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Currently, I am waiting for my sister to come.  I woke up at 9:20 a.m. Whew! I think I will not spend my time with my pc for longer hours today or until tomorrow.  I am really sure my sisters will use it. (also my mom). I have nothing to say. I am just waiting patiently.

~au revoir!

Wuhehe.. I'll gonna meet my newest friend Diane who is studying at Pateros today at 4:30 p.m.  We will go to mass then, we will go together with his friend J.M. to her cousin's house. I dunno what to do, I am still shy and I dunno what will I say if I meet them.  Whew! It's a challenge for me. Anyway, I think I'll go home late, so I posted here in a sudden.

~au revoir!!

Hindi ko alam kung saan ko sisimulan itong post na ito.  Ang dami kong gustong sabihin. Love, Hatred, Loosing of Trust, being Negative, Suffering.

Haay.. Sige na, balikan nga natin ang nangyari sa sawi kong pag-ibig.  The characters were, me (of course), Juno (my ex), someone (I dunno yet who's that person), my friends, his friends, and Martin.

Whew.. Matagal ko na din tong kinimkim since we've broked up. Finding reasons why he left me, siguro sinadya niya na hindi sabihin yung real reason, dahil sa pride?  Hinayaan niyang ako mismo makaalam huh.. Well.. Alam ko na kung ano ung dahilan.. Ang paniniwala niya sa isang kasinungalingan!  Nalaman ko na kaya pala siya nakipag break was because may nagsabi daw sa kanya na mas pinili ko si Martin instead of him (Juno).  I don't care kung sino man ang nagsabi nun, maybe one of my friends, taong may galit sakin, taong napag utusan ng may gusto sakin, taong may gusto sa kanya, close friend niya or maybe taong nang tritrip! Kung sino man siya.. Panalo na siya sa ginawa niyang paninira sa relationship namin. If ever man one of my friends ang nagsabi nun, I really don't care. You know why?! Because I am very honest with myself..  They can never and will never know what's on my mind or what is my feelings towards a person BETTER than I do!!

Hindi ko toh sinasabi to get him back into my life but, I just want to verify na mali ang mga pinagsasabi nila against me! I want justice! Siraan na ba toh!! Gusto ko na tuloy maging lawyer, nyahaha..

Honestly.. Wala akong natatandaang mas pinili ko pa si Martin instead of my bf that time!. Actually, I even asked Martin if he knows something and even one of my friends. Pero isa lang ang sinabi nila.. Walang nangyaring ganun.  Sabi nga ni Martin.. "Bakit hindi niya vinerify sayo kung totoo yun di ba?!" I admit minsan hindi ko alam ang mga sinasabi or ginagawa ko but deep inside I am very sure about what I am looking for or what I want, I never lied to myself, all the decisions I made, I really think it over.. I maybe cold and cruel but I know what I am doing. Besides bakit ko naman pipiliin si Martin instead of my bf, eh ang tanga ko naman nun!. Imaginin nga lang na sinabi ko yun, hindi na ko makapaniwala eh.  Aminin na natin na nagka crush ako kay Martin nung first few weeks nung third year before pero aaminin kong mabilis yung nawala (it's not because I used Juno just to forget him or something), one month ko lang ata napag tripan maging crush un eh, and kung irarate ko among the guys na nagkaron ako ng crush.. I think it's just 5% over 100 na may halo pang pag iwas yun huh, dahil napakalabo naman kasi na fall ako dun, parang natutuwa lang ako sa kanya before and naging close pa ng barkada ko. And I don't even took my feelings for him seriously and for granted.

I was so much in love with Juno... and sa mga nangyari, I almost think that I was suffering or being punished with no reasons at all..  Tama nga ang hinala ko, may nanira nga sakin kaya heto, sobrang sama ng loob ko, hind man siguro siniraan, siguro na misunderstand nanaman ang mga actions ko.. (what you see is NOT what it seems).  Bukod sa hindi niya (Juno) sinabi yung tungkol dun, mas lalo kong napatunayan na I really can't trust anyone arround me. Ang masasabi ko lang about kay Martin.. Kahit hindi naging kami ni Juno, hindi ko pa din siya kayang mahalin. The fact na nagawa kong aminin kay Juno na nagkaron nga ako ng crush kay Martin what more na kaya ko ding aminin sa kanya if I've fallen for that guy! (so hindi naman talaga ko na fall dun!).  About naman sa taong nagsabi nun, bahala na siya, kung ano yung gusto niyang paniwalaan.. besides nangyari na ang gusto niyang mangyari eh or I must say nasira na niya ang gusto niyang sirain.

