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As you can see, this is my new layout, a very green layout.. Actually this is the first successfull layout I've done. And sooner, I will change it again.. Twisted Fate version clover. I admit, I am not that great in making layouts especially in making avatars and buttons.. XD .I am just a beginner so please undserstand if you may find some mistakes, I am really not that confident in my layout.. So, I hope you'll leave a comment.. thanks.. ^_^

 

au revoir!!

Today is so boring! Except the fact that today is our second monthsary. He gave me a gift, it was a necklace with a pentagram pendant, it was nice, I really like it. We meet at the school at 10:00 am and gone home right away. At home, when I was surfing the net on the morning, suddenly my eldest sister arrived home. I was so shocked because I thought she would not come again because I really missed net surfing when they were here, I was really pissed off by them. All I can do for the whole day is to sleep at my room, wait for the person who was using the computer, then when she was finished, I will use this computer for net surfing. And that's it! I was really lazy this sem break. Actually, this coming Monday is the resume of the class. But the good thing is, we have only five subjects for one day starting on Monday, and that was a relief! *^________________^*

I was confused again in my schedule because we have a practice this Saturday and Sunday but I need to go to Antipolo on Sunday, so I am planning to go to the practice only on Saturday, I am hoping my adviser will allow me to do that. Eventually, the internet is so bad!! really bad!! I am not using my environment now, because the internet there was fucked up!! So I switch user.. thank God! the internet here is normal.

 ~au revoir!!

I have nothing to do right now, I woke up at 10:30 am, and I still feel sleepy.. XD I ate my breakfast, talked to Siover. And my mom suggested me to find something on the internet, and looking at my blog makes me feel so disappointed, because I can't adjust the top of it where the header is until now. The tabulas is so weird! When I am logged on, the header was fine, but when I logged off, I can see that the top measure was a mess!! I really can't figure it out, what should it look like in public. Anyway, sleeping awake? hmm.. because even if I am awake now, I just feel that I am still asleep, because I am so blank, I have nothing to think with so quiet ambience here inside the house. My unlimited text expired last night and I dunno if I will still register today or tomorrow. I have to finish my assignments esp. in A.P.

Still.. today was so boring.. XD

~au revoir!!

I woke up at exactly 09:00 am, maybe I alarmed my cellphone, but I sleep again up to 10 am then I ate my breakfast and surf the net, I was so useless here inside the house! Then I called Siover again, after few minutes I called my classmate, asking them if they would go to the practice. We have a practice in our english subject on 2:00 pm up to 4:00 pm but my adviser extended it up to 5:00 pm, maybe because only one fourth of the class attended the practice.

Whew.. I feel like I was exhausted.. I am so lazy these days, even if we're practicing, I was so dumb.. XD This day is so boring but happily I've met my friends.. ^^

~au revoir!!

I woke up this morning at 08:15 am, I've gone to church with Chantal and Siover, when I arrived home, I finished my new layout so that I may transfer it today.. XD I should go today in Chantal's place at 1:00 pm because we will finish our projects in TLE. But the disappointing thing that happened was, I cannot leave the house unless I talk to her first on the phone or cellphone, I tried to call her if she's at home right now, but there were no answers or replies on my cellphone, I waited for one hour. After that, I lost my hope to go there, she texted me saying that she was asleep!! by that time!! I was thinking that I was just pissed off!. And I really have no patience at all when things like that happened to me.

I was annoyed.. angry??? maybe.. But no!! Maybe I just need sometime to cool down, I didn't told it to her, but after that.. I just can't helped myself, then.... I just cried.. I cried a lot.. really hard.... I think this is just because I've waited, for a really good *duh* explanation she told me. I hope I can talk to her tomorrow.. Wish me luck..

~au revoir!!

Whew.. at last, I will post here again, I've been on hiatus for a week because my internet card run out of load last Sunday. XD And I refuse to spend my money for a week and just asked my mom earlier for money, so that I can buy an internet card. So many things passed by for one week, we're getting ready for the up coming speech choir on November 30. Yesterday, we finished all the 13 stanzas of the poem Universal Prayer with actions by the help and support of our damn good adviser, actually he was sick for two days because of us. But it was a relief for us to finished it all and we will be presenting it tomorrow to our English teacher. Actually, last week she invited three first year students to watch our speech choir, but my teacher doesn't mean that our section was the best, we just need some improvements.

