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Entries for December, 2005

Headaches

Listening: air
Reading: text messages
Watching: clock
Feeling: uncomfortable

I've been on Hiatus for couple of weeks, and now I am back! Yesterday was our third monthsary, but I was so lonely because I wasn't here yesterday, I was in Anitpolo. Anyway, we've gone to church this early morning and I was not together with Chantal because she was with her mom, her mom's home right now.. So I was with Siover. After the mass, we've gone to market-market with Mariel and RJ. It was like a double date, we've watched Just Like Heaven.. The movie was so good maybe because it was still about the thing 'destiny or destined for each other' stuff. Like the korean movie that we've watched at Siover's house.. My Sassy Girl. After watching the movie, we're so shocked that there's so many people right there, and my foot hurts, err!! XD That's why I've an headache right now.

And I still need to finish my assignments..

~au revoir!!

Highschool, Euphoria, Humdrum

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Money please?!

Listening: Domination
Reading: messages
Watching: time
Feeling: worried

Today was so boring.. I was not that hyper like I used to be. Mae and I were closer friends since we've gone to the mall yesterday.
I was kinda sleepy and I still need to finish my project in Filipino, I need to pass it by tomorrow. I was feeling that my Filipino teacher, also my Christian Living teacher was starting to appreciate my existence here.
She was starting to talk to me and trusts me more than last year that I was so naive and she often makes silly jokes about me. Anyway, I still not into her. I still hate her and I think nothing can change that. XD
I need to save my money this coming X-mas. hmm.. I am confused what to buy for the people special to me. This day was really sucks! I have no energy at all. Still can't find answers why I am like this. XD

~au revoir!!

Highschool, Humdrum

Regular Day

Listening: iris
Reading: assignments
Watching: news at the t.v.
Feeling: tired

I woke up late this morning, it was 5:45. It was raining outside, I decided to ride on a tricycle than a jeepney for now. Successfully, I've finished my project in Filipino, other said that it was nice, but I am not really satisfied with it. All I've done for whole day was listening to my friends of new humors about our former friends but for past few weeks ago. We've found out that, that former friends was not really a true friend. So we're planning to approach her very soon. But I think that would be so difficult because she has really a pride person.
I am really busy this days... Everyday, I've got to do my assignments or projects. Luckily I handled them successfully and just enjoying it for quite some time.. XD Whew.. Examination days are coming! I need to get high scores right now. Wish me luck! XD

~au revoir!!


 

Highschool, The Blues, Humdrum

Hanging On..

At last! Exams are over! Today was our last day of taking an exam. But we still need to go to school tomorrow up to friday. On friday, we will have our Christmas party, then it's all over, I will have a vacation and of course.. Sunday will be a great day because it's my Birthday!

Anyway.. I'll just enjoy my time together with my friends and Siover until Friday because I will go to Antipolo on Saturday. I don't think I am on Hiatus right now, but I really don't know if I will post here regularly.. XD


~au revoir!!

Highschool, Euphoria

favorite post

Exciting

I suppose not to go to school this morning but I must go though, I really don't want. We only have are program, it was about the chorale competition. Actually it was by year level, but we've lost the contest, but that was okay. We dismissed earlier because tomorrow would be our Christmas party and Chantal asked me last night if I want to go with her to the mall tomorrow after the party. At the same time my friends also have plans for tomorrow to go to the mall but I decided to go with my bestfriend because I really miss her so much that we have no time to go together compare to my friends that I spent my time always with them. XD But thankfully, we will go to the same mall tomorrow.

~au revoir!!

Highschool, Humdrum

Party

Listening: children talking
Reading: entries

September 16, 2005

Today was our Xmas party, we have a program on the gym, it was so boring, I just day dreamed and i felt so evil that day, that I wear a backless yellow, but I have something on it.. XD Chit chat with my friends and  stuff... But my fucking ap teacher organize the games at the quadrangle and we need to join, it was by section. Luckily we've won though some of us are cheaters, but I really hate games. So what I did was, I hide at the guard house so the teachers won't see me. After the game, we ate inside the classroom, and we exchanged gifts. I received a huge pillow and a pink stuffed toy from Siover.

After the party, Chantal and I went to Shangrila, but it was a dessert for us that we didn't bought anything so we went to Megamall. Though there are so many people there, I bought a Maksim cd, it was my gift to Siover, he really liked it. I saw a cd of Enya, and someone, a stranger beside me just said stupid things about Enya, she said that she can't understand what Enya sings. Err.. maybe her IQ is slow.. I really hate her! We've gone home I think was 6:30, then we've planned to go to a mass at 08:00. We're so tired, we're just standing inside the church.. our feet were aching that time. We're so exhausted.. XD

~au revoir!!