I know he might read this post and I know he still won't believe me, but let it be. Sabihin na natin na he won't trust me after all I've done for him!, I don't want to say we're not meant to be 'coz who knows what might happened?!, and sa mga nangyari, I am very sure na lalabas din ang totoo.  Hindi man this coming fourth year, maybe on the future. Lastly is about Juno, I dunno what I must say about my feelings towards him but he really done a big mistake, kung sinabi niya sakin yung about dun, handa akong mag sabi ng totoo dahil alam kong pareho lang kami ang mag susuffer if I will not tell the truth!  And why should I lie to him?! What the hell!?! But I know he already knew the truth since September 3, 2005. And that's the fucking TRUTH about my feelings towards him.. that I really loved him for who he is. So maybe, I must forget about my feelings though I realized more after we broked  up that my love for him is really true (everyone was telling that to me!). I am not expecting him to read this because I know he still won't believe me so I am just telling this for myself so that I can move on now..  

After all.. I've so much realizations.. realizing that since we've became friends.. I still remember before he confessed his feelings.. He told me that.. "Pinipilit niyang hindi ma fall sakin for his friend Ilo." I realized that from the very first time, it was wrong.. I mean even though I've already fallen for him that time -- I shouldn't confessed.

I followed my heart.. I left everything.. I've fight for my feeling.. But that makes me a bad person? I'm just a girl who fell in love with the wrong guy.

Haay!! Salamat at na ilabas ko na din ang lahat ng nararamdaman at iniisip ko!! Wohoo!! Ang sarap.. XD

Hindi ko naman ipopost toh kung hindi talaga totoo ang nilalaman eh!

~au revoir!!

Jesus of Suburbia
Green Day

I'm the son of rage and love
The Jesus of suburbia
From the bible of none of the above
On a steady diet of
Soda pop and Ritalin
No one ever died for my sins in hell
As far as I can tell
At least the ones I got away with

And there's nothing wrong with me
This is how I'm supposed to be
In a land of make believe
That don't believe in me

Get my television fix sitting on my crucifix
The living room in my private womb
While the moms and brads are away

To fall in love and fall in debt
To alcohol and cigarettes
And Mary Jane
To keep me insane
Doing someone else's cocaine

And there's nothing wrong with me
This is how I'm supposed to be
In a land of make believe
That don't believe in me

[Part 2: City Of The Damned]

At the center of the Earth
In the parking lot
Of the 7-11 were I was taught
The motto was just a lie

It says home is where your heart is
But what a shame
Cause everyone's heart
Doesn't beat the same
It's beating out of time

City of the dead
At the end of another lost highway
Signs misleading to nowhere
City of the damned
Lost children with dirty faces today
No one really seems to care

I read the graffiti
In the bathroom stall
Like the holy scriptures of a shopping mall
And so it seemed to confess
It didn't say much
But it only confirmed that
The center of the earth
Is the end of the world
And I could really care less

City of the dead
At the end of another lost highway
Signs misleading to nowhere
City of the damned
Lost children with dirty faces today
No one really seems to care

[Part 3: I don't care]

I don't care if you don't
I don't care if you don't
I don't care if you don't care
[x4]

I don't caaaaaaaaaaaaaaare

Everyone is so full of shit
Born and raised by hypocrites
Hearts recycled but never saved
From the cradle to the grave
We are the kids of war and peace
From Anaheim to the middle east
We are the stories and disciples of
The Jesus of Suburbia

Land of make believe
And it don't believe in me
Land of make believe
And I don't care if you,you
[x2]
And I don't care!
[x4]

[Part 4: Dearly beloved]

Dearly beloved are you listening?
I can't remember a word that you were saying
Are we demented or am I disturbed?
The space that's in between insane and insecure
Oh therapy, can you please fill the void?
Am I retarded or am I just overjoyed?
Nobody's perfect and I stand accused
For lack of a better word, and that's my best excuse

