I'll go to school with my mom to enroll me and we wanted to go there at 10, but I just ruined the plan. One more thing is, even though I was late and thought that I'll still go with her, she just left me!  argh!

Diane was telling me to come with her to our friend's house, but I didn't.  I dunno why, maybe because my parents were here and thinking that they will not allow me to go or my laziness attacked me..  Well, the other side of my mind was, I really wanted to go there, besides I have nothing to do here besides surfing the internet.. Because there are people there that I really wanted or should see just now..  Of course that includes Diane and her friend but there are more people I should see. tsk... tsk.. I am a little bit disappointed to myself..

~au revoir!!

Err.. my layout was a mess lately, maybe it's a sign that I should make a new one.. ^^ Anyway, yesterday was really annoying, I was enjoying blog hopping, finding PNGs for my new layout and then.. the electricity run out!  err, it was raining so that's why they've got a problem with I guess the fuse or something.. Yet, it's not a surprising thing, everytime it rains, we usually suffered from brownout..  Because of that, I wasn't been able to watched Love of Condor Heroes and Jewel in the Palace..

I just chat with Chantal (Cattleya) on the phone, nyahaha.. We talked until 11:30 pm then I still have the guts to watched Yu Yu Hakusho at Animax, it's just 15 minutes of the episode.. XD

But for today, I overslept this morning, I woke up at 11:30, then I really thought I was alone because my parents and my brother are not here and if they were, someone would wake me up!

After a while my brother arrived.. XD I just watched t.v the whole day though it was raining and sort of feeling sleepy today. At the same time trying to register to the promo Unlimited Text but I haven't till now..

I overslept again!  from 2 p.m until 5 p.m, so I just started surfing the net just then..

~au revoir!!

This is a love letter from a boy to a girl.... However, the girl's father does not like him and wanted them stop their relationship and so the boy wrote this letter to the girl.. he knows that the girl's father will definitely read this letter..

So bad!! However, before handing over the letter to the girl, the boy told the girl to "READ BETWEEN THE LINES", meaning read only the odd numbers.

copied from http://raveneyes.atspace.com/

Dear Friend,
Did you know?...

Did you know that when you envy someone, it's because you really like that person?

Did you know that those who appear to be very strong in heart, are real weaklings and most succeptible?

Did you know that those who spend their time protecting others are the ones that really need some one to protect them?

Did you know that the three most difficult things to say are : "I love you", "Sorry", and "help me"? The people who say these are those that actually need them or really feel them, and they are the ones you really need to treasure, because they have said them.

Did you know that people who occupy themselves by keeping others company or helping others are the ones that actually need your company and help?

Did you know that those who dress in red are more confidence in themselves?

Did you know that those who dress in yellow are those that enjoy their beauty?

Did you know that those who dress in black, are those who want to be unnoticed and need your help and understanding?

Did you know that when you help someone, the help is returned in two folds?

Did you know that those who need more of you are those that did not mention it to you?

Did you know that it's easier to say what you feel in writing than saying it to someone in the face? But did you know that it has more value when you say it in the face?

Did you know that what is most difficult for you to say or do is much more valuable than anything that is valuable that you can buy with money?

Did you know that if you ask for something in faith, your wishes are granted?

Did you know that you can make your dreams come true, like falling in love, becoming rich, staying healthy, if you ask for it by faith, and if you really knew, you'd be surprised by what you could do.

But don't believe everything I tell you, until you try it for yourself , if you know someone that is in need of something that I mentioned of, and you know that you can help,you'll see that it will be returned in two folds.

That you can always count on someone to be there to listen, to be there for you?

"If the world were to end in 24 hours,all the phone lines, chat rooms and email will be saturated from people sending messages to others, saying: "I regret having made you feel bad", "Pardon me", "I love you", "I hold you in high esteem", take good care of yourself" and sometimes "I have always loved you, only I never told you".