Highschool, Euphoria

favorite post

Bed Ridden

Feeling: evil

September 17, 2005

I have menstruation *darn word*.. My body was aching that time. I can't get out of my bed.. XD But I have to go to Antipolo because I will celebrate my birthday on 18, we've ate at a restaurant at Libis then we've gone to Eastwood, there was a bazaar, we also watched fireworks.

~au revoir

Highschool, The Blues, Humdrum

15 years old

Happy Birthday to me !! XD I am currently with Siover right now at the internet cafe. Before that, we attend a mass and I am planning to go this evening with my mom on a mass again.. XD

~au revoir!!
 
 

Highschool, Euphoria

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Mall Hopping

Listening: Constantly
Feeling: uncomfortable

September 19, 2005

I went to Robinsons with my mom, I just don't want to stay at home for whole day, it's boring for me, so I accompanied my mom. We watched the movie King Kong, it was fun but I don't want the last part of the movie, because it was so emotional.

We also went to Greenhills but before that, we rid at a taxi, and once I entered inside the taxi, I really don't want the driver. We have encountered danger three times and in the end, we found out that he doesn't know where is Greenhills, darn! And we have to spent so much money for him. He's such a bastard! When we arrived at Greenhills, we thought that all the things we can buy there are cheap in price but almost all of them were expensive for us.

So I haven't bought anything there, so we went to Megamall, at last I bought something.. It was a cute black and pink shoulder bag. So that's it. We arrived home so late, and I was so exhausted.

~au revoir!!

Highschool, Euphoria

Irritated

Listening: plastics
Feeling: confused

Today was so boring! I stayed at home for a day, breathing, eating, sleeping, phone, watching t.v. like a lazy person waiting for the time to be 05:00. Because today was so... grr.. that's all I can say. My brother irritates me!! I am not allowed to surf the net because according to him, someone might call him at the phone, but practically, when he says that, no one really would call to him, an important person. It was just his fucking girlfriend, err!

I am only allowed to surf the net on 5 p.m. But I have to attend mass at 8 pm and I need to fix myself before 7:00 because, there are so many people, so I have to be early, so I only surfed the net for 30 minutes. Darn.. I just talked to my brother telling him that when I arrived home, I will use the computer. So, currently, I am using it. XD

~au revoir!!

Highschool, Humdrum

I changed my mind

Listening: jack tv [wrestling]
Reading: messages
Feeling: working

Supposedly.. I would like to change again my layout, but I changed my mind because I am thinking that I still want the butterfly layout to stay here for more days. Probably I will change my layout on January or before January. Actually, I already finished it.. XD So simple but I like it..

I would not be able to attend mass later this evening because of the layout I made. And I was not in mood since last night to go to evening mass. Hmm... that's quite annoying. I really love night time.. XD

~au revoir!!

Highschool, Humdrum

I am Free!!

Listening: Lithium
Reading: anything
Feeling: working

At last! I am alone now with my computer. I woke up at i think 10:30 am. I was expecting, I will be all by myself so that I could use the computer anytime. But unfortunately I was with my brother earlier, but that's okay because currently, he's away from home, I dunno where the hell he went!

So I've been spending my time with the internet for two hours and he told me to surf the net until this evening because he don't want someone to call him at the phone.. *miracle* *praise God*.  He's quite annoying since yesterday, he's not that 'grr' as I think for past years, he's been acting strange. Anyway, it's a good feeling surfing the net in the afternoon than on evening that I used to be.

~au revoir!!

Highschool, Humdrum

Being a David Beckham Fan

Feeling: surprised

Lately, I've found out while searching some articles, stuff about my crush David Beckham, I had prooved to myself that he is indeed popular!  I found out that he had been included into a encyclopedia.. I mean the Wikipedia.. I was so speechless, I am very proud of myself that I had a crush on him for past few years. Anyway, he's so hot!

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/David_Beckham

..Currently, I am also searching some pics, articles about Maksim..

Highschool, Humdrum

So Sleepy

Feeling: calm

I woke up at 11:15 in the morning. I was with my brother earlier and he went to his friend's house this afternoon so thankfully,  I was able to post an entry again. After I ate lunch, I watched movie then I go to sleep, I realized that I was lack of sleep because I just slept last night, actually it's 1:00 am.. So that's why I woke up so late and I still need to sleep in the afternoon. Anyway, today was quite boring, maybe because the unlimited text/call promo was not available since Dec. 21.