[Part 5: Tales of another broken home]

To live and not to breathe
Is to die In tragedy
To run, to run away
To fight what you believe
And I leave behind
This hurricane of fucking lies
I lost my faith to this
This town that don't exist

So I run
I run away
To the lights of masochists
And I leave behind
This hurricane of fucking lies
And I walk this line
A million and one fucking times
But not this time

I don't feel any shame
I won't apologize

When there ain't nowhere we can go
Running away from pain
When you've been victimized
Tales from another broken home

You're leaving
You're leaving
You're leaving
Ah you're leaving home

Since I am currently waiting for my mom to fix herself..  so I am surfing the net as well as updating these blog.  We will go to Megamall today, I thought I would not be able to post today. We will meet my sister this 7 pm.

I woke up at 10:30 in the morning,  really.. Nyahaha.. It's really late huh.. Haay.. I dunno what to say since I am watching Denise Trillo (hope the spelling is correct).. Actually he's my crush..  Nyahaha..

~till here!!

Nyahaha.. I am quite annoyed with title of this post. Well.. Uhmm.. Last friday as we went to Megamall, I've watched the move Moments of Love with my mom.. I've been choosing which movie I was going to watch between Ice Age 2 or Moments of Love. But my mom insisted to watch the filipino movie. I really don't watch tagalog movies, maybe.. I only watched only on t.v. Hopefully I really enjoyed watching it maybe because it was a love story. And I really thought that I would learn something from the movie. And that really happened.. I've to say that the movie was kinda weird and impossible to happen but the meaning does exist in our real lives.

I've come up with this phrase:

It's not love who will decide which is the right one for us but it will be our destiny to choose.. and if it's meant to be, love will find a way and love cannot change what's not meant to be.

Hmm.. and all that we've experiencing and what's been happening in our lives is just a part of our destiny..

Anyway.. I woke up at 8 am then I've meet Diane, we went to a sunday mass. Whew.. A huge crowd welcomed us, we also saw my bezzie -- Chantal with her mom. It's really hot.. well.. it's summer..

~till here..

I'm not sure if I'm really alone today, because I haven't seen my brother, maybe he's still asleep or he went somewhere.  But I hope I'm completely alone.

Around 9 - 11 in the morning: still asleep

Internet hours might be around 10:30 until Lunch / 5 pm until 8 pm

Free time: 1pm - 4pm --I would be reading The Da Vinci Code/Angels & Demons or I would be sleeping, watching t.v.

Dinner:8 pm

Fushigi Yugi:9 pm

Watching Koreanovelas: 9:30 - 11 pm

Watching tv: 11 pm - 12:30 am

12:30 am -- sleep

*Goal: To finish reading 2 Dan Brown's novels.

~au revoir!!

Hiatus!!..

Since my sisters will go home tomorrow night, and as usual, it will be hard for me to get access through the internet because for sure they will use the pc. And they told me that they will be here until Sunday. So I guess I will be posting here on Sunday.

Eventually, if ever I've nothing to do.. I'll just read The Da Vinci code written by Dan Brown.. XD And of course, making my new table layout. XD

~au revoir!!

damn.. i am surely know what time is it now!  it's 1:00 in the morning. Since my sisters were home, I could really feel how hard it is to surf the net after they use the pc, and I end up every midnight.  I like to share more about what's been happening around me but, I really got to go.  And when I wake up, we will go to Glorietta today. XD

~bye!

Yes! I am once again alone in our house! Argh! My mother really annoys me, she's not around but she still annoys me!  She went to a reunion then she texted me to find someone's telephone number which is written in her organizer, but I only read the text message today at 3:30 pm but she sent it 12:30 pm. XD I was not holding my cellphone so that's why I didn't noticed.  I think she will be angry when she goes home. Argh.. I dunno what to do with her!! XD

Anyway, holy week is over.. My sisters already left..  I have really lots of things to share here about what had happened in my holy week with my sisters. XD First, when they arrived home here, I am really thankful that my sister installed an Anti Virus in this pc! I was surprised when we scan our computer, there were eight viruses found! XD Then, we rent dvds and all we gonna do is watch it since there was no cable during that day and even if there was, there's no movie we would like to watch and we've already watched some of them! XD And sad to say I wasn't been able to finish the The Vinci Code because the light or the fluorescent? I think run out or something like that so that's why I can't read it in my room.