Anyway, I woke up today 07:00 am and I was in Antipolo last night for the celebration of my sister's birthday last Wednesday. We've gone home at exactly 8:00 am and I took a bath and get ready for a Sunday mass with Siover. I was not with Chantal, because she's with her family. And later I found out, I didn't saw her there.. hmm.. Till here, I need to make two email addresses for my parents.

~au revoir!!

Err.. My head is still aching since yesterday, i don't know why but I have a cold again. I woke up at 5:30 am and get ready for school. We watched a film at the library, Chemistry in Action. We've just showed our speech choir to our English teacher, and though it was finished, she's really have many comments and suggestions, and I found her really confused that she made us repeat the presentation several times and she fixed some of our faults there.

But today is somewhat memorable day for me, maybe I've been so emotional this afternoon at our last subject, even though I am an anti emo person. We had our open forum in our AP class. And I was the last one who will share about my life. I've shared to them my biggest problem, it was about my family esp. about my big bro who was also a student in our school and handled also by my AP teacher. I just spit it out in front of my classmates, I thought I will cry out but I just keep my self not to cry, but they saw that my voice is so sad that they felt that I will cry. I also saw my teacher being moved by her emotions, and also some of my classmates are feeling that they will cry about my story.

After dismissal, I've gone to Airisu's place because that's the place where we are practicing the speech choir. We ate our snack before and waited for the others. While waiting, someone just frank me and told me that she appreciate me more this year comparing last year. I've really sensed that from her. And I know that my attitude last year was not really good as a friend and I've really changed a lot. When she told me that, I felt so flattered, of course.. I realize that there is no bad being an emo person, just to be a positive emo would make your life better, avoid negative thinking and you will feel good about yourself.

~au revoir!!

I woke up at 5:30 am, my headache was gone at last, that was a relief. We don't have our Math today. We had our Filipino replacing CL so that we can finish the last remaining lessons and had a quiz on AP. Well.. that time was so boring.

And before we dismiss, I accepted my report card. I was so shocked! This is so damn good, and I can't believe myself into this. I really increased a lot, I mean my grades increased a lot especially in Math. Whew.. I really love my Math teacher, actually I was her stalker last week.. ^__________________^

Anyway I will just show the results of my grades, as if I was proud but no, I am just happy and take note, I am now top three in our class, I beated Airisu, I think he's top four or we're 3.5, I don't know yet but our general average was quite similar. This is it.. XD

Christian Living: 87 ~> 87

Filipino: 78 ~> 86

English: 84 ~> 88

Mathematics: 80 ~> 89

Science: 84 ~> 87

Makabayan: 84 ~> 87

Wow! That was so relieving! Even Jonathan didn't expect that I will got those impossible grades. I am just one of the lucky people. I hope this third quarter, I will maintain it and keep it up. We will have our long test for three days starting tomorrow so I would probably on hiatus for three days. I'm not sure but I need to review now.

~au revoir!!

Today was the last day of our exam, that's why I didn't made any entries here on past few days. Anyway, I woke up at 5:30 a.m. again, but the night before, I reviewed the last three subjects to be our exam today. And thankfully I found them easy or just fine for me to pass the exam. After the exam I was so confused where should I go, if I would go to Chantal's place or Siover's but I choose Siover's, maybe because I've already gone to Chantal's place yesterday and I think she's busy. Karen accompanied me up to the last minute. We arrived there I think was 12 or 12:30 in the afternoon and ate lunch at 1:00 p.m.

While eating, we're also waiting for some of Siover's friends to come. They arrived at 1:30, we already finished eating and we just played play station and taking a picture on Siover.. Wee... He's so cute! I even took a picture by myself using Karen's phone. We are only two girls that was there and thinking that Karen's crush would come, he actually didn't came at all. And the disappointing thing was Karen found out that his crush's friends knew that she had a crush to their friend, but Karen was denying it, so she was angry to his crush because she thought that his crush told his friends that she have a crush on him. She always denying it because she's not really having 100% crush on him. So that's why.. Karen was so hyper when we're there, but I felt slight sleepy right there. But that's okay because I just wanted to spent my time with my Siover for a long time and have fun at the same time. I arrived home at exactly 6:30 p.m. and as usual, my dad and brother didn't bother at all where I came from, as if they didn't saw me.

I will go to Antipolo again tomorrow and will go home on Sunday morning. I think I will not be able to post here again.

~au revoir!!