Siover went to Megamall, he always texted me but I had no load so, I wasn't able to reply to him. Arrggh! I am currently surfing the net and edit this blog and also Siover's. XD

~au revoir!!

Highschool, Euphoria

favorite post

Merry Christmas!

Listening: Ewan Ko
Reading: entries
Watching: time before Christmas
Feeling: happy

I know it's not yet Christmas but in case I will not greet everyone tomorrow [Christmas]..  Because I will get too busy for the preparation so I should post now. I am waiting for my sisters to come back home and surely they will use the computer. There's a possibility for me not to post here again starting tomorrow. So I just greet everyone who will read my blog:

Advance Merry Christmas & Happy New Year! ^_^

~au revoir!!

Highschool, Euphoria

wee! Back to my Obsession!!

Listening: tensionado
Feeling: uncomfortable

Okay.. Christmas is over and my sisters were gone away from home, they've gone back to Antipolo.  When I woke up this morning at 09:30, someone texted me that the promo unlimited text is back!

So I ate my breakfast and register..  Today was quite boring and annoying.. I can't sleep this afternoon, I dunno why, even last night, I got sleep last 2 am. Arrghh.. And when I tried to sleep, I can't sleep.. It's kinda weird..

~au revoir!!

Highschool, Euphoria

Friendster CSS

Listening: Would You
Reading: Friendster Profile
Feeling: relieved

At last I edited my css at friendster, it was so pink!  I can imagine Chantal's reaction with this..  LOLz. I was really hopeless for few months editing it, I can't understand it but luckily when I found the Friendster Profile Editor, it was a relieved..

Since yesterday, I always edit my css and media codes and it took me for two hours, even today.. I am satisfied with it, so ME!  I am currently waiting for my primary photo, it suits the motif of my profile.. pink!!  

So addicted to pink huh.. I find that color really cute..

~au revoir!!

Highschool, Euphoria

Confused

Listening: National Geographic
Reading: Blog Things
Watching: National Geographic
Feeling: tired

I woke up at 11 in the morning,  and to think that I had so many things to do today, I need to fix my stuff inside my new cool school bag. I was feeling dizzy a while ago finding my missing mass card, darn it, I can't find it anywhere this time, it's the second time it was misplaced or something like that, I really can't find it, also my chemistry notebook..

Last night was also a big crap! I wasn't registered to the unlimited text promo, and damn my load was gone at once because of logos and ringtones.  I only helped my mom fixing things around here so I only surf the net at this time. I was tired and confused, I dunno what to do first. My mom is one of the 'grr' thing as well as my brother..

~au revoir!!

If it's meant to be, love will find a way.. *la lang*

About ME

Your Personality Profile
 You are dignified, spiritual, and wise.
Always unsatisfied, you constantly try to better yourself.
You are also a seeker of knowledge and often buried in books.

You tend to be philosophical, looking for the big picture in life.
You dream of inner peace for yourself, your friends, and the world.
A good friend, you always give of yourself first.
Your Personality Is
Guardian (SJ)

You are sensible, down to earth, and goal oriented.
Bottom line, you are good at playing by the rules.

You tend to be dominant - and you are a natural leader.
You are interested in rules and order. Morals are important to you.

A hard worker, you give your all at whatever you do.
You're very serious, and people often tell you to lighten up.

In love, you tend to take things carefully and slowly.

At work, you are suited to almost any career - but you excel in leadership positions.

With others, you tend to be polite and formal.

As far as looks go, you are traditionally attractive. You take good care of yourself.

On weekends, you tend to like to do organized activities. In fact, you often organize them!


Your Blog Should Be Blue
 
Your blog is a peaceful, calming force in the blogosphere.
You tend to avoid conflict - you're more likely to share than rant.
From your social causes to cute pet photos, your life is a (mostly) open book.

The Keys to Your Heart
 
You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.

In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered.

You Are a Punk Rocker!
 
When it comes to rock, you don't follow any rules
You know that rocking out is all about taking down the man
You've got an incredible stage presence and rock persona
You scare moms, make bad girls (or boys) swoon, and live life on the edge!

New Year

Feeling: rushed

I just woke up at 10:30 am, and currently waiting for my sisiters to come home again here. And as usual I would not be able to post here for few days, so I'll just greet everyone..

Happy New Year!!

Manigong Bagong Taon!!

XD

~au revoir!!