Second is about my best friends, Chantal & Diane. I am really addicted to horoscopes or "hula" because of reading the newspaper Bulgar.. XD There was an article there about numbers, actually my sister read it and was the one who told it to me. It was about adding the numbers of your birth date like this: month+day+year, for example is like.. 12+18+1990 until a single digit appears. And that number was called your destiny number. Each number has a meaning. Mine is number four, I forgot the meaning. But what am I saying in here is.. Chantal and Diane have similarities about this kind of stuff!! XD Chantal's birthday was 4+24+1991 and in short her single digit or destiny number is number 3 and I forgot to say the another kind of number, I dunno what it is but you only add the number (if there are two digits) of your birth day, I mean for Chantal is 24, 2+4=6.. So her numbers are 6 and 3 and when I asked my sister what does it mean, 6 & 3 are connected in the aspect of money, business. And Diane's numbers are the same but it was the other way around, her destiny number is 6 and the other is 3. am I really lucky to have best friends like them?! haha, I don't mean it's just about the money. My sister also told me that these people will gonna be rich but their lovelife will always failed. Love or Money?! My sister asked me.. nyahaha..

Third is about the gospel of Judas, I watched and finished it two times, but it seems believable for me since there is an evidence. XD I have nothing against it.

Fourth is about yesterday which is a very tiring day! We went to Glorietta, three of us were looking for a gown or not really a gown but it must be a formal dress for my sister. XD I wasn't able to buy a single thing for me!  I just ate there at my most favorite restaurant Almon Marina!! That is really the best restaurant and I was longing for it!! Maybe because of the precious Praline cake which cannot be found in Red Ribbon or Goldilocks, but I wasn't able to taste or smell that cake in Almon Marina! Because there's no cake there!! Or they aren't selling cakes.. XD Actually, we went to different malls like in Shangri-La and we would also want to go to Megamall but all of us are tired and wasted. XD

Lastly is about my lovelife or it wasn't Love really 'coz I have no feelings for him but we're on!!  Am I really bad?? Or am I really a heartbreaker? My ex want to get me back but he's afraid to court me because he's afraid of pain and I might hurt his feelings.  But he told me last week: "pwedeng mang trip taung mag-on?"..  I am thinking about that for a week and really got insane about it, and eventually, yesterday.. I agree to him..  I am really insane!!  I am sure Chantal will be angry to me or she will kill me! When she reads this. XD

~au revoir!!

 I adore Chantal a.k.a Cattleya!! *praise* haha, I got her layout's code for my guide in making this layout. Featuring Setsuna of Angel Sanctuary. I think I will use this kind of layout for my upcoming layouts, for me this is the hardest one that's why I am sticked on this! The more hard the more I like to make it!

~au revoir!!

I know it's summer and it's extremely HOT!!  Every time I went outside our house, I feel that my head will aches or burned!  But because of this weather, I realized that I still have the guts to sleep, but not a regular sleep.  Some people can't sleep in this type of weather but it's different with me. I dunno why I still can sleep even though I'm sweat and uncomfortable. And every morning I woke up late then after I ate or there's nothing I can do, I suddenly feeling sleepy then I get into sleep for really long hours and when I wake up, I still feel sleepy.. XD am I drunk or something?!  or I'm just a sleepyhead.. suffering from this Boredom and nothing else could do or I'm just too lazy to do something.. haaakkk... I'm so useless.. XD

~au revoir!!

I woke up at 10 a.m. Eat my breakfast and I am once again with my brother alone.  I dunno why I am doing these things. It's not normal for me to do these. I am not in the mood to eat.. I still feel sleepy.. And what's more, I find myself listening to love songs, senti or mellow music. I even like to watch more romantic movies especially Korean movies.  I watched the movie entitled: Love; Impossible.. Actually there was a line there, it's a funny line though..

"Laughing while crying makes your asshole hairy".. that's kinda eeww.. nyahaha..

I can't even smile or laugh when something good happening and even there's something funny around me. It's kinda weird but I admit I am still heartbroken and suffering.  But I think I'm gonna throw it up, one by one..  What I mean is my emotions.. I really want to end it up!  argh! Saying this thing makes me ask myself why am I saying this?! XD

~au revoir!!