Since I have read the latest entry of Chantal (CattleyaChan), I realized about this kind of weather, when some people complain if it's hot and when it's freezing. For me, I will be more happy if it's freezing or when it rains, for almost a year, I am really addicted to the sound of raindrops.. XD Anyway, I am currently making my upcoming layout.. version 14.. But I have still some problems about the codings, I'm uploading it to m freewebs account.. XD I hope I can place it here by tomorrow... ^^

~au revoir!!

wee!! at last, I uploaded my new layout.. darn.. ang tanga ko!! hahaha.. it's about the coding of the layout, I was so paranoid asking my bestfriend to fix it but it seems she was confused too. There was a problem at first, but hopefully, I solve the problem.. and don't ask what was the wrong code.. I find it more difficult to make this than the last time I made this kind of layout.. (version 13).. Maybe because, I was not focusing myself more to it than before.. XD

My next goal is making an avatar (gif). Let's see if the layers will stay to it's right place and will not turn messy.. ^^

~au revoir!

School still sucks for me, maybe because summer vacation wasn't enough for me to forget bad memories from my past especially during third year. I even didn't get enjoyed myself, I just stayed at home, surfing the net, watching t.v., eating and sleeping of course, and it was a completely boredom for me. Though I get a chance of meeting new people, friends and some acquaintances. It's just not enough to satisfy me. And speaking about the coming school, I still want more weeks to get ready for that day and the day will be on June 7.

Overslept again this morning, and combining my breakfast and lunch meal together in one eating. I just talked to my friends on the phone about the coming school. They already knew that there will be three sections in our batch, and our former adviser last third year could be the adviser of the section three (also our section when I was on third year). I am on the section two together with my friends and some of our classmates during first year and second year. Whew.. I want to say more about this, but it's freaking annoys me.

Anyway, about my layout again, I uploaded new 12 avatars again.. ^^ Collecting avatars/icons really makes me happy.

~au revoir!!

I just thought last night that, before this summer vacation ends, I must enjoy myself more and spend my time with my true friends.  First is my bestfriend, Chantal went here to give me the upcat form and I was expecting her to stay longer but she told me that she had a curfew so that's why she didn't stayed any longer. Second was about Diane..  Actually we just met a while ago, I asked her to go with me to photocopy the upcat form for five pages (my sister told me to do this! ). And she agreed and told me to go to Bicutan and eat halo-halo at Chowking so I agreed.  But I was not expecting to see our ex, nakikipagbalikan siya kay Diane.  I should say these things in Filipino.. XD but I have nothing against it if he will spend his time with his two ex girlfriends..  Well.. I just hope that his intentions to Diane is good and nothing bad will happen or let's say no one will get hurt if they will be together again.

So far, I enjoyed myself though I felt some boredom inside of me , because of my attitude was a little bit changed.  Diane insisted to go to my house, at first, I didn't want to, because of my brother, but hopefully, everything is going on easily..  She stayed here for almost two hours. I hope I can be more open to her when we talk about the things that's been happening to us since we're in different schools..  I'll miss her so much.

~au revoir!!

*cough* For past weeks, I've been eating sweets, like ice cream (different flavors) and when my sister brought chocolates, hersheys chocolates, I really can't stop craving for it every minute.  But for me, I like Cadbury more..  As long as there are no nuts!! I will really eat them! XDD Anyway, I added some of my hates on the menu.. nyahaha, there will be more..  And I am planning to delete some of my joined fanlistings..

Hmm........ *thinks* Maybe I can say for now that I really can't get over.. argh!  Yup.. I admit it at last, I've been so stupid to myself.. Though I am very sure that my feelings were gone towards him.. I mean, I woke up into reality of what was Diane said to me... It's really hard to forget, you will really think that you can't get over because you think you still love that person but it's just the memories that keeps you stay on the same ground..  And even life goes on as if nothing was happened, memories won't change.  I think that's the thing why I am still stuck but I am not holding on.. "Girls can forgive but can't forget" -- I agree..  I am still confused, I dunno if I should forgive him, nyahaha.. I am so stupid knowing that I hurted him too.. Maybe I should let this go...  Both of us experienced pain and misunderstandings to each other.. So, I am just holding on to our friendship (if he really treats me as a friend). I will just treasure what had happened between us.  <<--- no!!.. ---->>>

~au revoir!!