I'm so glad I uploaded a music video on my profile on friendster. *^____________________________^*. The song is Jesus of Suburbia by Greenday. I think I will become a fan of this band! I choose this song maybe because it's long and I can relate to the meaning. And I posted the lyrics here too for past weeks.. I've really nothing to post.  All I can do now is listen to the song, download brushes, and just enjoy my net surfing.. XD

http://www.friendster.com/profiles/mayochan

~bye

1. Name: donna carlos
2. Your Nick Names: donnami, jack
4. Place of Birth: pasig
5. Zodiac Sign: sagittarius..
6. Male or Female: femaLe..
7. Age: 15
8. School: cdsa.
9. Occupation: student
10. Residence:
11. Screen Name: .

Your Appearance

12. Hair Color: black..
14. Eye Color: dark brown
15. How do your nails look: clean & cutted
17. Do you have a crush on someone right NOW
(truthfully): none, really
18. Do you like yourself: sometimes
20. Think your attractive: nope..
21. Piercings: ears
22. Tattoo: none
23. Righty or Lefty: righty

Your 'Firsts'

24. First RollerCoaster: haven't
25. First cell phone: gr.6
26. First best friend: kimberly
27. First Award: forgot
28. First Sport You Joined: none
29. First pet: love birds.. XD
30. First vacation: forgot
31. First Concert: XD...
32. First Love: si GOD

Favorites

33. Movie: manY tO mentiOn..
34. TV Show: animax
35. Color: bLack,piNk, purple, yellow
36. Bands: rock bands
37. Song: n/a
38. Food:lasagna, soups, sweets
39. Drink: h2o..iced tea
40. Candy: none
41. Sport : badminton
42. Fav sport To Watch: soccer
43. Brand Of Clothing: doesn't matter
44. Stores: n/a
45. School Subject: science, math, english
46. Animal: cat
48. Magazines: Meg

Currently

49. Eating: none
50. Drinking: none
52. Online?: yeah
53. Listening to: news on tv
54. Thinking About: nothin...
55. Wanting : 2 hav new cp..
56. Watching: n/a

Your Future

58. Want Kids?: maybe
59. Want to Get Married?: not ryt now..
60. Careers in Mind: to become a nurse

Which is Better With The Opposite Sex

67. Cute or Sexy: cute..
68. Lips or Eyes: eYes
69. Hugs or Kisses: both
70. Short or Tall: either
71. Easygoing or serious: either
72. Romantic or Spontaneous: both
73. Fatty or skinny?: tama LNG..
74. Sensitive or Loud: both
75. Hook-up or Relationship: reLAtiOnship..
76. Sweet or Caring: bOth
77. Trouble Maker or Hesitant One:  hesitant one.. XD

Have You Ever

78. Kissed a Stranger: no..
79. Drank Alcohol: yah
80. Smoked: tried
81. Ran Away From Home: no
82. Broken a Bone: not yet
83. Got an X-ray: nope
84. Broken Someones Heart: probably..
85. Loved someone: no one
86. Turned Someone Down: yup
87. Cried When Someone Died: yup
88. Cried At School: yup

Do You Believe In

89. God: super.....
90. Miracles: sometimes
91. Love At First Sight: nope..
92. Ghosts: not really
93. Aliens: yeah!! XD
94. Soul Mates: i think so..
95. Heaven: heaven is only in our hearts..
96. Hell: yup
98. Kissing on The First Date: no..
99. Horoscopes: somtimes

Answer Truthfully

100. Is There Someone You Want But You Know
You Can't Have?
- no one

I have a new celebrity crush. Well.. I had a crush on him since last year but I really dunno his name.  I just watched his movie with Mandy Moore.. How to Deal.. And when I got a Meg magazine from my sister, I found out that his name is Trent Ford.  I also joined his fanlisting.