Today was full of crap!  I woke up 6:30 in the morning, and my stomach aches! Last night, when we arrived home, my stomach aches.. argh!  I met again Diane, we went to a mass again. While walking, we saw our friends, uhh.. Our guy friends there.. Hmm..  At the end of the mass, I saw Chantal with her mom, some of our former teachers/ advisers.  While I was talking with Diane, we're waiting for our ex at the same time. (Read my past entries to know more about what's been happening between the three of us).  They will go to market-market (it's like a date) , of course not with me! XD When he walks from the net cafe, I felt so annoyed, I dunno but what Chantal said to me a while ago, it's very unusual and a very small world for the three of us.. XDD His tropa, I should say, saw us three and one of them just reacted, nyahaha... I really should not go with them, I dunno why.. But of course I will still go with Diane because we're friends , but with our ex?? I think I shouldn't, it's not because I was affected by them or something like that!! Duh!  I just don't like!! *screams*

After that.. Back again to usual things in the house. I felt dizzy for past hours, so I just slept.  Anyway, I was registered to unlimited text promo for four days *lolz*, that thing shouldn't be proud of.  Well, I just realized what Chantal told me before about this unlimited text makes her thumb experience pain.. uhh.. I think I understand her now, coz' that's what I've been experiencing too lately these days.  So much happened that I can't say how in many ways. How about the movie Da Vinci Code, I was disappointed because it was Rated 18 but I am not craving to watch it..  What the hell?! What's the use of buying pirated cds?!  They made us do it! Right?! It's their fault!

~au revoir!!

I was so glad I have made a layout for my blizz (Diane) . I thought I would upload that layout for my blog but I can't think the right tite for the design. It was so pink, then I ask Chantal what could be the most appropriate title, then she said Pink Addiction , suddenly I remember Diane, she has an email add that is pinkaddiction. So, I've decided to give her my layout.  Just check her blog at http://www.tabulas.com/~mhizyu. Nyahaha.. Currently, I am with Diane right now for the second time..  We just ate or I should say lamon (that's what she said) like halo-halo.. , kwek-kwek, and lots of junk foods.  Then once again, it's about our ex, Diane told me to call him at the phone, so I agreed. They just talked while I was eating and watching Endless Love.  They really missed each other! wow! Love is in the air!!

~au revoir!!

I realized that everytime my internet card run out, that's the time I'll make a new layout for my blog.  I always do. I dunno, maybe I just can't keep myself away from the computer so even if I will not be able to surf the net and update my blog, I'll make a new layout.  So here it is.. Fading Innocence version fiftheen -- Truth about Lies. Actually, the idea of this title was from Chantal (a.k.a CattleyaChan), I asked her what would be the appropriate title for the image. I really like the image but I dunno who she is,  I got it from advanced anime, just check my credits. I have  two stories to share with you..

(Being the negative side of Me)

Anyway, just woke up a little bit early, about 9 a.m, then I took my breakfast at 9:30 a.m.  But today really got my head burned out!  Just because of people who doesn't know how to trust her friends. Actually I had a fault there too.  It's just.. She's so paranoid!  I mean, it's about the guy who she thinks she is falling in love. Actually, halatang-halata na siya dun sa guy, ewan ko kung ako lang ang nakakahalata or pati yung iba pa naming friends.  I won't tell her name. So she brought the topic about what she feels about that guy, and I really knew it who is that guy, I dunno how, but I just sense that it's my ex boyfriend.  Pero ang ginawa ko, pina amin ko siya kung sino talaga yun, so we made an agreement, that if I tell Diane about her secret, she will tell my secret too.  (I don't like to tell what secret I said to her). But knowing that the guy is really my ex?! It was a big mistake making sure to myself that the guy she adores was my ex.   I am not telling that I am jealous, or something like that, but in fact, I was a bit affected.  She told me that her feelings for him is not that very sure.  A day later, I met Diane, I've been thinking if I should tell her what had happened and how I feel about it.  I know, I am very rude and selfish, I did not think about her feelings. I admit, I did told Diane what had happened.  For me, there's nothing wrong if Diane will know about the situation she's into even if Diane is the bestfriend of that guy , I know she's taking her time to make sure about her feelings. She should trust Diane or me though..  And knowing that Diane already knew about it, she (the untrusty girl) just made this thing more complicated, the guy already knew that we're hiding something from him because she told something that there will be a spreading "chismis" and he must not believe it.  She just did it by herself to let the guy know about her secret!  And this fucking guy just thought that I was the one who has a secret! darn!  Lalo pa niyang pinatunyan ang sakit na ginawa niya..  From  our break up, that the reason was still believing other people's lies up to now?! He won't believe me?!  Ugh.. Get lost!  Loser!

(The positive side of Me)

If you always read my posts, you could notice some of my words,  there are people who I am or was angry with. One of these are my ex, martin, my friends, etc.  I've realized last night that they might read this blog of mine and they might think that nakikipag plastikan ako in Reality..  Actually, it's not that.. I am so weird, maybe the things I've wrote in here were only my thoughts, my thoughts about them. I can't explain but this is just me.  It's not that nakikipag plastikan ako, maybe I have a split personality just like Chantal. Different in reality and different when alone or inside thinking..

~that's all

Woke up at 9:30 a.m. but took my breakfast at 10:30 a.m. then the day goes on easily but some people still annoys me.  It was her (the untrusty girl) who I mentioned yesterday on my post. I dunno what's her problem . I understand her situation especially her lovelife for now about her suitor who just used her just to forget Chantal. But for me, she must not blame other people for what's been happening on her life.  She's so annoying!!  After my best friend, next is my ex boyfriend, I dunno, but she's so curious about what had happened between us like ano daw ang tawagan namin? that time, so on....   But it's not her problem or it's not her life! She's too paranoid, I hope that she just mind her own business and nothing else! She just disturbing my normal life with questions that she know I don't want to answer or to talk about. Para bang nang aasar pa!  

Haay... Thankfully my brother told me that I can now surf the net anytime..  Hurray! I think that's the best news for today. Too bad Asami (Chantal's bestfriend too) will transfer another school, I thought we can be more close friends..

~au revoir!!

Today, I woke up at 10:30 in the morning.  I am the only one here inside our house. They left me all alone.  Well, that's fine for me so that I can do everything I want but of course I still have responsibilities that they had left for me to do here.
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Here's the topic, I dunno if someone's reading my post but if there is, I hope she/he will understand what the heck I am saying!  It's about my very weird dream.  Last January, after I've broked up with my ex, I was so depressed and blank minded.  I dreamed about some blurry scenes, scenes that I didn't expect that would happen in reality. These scenes played on my dream were so fast like a video that's been in fast forward, no actions, only pictures of the scenes.  After that night, I really didn't remember the whole details, the only thing I remember is the picture of a number... number twenty-six.. I just ignored my dream at first but after a couple of days, I felt that some of the things I've been doing was the same in that dream.  But the weird thing is, these things happening to me or I should say de ja vu happens in different  days, I mean, on that dream, there were lots of scenes and I think that scenes will happen on the future and at the end of my dream, number 26 just appeared.  So I wait for the 26th day of each month since I've dreamed of it. Actually, I did thought that it might be only my imagination because of what had happened to me.  But why I am experiencing de ja vu in different days from a one dream?!  Maybe because I am still expecting him to come back.  Well, I did expect that, I just thought that the number 26 is the day when he will come back *stupid*.  I think I was just too paranoid to assume something like that.