I wish I could show his photo. I can't upload.. XD

~au revoir

1. Can you tap dance?
I can't.

2. Do you own a pair of see-thru underwear?
nah

3. What color is the sky today?
white? XD

4. Do you own a classic brown teddy bear?
nope

5. Is your favorite holiday christmas?
kinda.

6. Is there a candle by you?
None.

7. If you had an iPOD mini, what color would you
have?
What colors are available? XD more on pink.. ^^

8. What song are you listening to?
none

9. Is it your favorite song?
n/a

10. How many friendster accounts have you had?
1

11. Have you ever made a friendster survey?
not really.. XP

12. Are you wearing any jewlery?
None right now

13. Where does your grandpa live?
a better place

14. Are you an angry drunk?
nope

15. Do you prefer pen or pencil?
pen

16. Are you wearing deodorant?
n/a

17. Ever been in an earthquake?
yup

18. Is your birthday this month?
no

19. Do girls suck?
nope

20. Are you afraid of the dentist?
nope

21. Do you know exactly what car you want?
i don't

22. Have you ever bought something from ebay?
never

23. Ever seen "boy meets world"?
no

24. Own a locket?
no

25. Do you share a locker?
No.

26. Ever dissected anything?
A frog,

27. Ever had a referral?
Referral?

28. Still play with legos?
not anymore

29. Do you know when easter is?
It starts on the Sunday right after Palm Sunday, Holy Monday, Holy Tuesday, Holy Wednesday, Maundy Thursday, Good Friday, and Black Saturday.

31. Last time you wrote a note?
last week

32. Ever been on a cruise?
Never.

33. Ever gotten pregnant by someone on a cruise?
n/a

34. Dyed your hair?
Never.

35. Like your handwriting?
not really

36. Do you eat?
Who doesn't?!

37. Are you wearing lotion?
yup

38. Last time you talked on the phone?
an hour ago

39. Do you know Victoria's Secret?
yup

40. Are you nice?
vague

41. Ever been in love?
yup

42. What were you last halloween?
n/a

43. Ever met a midget?
nope

44. Ever been to Cuba?
Never.

45. Ever cut yourself shaving?
yeah

46. Ever owned an exotic pet?
nope

47. Is it your birthday?
no

48. Is it someone elses birthday?
yup, tomorrow.

49. Had a good day?
sort of

50. How long did this take you?
A better question: Do I even give a damn?

selosa/o ka ba?
** yup

ano ginagawa mo 'pag nagseselos ka?
** di namamansin or sigaw naman ng sigaw

nakasakit ka na ba ng ibang tao?
** yup

ano ang ideal bf/gf mo?
** wala pa sa ngayon eh

nahanap mo na ba yun?
** hindi pa

musta naman lovelife mo ngayon?
** wala akong luvlife

malungkot ba?
** hindi!

pero masaya?
** of course!

meron ka nga bang lovelife?
** wala nga..

kung papapiliin ka, lovelife o career, san
ka?
** career

ano masasabi mo: LOVE is BLIND?
** no comment

LOVE is LOVELIER the second time
around?
** siguro

LOVE moves in mysterious ways?
** kinda

nasaktan ka na ba dahil sa pagmamahal
ng todo?
** of course

kailangan ba muna maging mag-on bago
magsabihan ng "iloveyou"?
** dunno

ipapaalam mo ba sa parents mo kung
may bf/gf ka na?
** in right time

sa isang relationship.. ano ka.. giver or
taker?
** both?

handa ka ba gumawa ng sacrifices?
** yup

ano una mong napapansin sa isang
lalake/babae?
** eyes

ideal dating place?
** .. XD

will you give up everything just for love?
** not all

First of all, I would like to greet my best friend.. XD Chantal a.k.a Cattleya here in Tabulas a Happy Birthday!! I wish you have more birthdays to come.

Anyway, I've nothing to say right now, I always woke up every morning so late! Always craving for food 'coz nothing could satisfied my stomach here. My mom's away but I hope she will go home tonight. And because I've nothing to do, I finished watching my 7 in 1 dvd, too bad, they're all love stories. XD I have no choice!