Hopefully, something happened related to this dream, actually last night (May 25), an hour before twelve midnight (26).. He opened the topic about what had happened between our past, actually, it's not about our relationship, but in fact admitting our mistakes, I mean that time we're so confused about our feelings because of someone.  It's about my friend that he fell in love with after me.  He told me that the girl treated him very bad especially on the bulletin board at Friendster after what happened.  She used to say words that could hurt his feelings. I am really not sure about what had happened between them but I am thankfully that he knew at last the true attitude of that girl, even if that is my friend, I should admit her bad attitude or actions as her friend too.  At the end of our conversation, he told me that the reason why I hurted him so much was because he felt that he was in some kind of a SET-UP! I was a bit happy seeing that message, because if you could read my past entry, I told what I felt that time was a SET-UP too! So, it means that, someone just set-up us two to break up! He end our conversation at exactly 12 midnight -- May 26, 2005.

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Why Holding On: The Effect

I realized that I used to hold on to someone truly special to me.  First is my best friend, I dunno why but she really changed me, I mean some of my bad habits, she changed it and she serves as my inspiration.  And after all these years since we're on sixth grade, I still can't let go of her.  I mean, I really value our friendship. Even if I have more best friends, I think she' the very best, the one who is  true and real to me until now.  And our destiny proved it, by seperating us, we've been classmates only once because for three years in high school, we're not classmates but batchmates, but still we know we hold each other in our hearts and the communication is still there.

Anyway, back to the topic.. I said at first that I expected him to come back and that proves my stupidness!  But that dream tells me something more.  I dunno but it is a sign for me, but I dunno what it tells.  It could mean holding on or letting go and just be friends. I dunno why I really like him, a lot! I shouldn't say I love him coz' if I did, I feel sorry to myself.  The truth is, life still goes on and I am still stuck on the past. So it's 50-50. And I know, I'll never know the answer and the only way to know is him, just like my friend told me last night, hayaan mo ng mangyari ang dapat mangyari, and I am ready for it.

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DOUBT: Iba ang nagdududa sa nagtatanong..
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~ au revoir!!

Ugh..  I woke up at 6:30 in the morning and got home here from Antipolo, it's so weird but I slept last night a little bit early and yet my whole day was so.. so.. boring , I really feel so sleepy, just went to a mass with Diane, she insisted to go to our house but I didn't allowed her , I dunno what's the problem with me, it's not that I don't want her to come here.  It's just.. I wanted to take a rest, and I just cleared to her a week ago that only monday up to friday, she can go here whenever she wants to , but Sunday? I really don't feel or I am not in the mood to entertain guests, Sundays is the day when I sleep almost a day.  And that's what happened to me.  That's all I can say for now..

 ~au revoir!

Well, it seems I've nothing to say worth reading right now.  Uhmm.. just being a sleepyhead really annoys me.  I always feel so sleepy and even if I like to do more things, I just can't because I'm already asleep. Watching t.v. and sleeping are the only things I can do right now. Is this the effect of being bored and locked up inside the house?!  Just kidding, I wasn't locked up here, but it seems to be, because I spent almost 80% of my summer vacation inside the house, and the 20% is going to our house at Antipolo and mall hoppings.  I am so booooored! To think that because of this boredom, net surfing is the only way to reduce it. Even if I don't know what else I can do here. X3

~au revoir!

Nyahaha.. Yesterday I talked to Chantal on the phone, we talked a lot of things, things that were happening in our lives and also our plans. One of these was about our blogs. Well, she knew that I really can't upload GIF avatars here because the layers will turn into a mess. Thanks to her, she found out that Tabulas was resizing 100 by 100 avatars into 90 by 90. So that solved my problem! I can really upload now avatars, avatars that I made on my own using Adobe Photoshop 7.0. Well.. I really have nothing to say right now, and too lazy to put some smileys..

~bye