 

Iwasan – Pag-iisip ng problema

The blood of chronic worriers contains poisonous chemical substances and generates poisonous substance in the body which are fatal to healthy growth and action.
            The brain cells are constantly bathed in the blood from which they draw their nourishment, and when the blood is located with poison of fear, worry, anger, hatred or jealousy, the protoplasm of those delicate cells becomes hard and is thus materially injured.
            The most pathetic effect of worry is its impairment of thinking powers. It clogs the brain and paralyzes thought that results of the worriers work merely mock his ambition. Its continued friction robs the brain cells of an opportunity to renew themselves; and so after a while there is a breakdown of the nervous system and then the worrier suffers from insomnia and other nervous ailments.
            Ang nagpapaliwanag sa itaas kung ano ang samang nagagawa ng worry o matinding pag-iisip ng problema at negatibong emosyon ay si Dr. Sidney N. Bremer.
            Ipinaliwanag ni Dr. Sidney N. Bremer at Professor Gates na matindi ang nagagawa ng pag-iisip nang puspusan ng problema na wala namang nangyayari.
            Ipinahayag niya na ang laging pag-iisip ng problema ay hindi na gaanong nakakatulog at kumakain at apektado ang mga ugat-ugat ng kanyang ulo at buong katawan. Naliligo ang mga ugat na ito ng mga poisonous chemical substances.
            Samantala, ang masamang epekto rin ng negatibong emosyon ay nagbubunga ng chemical changes at ang secrtion nito ay nagkaroon ng lason sa ibat-ibang bahagi ng katawan. Kapag ito ay nabuo ay tinawag ito ng iba na tumor.
            Maging ang pag-iisip ng matindi nang puspos ay nagbubunga ng masama sa utak ng tao.
            Ito ay isinulat ni Dr. Charles H. Mayo:
“Worry affects the circulation, the heart, the glands, the whole nervous system and profoundly affects the health.”
            Narito ang maikling kuwento ng isang misis na nasira ang kalusugan at kaayusan ng sarili dahil sa nagkaroon ng ka-live-in partner ang kanyang mister.
            Si Tina ay unti-unti pumayat at tumanda. Mga dalagita at binatilyo na ang apat na anak nila ni Glen.
            Isang araw ay nag-uusap silang mag-asawa nang masinsinan. Hindi na maaaring talikuran ni Glen si Jennifer, anak ng may-ari ng kompanyang iyon. Spoiled brat si Jennifer. Mula nang mamatay ang ina nito ay may tatlo nang lalaki ang kanyang kinakasama.
            May tatlong buwan nang nagdurusa si Tina.
            Pinapasukan na lamang si Tina ng pagkain ng mga anak.
Malimit hindi nagagalaw ang pagkain sa tray. Kapag nagdala ng alawans si Glen ay ayaw makipag-usap ni Tina.
            Nakarating ang balitang ito sa Ate Minda ni Tina. Mayaman si Minda. Marami siyang napagbiling mga condominium sa mga Taiwanes pagka’t marunong itong magsalita ng kanilang wika.
            Ang dating amo ni Minda ay may-ari ng malaking kompanya sa Pilipinas. Pinuntahan ni Minda ang bahay ni Tina. Mayamaya ay kasama na ito at dala ng overnight bag.
            Sinundo ni Minda ang kanilang ina upang mamahala sa bahay ni Tina. Iyon din ang ibig ng kanilang apat na anak ni Tina. Nagkaroon ng pagkamuhi sila sa kanilang ama.
            Inayos ni Minda ang loob at labas ng katauhan ni Tina. Inilapit niya ito sa Diyos. Pinataba ni Mina si Tina. Iiwan na niya si Jimmy.
            Isinama  ni Minda si Tina sa fitness clinic sa kanyang pinupuntahan. Inaliw niya ito nang puspos.
            Pagkatapos ng isang buwan ay bumata, gumanda, lumusog at tumapang si Tina. Nang magkita sila ni Glen ay hindi makapagsalita ito dahil sa pagkagulat. Iyung-iyon si Tina nang niligawan niya.
            Marunong si Minda na gumamot ng sakit sa puso. Marunong siya na lumutas ng problema ng iniwan ng asawa. Magaling siyang dumamay sapagkat noong araw ay iniwan din siya ng kanyang mister. Si Bob ay naloko sa ibang babae.
            Isang broker sa real estates si Minda. Siya ang first class realtor. Siya ang nagturo kay Tina.
            Maligaya si Tina pagka’t ang kapiling niya moment to moment ay ang Panginoon. Nawala na sa kanyang isip si Glen.

Isa na rin siyang matagumpay sa larangan ng real estate.

Since I have nothing to do, my father told me to copy this article into the pc from a newspaper. Maybe I'll gonna post another article tomorrow... can't wait.. XD
 
~au revoir!